My boy / Drew Starkey

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Mila

I woke up on my side with Rudy's hands wrapped around me. My head is pounding I was facing Madison, her back facing me. I could tell she was in JD's arms. I ever so quietly and lightly moved my head to look up at the sofa and couch to see if everyone else was awake or not. I didn't want to wake up Rudy.

Chase, Madelyn and Austin were not where I saw them last so they might have left by now. I was still super tired but the light was so bright coming from all the window and balcony that it was hard to even try and fall back asleep. I cuddled up closer to Rudy as his arms wrapped around me even tighter.

What the fuck happened yesterday. I drank way to much some parts of the night were a bit blurry. I needed to pee so bad but I knew if I moved I would wake Rudy up. So I laid there for a while thinking about last night. Trying to piece the night together and figure out parts I didn't remember.

I couldn't take it anymore as I slowly got out of Rudy's hands he grunts a bit before resting his hands at his head. I freeze trying to not wake him up. Once the coast was clear I slowly got out of the bed and walked over to the bathroom. I quickly go and pee before washing my hands and looking at myself in the mirror.

I was wearing Rudy's shirt my makeup was a bit smudged, my hair all over the place. I try my best to flatten it down and use the water to at least get some of the makeup off my skin. I hear a light knock on the bathroom door. "Mila" I hear Madisons voice. "Come in" I tell her as she opens the door and quickly goes to pee.

"Fuck I swear I almost pissed myself" She says as she finishes and joins me at the sink. I laugh little as she starts washing her hands. "Mila" she says as she finishes and looks over at me. "yeah" I say to her already being able to guess what she was going to talk about.

"You and Rudy?" she says more as a question than a statement. "Yeah I don't know whats happening" I say to her as she grabs the counter before sitting down on the floor. "You have to tell me everything" she says as I take a seat next to her. "So do you about you and JD" I say as she agrees.

"I don't know okay like Drew kissed me and it was perfect and I didn't want it to end but when Kiara came everything changed. Drew and I barley spoke I mean he kissed me and is clearly with her so that also fucked up. The time I spent with Rudy today it was, you know drama free, carefree. It was simple and I really enjoy spending time with Rudy." I say to her as she listens carefully.

"And that's okay Mila, you know that right?" she says "Kissing two guys in one night? them being best friend. Sleeping with Rudy" I say more as questions than statements. "So what babe? Clearly you like both of them are you're attracted to both of them. As if this was the first time in your life you've kissed two people in one day. Its fine you just have to figure out what you want exactly. friends with benefits, dating you know." she says reassuring me.

This is why I adored Madison its like she knew exactly what to say at any time. "I mean you are right" I say as she giggles "When am I ever wrong mills" she says to me putting her head on my shoulder. "just talk to Rudy today or whenever about what the fuck this is gonna be and you're good." She says as I feel like I could finally take a deep breath.

I didn't not once regret what happened yesterday. It was wonderful and it was nice waking up in Rudy's arms I just don't want to cause any drama or whatever the fuck. I wanted this to be perfect I wanted this show to be perfect. I overthink too much and I hate it.

"Drew was really fucking mad" Madison says making me focus back on her instead of my thoughts. "What do you mean" I ask her very curiously. "When you and Rudy went upstairs he very very angrily went to the balcony. He was there for a while like I told you last night and then he stormed in told Kiara to pack her shit that they were going. JD and I tried too talk to him but he full on told us to leave him the fuck alone. Kiara didn't look happy cause as much as she's a bitch she's not stupid. She figured out why he was mad. I mean everyone knows why he was mad." she says as I interrupt her "why was he mad Mads?"