3 souls, 2 hearts, 1 love - ATEEZ Seonghwa, Mingi x OC FF

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Ria looked into Mingi's eyes and she felt her heart beating like crazy. Here he was, giving his all to her. She could do anything she wanted to him. The same scene as last night. A man letting go of everything and standing before her in the most vulnerable state. But, this time it was different. Instead of a feeling of duty, a feeling of fate, the air was filled with authenticity and truthfulness. Everything these two were feeling felt right, not perfect, but just right. 

Mingi was over the moon after kissing Ria, he cupped her cheeks and smiled his most beautiful smile, anyone would melt at the sight of it. Do you want to go to my room? We could use some more privacy. She smiled at his cute demeanour and nodded, holding his hand. Being careful with the people around and especially avoiding staff or members, Mingi and Ria made it to his room without any incidents.

I don't need you to say anything. If you can't express your feelings yet, I understand. Just know that I can't keep pretending like you're any less than the most beautiful, caring, adorable and sweetest person I've ever met. Mingi started saying while leaning on the wall and awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. Although he looked shy, his voice was stern. 

Mingi... Mingi. Just the sound of your name makes me happy. I love so many things about you, I can't keep count of them. Honestly. Did you know that you were the one who got me through my darkest times? Every time I was haunted with negative thoughts I imagined you next to me, saying that it's ok and that everything will be fine. Although Seonghwa is my favourite member, you were the one my mind ran to whenever I needed someone. I- I- Ria looked down and started tearing up. I love you. I love you so much. Mingi ran into her arms and held her tight. She kept talking. I'm sorry I didn't realize it sooner but I love you so much. She hid her head in the crook of his neck while holding him with all her will.

Looking into each other's eyes, Mingi didn't hesitate and kissed her. This kiss was deeper than before. Having Ria's confirmation, Mingi felt more confident. Things started heating up and the pair moved slowly towards the bed, where Mingi laid Ria's back and hoovered above her body. Taking off his shirt, Mingi had a really defined physique that made Ria swallow her spit. With his broad shoulders and tiny waist, he was irresistible. In the heat of the moment, Ria sat up and took her own shirt off, allowing her to see his flower tattoo on his back. She held Mingi's shoulders and laid him down, switching the position. Kissing his chest all the way up to his mouth, Ria's tattoo was in full display for Mingi. 

Your tattoo. Mingi said in between kisses. My what? Ria answered. The flower tattoo on your back. Ria quickly got off him and ran to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror and then back at Mingi, who was now standing facing  her, Ria was  terrorised. Holding Mingi's waist, she stared at his tattoo, noticing how every single detail matched the flower on her back. She was in shock. After running away from her soulmate, she discovers that the man she chose to be with is also her soulmate? Looks like the universe won't let her go. She just wanted a sincere romance with no strings attached, no soul bond, no fate, no nothing. She wanted it to be a clean slate, a romance, not an already planned narrative. Looking into Mingi's eyes, she felt sorry for her insecurities. She couldn't keep going. She wasn't strong enough to let this go and stay with him.

I'm sorry, I need to go. 

That's all Ria said before grabbing her shirt and running out the door. Not knowing where to go, Ria knocked on the door next door, hoping for the best. Thankfully, it was the best. 

Ria? What are you doing here? It's 8 a.m., what's wrong? Hongjoong I need to stay somewhere, can I stay with you? Before making any more questions, Hongjoong let her in, closing the door behind her and leading her towards a chair, sitting across her on his bed.

This is gonna sound crazy but I just kissed Mingi. Ok... and you're avoiding Seonghwa? That's not all. Turns out I'm his soulmate. WHAT? You're Mingi's soulmate? Yes. Alright, why aren't you with him? Because I'm scared. I'm listening. I'm so scared Hongjoong. I've never been able to commit to a relationship before and this whole soulmate thing scares me. Having my love life written for me isn't the way I wanted things to go. I want to experience real love, I want to feel things for myself. I don't want my partner to be chosen by fate. I'm scared to hurt Mingi the way I'm hurting Seonghwa. I'm so scared Hongjoong. He gave her a reassuring hug and kneeled in front of her, holding her hands.

I might not be the best person to look for advice, since I'm far from knowing anything about love. But I do know Mingi and I do know Seonghwa. First of all, if Mingi really is the one for you, he will let it be. Seonghwa loves you enough to want you to be happy, even if that means you not being with him. And Mingi... he has always been an unserious guy who plays around a lot and doesn't take things to heart but... this time around I feel like it's different. He likes you so much he felt the need to hold himself back and let things flow as naturally as possible to not scare you away. I noticed all the phone calls and the way he spoke about you, even just the way he looked at you when we met. He suddenly became mature to protect you and to make you fall in love with him. Now, if that isn't real love then I don't know what is.

Thank you. I still need to sit on my thoughts and reflect over all of this, but your words were helpful. Ria hugged Hongjoong. Listen, I have to leave now, but you can stay here. Please don't tell them I'm here! I need time to think and I don't want to see Seonghwa nor Mingi until I am confident about my choice. Ok, I won't tell. Take care and don't think too hard, follow your heart Ria. 

As Hongjoong left. Ria spent the whole day in the hotel room reminiscing about her memories with both of her soulmates and picking her brain over it. Should I just be safe and stay with Seonghwa, the man of my dreams? Should I follow my reckless heart and try things out with Mingi? After all, whoever I choose, I always end up hurting someone, maybe I should just go back home and give up on all of this.