Alone in the Darkness

Ch4- Feeling good for once

***hollys pov ***

So ever since I told Kian about the cuts ..He's laid off me a little .

Yesterday when I walked into school with my brother he greeted my brother with their 'cool-yet lame ' handshake and gave me a friendly nod .

At least it was something .

I'm currently at my usual spot that I've gone to for the last 2 years at break time .

In the corner of the school yard , Infront of a large oak Tree with beautiful flowers all around it .

I was listening to 'Angel with a Shotgun ' by the Cab when I a football hit my leg.

" whoops sorry !" James and shawn laughed as they came for the ball.

" was that on purpose?" I smirk .

" nooo" they scratched the back of their heads.

" yeah sure . What do you want ?" I laughed .

" you looked lonely ... We wanted to know if you wanted to play Footy?" James asked me.

" who is playing ?"

" me , James , carter , Cameron , nash and jack G"shawn piped up.

Cool

" oh an Kian " my brother added.
" oh No then !" I chuckled.

" why?" Shawn asked."it in cuz of the thing is English ?... Ya your bro told me .." Shawn glanced in all directions.

" Nope .. Just don't want to" I awkwardly sat up.

"Please ? The teams are uneven ?"James pulled his famous puppy-dog-eyes.

I looked over to the boys and counted . It was uneven .
I went to turn away when I could see Kian staring right at me , not paying attention to anyone around him.

I furrowed my eyebrows and he noticed I saw him. He looked away blushing and turned around.. What was that about ?

" I suppose .."I got up and walked with them. I tied my hair up into a messy bun and pulled off my jumper .

I was wearing a "true love" crop top underneath and black sweats with ' whatever '& 'keep it real ' printed on the sides .
I was roasting hot .

I suddenly felt self-conscious about what I was wearing when all the boys stared at me.

I went to throw my jumper back on when my brother took it off me .

" don't be afraid . They actually think you're fit " he whispered in my ear .

Wait WHAT?!!!!
Okay then...!

"So there is now equal teams."Cameron cheered.

" me and Carter are picking !" My brother piped up .

Carter picked first "I pick Cameron , nash and Shawn "

"Best players " Cameron smirked at James .

"I think not ,Jack , Kian and Holly" he gestured us to come over and smirked .

" alright guys , Kian you are midfield , Jack your back and Holly your front ."

He smirked at me."I'm in goals "

" why is she in front?"
Kian moaned.

"You'll see" myself & James laughed.
You see, I'm very good at football . I get it off my brother .

He used to make me help practise for his team as he was usually the goalie , which turned out great for me because I had to find strategies to get the ball passed him .