My boy / Drew Starkey

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Mila

We all talked with Jonas about focusing on filming and how important it is to stay on track. So, my days these past three months have been very focused.

My days consisted of being on set. Facetiming my parents and Corey. Hanging out with everyone, spending time with Madison and Rudy the most, and tried to suppress whatever I felt for Drew.

Kiara stayed longer than we all expected and was still here. They didnt talk about when she was leaving. They also have yet to talk about what they were.

I came to know that they are not dating. At least not yet, but they are trying to work things out. She cheated on him or 'allegedly cheated' on him before, so I understand where he's coming from.

She spent a lot of time with us, and she and I just ignored each other. She dropped a few dickhead comments here and there, but I just didn't want to entertain it, so I ignored her or brushed it off.

Madison finally made me a fiesta, so I could post whatever I wanted whenever I wanted cause I only had my friends, family, and other celebrities on there.

Rudy and I practically moved in together. We were always spending the nights at each other's houses. The sex has gotten even better, which I didnt know was possible, and we continued the 'we were not dating', but we acted like it thing.

I missed Corey and my parents endlessly, and with my schedule being so packed, I don't even know when I would be able to fly to NYC to see them.

I didnt feel like I'd been here still long, three months. At the same time, I've felt like I've been here longer, but also like I just came.

We were finally getting a long weekend off, and we all decided to rent out a yacht and finally relax. Our hours on set increased, so we were there 12 hours a day most days.

Madison would stay at my apartment tonight after the club with her bag packed for the trip. We would have a girl's night. No boys.

Jonathan and Madison are (are we shocked) still not dating, even though we all know they want to be. They like each other a lot, but neither has pulled the trigger.

"I am so excited to relax," Madison says, flopping on my bed, arms stretched out. I giggle as I pack more swimsuits into my big Louis Vuitton travel bag.

"four days, aka 96 hours with Kiara, can't wait," I say, unhappy, as Madison lifts her head from my bed and smiles at me. "You'll be too busy fucking Rudy anyway," she smirks as I throw a pair of socks toward her.

She probably wasn't wrong; Rudy and I could barely keep our hands off each other. Yeah, we calmed down in public because we didn't want rumors to fly back out, but still.

Drew and I have been friendly; we still didn't have any kiss/sex scenes on set, but a lot of flirting and sexual tension. Our characters being love interests in the show didn't help my whole situation.

We were having one last night out because of an event at a club before we would be on the yacht for four days.

Madison and I were dropped off at the club by Milo before he went and picked everyone else up. We wanted a bit of alone time (we wanted a few drinks to get us more into the mood)

"So, who's better in bed, Corey or Rudy?" Madison asks me as the two big security guards put in the code for a VIP area in the club and let us through.

"Mads, I told you already I'm not answering that question," I say, laughing before I smile at the guards. "C'MON, a best friend, is supposed to know this type of shit," she says, rolling her eyes and nudging me.