Missing Pages (Book 2)

Somebody To Die For

Song for this chapter: Somebody to Die For by HURTS.

Donny's POV~

"Promise me something?" Louis asks, pulling away from the kiss.

"What?" I ask, kissing him again. He sighs into my mouth, it wasn't an upset sigh, it was a sigh of content. A happy sigh, and it was beautiful.

"If I die..tell my mum I'm sorry for running, and that I love her." He says softly.

"Louis.." I begin, but he cuts me off. "Please Donny..I need this. I need my family to know I love them. And..tell Josh I'm not mad at him." He says.

"Okay. I will. I promise." I say, kissing his forehead. "Do you want me to tell Josh you loved him too?" I ask, trying to hide the pain in my voice.

"Donny.." He sighs.

"What? You love him don't you? You wanted to marry him." I spit.

"I never said that and you know it. I just-" "You thought about it. You love him Louis..what do you want me to do if we make it out of here, huh? Are we gonna hide the fact that we both like each other?" I ask, my voice getting tenser.

"I..I don't know. Why do we have to fight about this now?" Louis asks, getting annoyed.

"Because I need to know if you like me or if you're just using me because your scared!" I shout.

"I do like you!" He shouts back.

"Are you sure about that? Or do you just like having someone to keep you warm at night, huh?!" I ask, still raising my voice.

"Stop it! Both of you!" Harry shouts. Our yelling had obviously woken the other two up.

No one said a word the rest of the night.
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Zayn's POV~

"Why are you leaving?" Safaa asks.

"I have to take care of something. I need you to go stay with Doniyha for a little while, okay?" I tell her.

"Okay." She says softly. "Just..please be careful, okay Zap?"

"I will." I lie.

"Good." She says, now satisfied.

Liam helps her finish packing, while I pack my own bags. A constant stream of thoughts run through my mind, and each one is about Harry.

How could I not have known?

Once we reach the airport Liam and I drop Safaa off at her gate before heading off towards ours.

"Do you think they're okay?" Liam asks, breaking the silence.

"I don't know.." I say honestly. "But I hope so."

"Me too." He agrees.

"Gate 302 to Bradford will be boarding in 10 minutes." A voice rings out over the intercom.

"Guess that's us." I say, looking over at Liam.

"Yep." He says, popping the 'P'. "Do you think we'll find them?" He asks.

"Well you found me. How hard could it be?"

I didn't find out the answer until a month later.

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*One Month Later*
Louis' POV~
I don't know how many weeks have past. Every day is starting to blur together. I know Harry and Donny are trying to be strong for us. I don't know if I can take it much longer. Harry says he has a plan. But he doesn't. We all know it's just to try to comfort us. Nick and Harry believe that they have become quite cunning-at least in their own minds-over the past few months. Or at least it feels like a few months. Who really knows anymore?