Cube SMP Preferences and Imagines

Young Blood ; Bayani

song to listen to : Young Blood by Bea Miller

" We were making history
Breaking rules and breaking free
Questioning the writing on the wall
Coming from the underground
Laughing as we're falling down
Soaking in the glory of it all "

I was smiling at Jordan's sleeping form in front of me. With Jordan living so far away we couldn't see each other so much. There were times when I questioned if having a long distance relationship would work but now I was happy as long as I could call him mine.

" But in dark times when we close our eyes
It's a nightmare, it's a nightmare
When the sun don't shine we lose our minds
But I swear, we can get there "

I was now laying on my back with Jordan's arms wrapped loosely around my waist. I had fallen asleep about a hour ago but had woken up by a nightmare. It was about Jordan leaving me and saying this couldn't work. I was waiting for the sun to come up so we could talk and I wouldn't be afraid anymore. It was 3 am and there was still a couple hours left before the sun came up.

" We've got young blood
Can't destroy us
We make our own luck in this world
We've got young blood
No one chose us
We make our own love in this world "

While waiting for the sun to rise my mind wandered to a lot of things. The first thing was Bee. Bee and I used to be best friends until she almost made Jordan and I break up. I remember him ignoring me and always with Bee. I remember almost losing him completely. I smiled when I remembered the day we finally made up and then I realized that nobody could separate us.

" Someday we could run away
See it all before the pictures fade
And bottle up the feeling in a jar
Pass around to all our friends
We can breathe it in and out again
Huddled in the backseat of the car "

I remembered the time when some of the cube members went to LA so we could all spend time together. We spent about 2 weeks there and all we did was travel around in a truck. It was probably illegal to travel in the back of the truck but luckily we hadn't run into any police cars. We were just having the time of our lives and when we all went home it was like something was missing. Jordan and I spent most of the trip together so it was even harder leaving him.

" And the voices will get loud
If you never learn to shut them out
If you're lost you can be found
If you follow me until you hear the sound
Put 'em up, put 'em up now
If you know we're never backing down
We're never backing down, no "

I was feeling a mix of emotions with everything I was thinking about. There was a lot of bad ones and also a lot of good ones. I was so deep in thought that I didn't feel Jordan move beside me. " Hey. " I heard Jordan's raspy morning voice beside me. " Hey. " I said back. I turned so I was facing him instead of the ceiling. " You look like you didn't sleep at all. " he said looking at me. " I didn't. " I sighed quietly. He knew that if I didn't sleep I had a nightmare in the middle of the night because even if I did try staying up I would have fallen asleep. He tucked us into the blankets and then pulled me closer to him so we could cuddle. " I'll never leave you and I love you so much. " I heard him say as I was drifting asleep and I fell asleep with a smile on my face.

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so if you don't understand what I was trying to write about it's mostly about coming over obstacles in their relationship and some memories the character has and that nothing can break their relationship so yeah and I suck at writing long imagines so sorry if you cringe a lot