Missing Pages (Book 2)

I Love You-But Not In That Way

Songs For This Chapter:

Lean On / Lean On Me Mashup by Sam Tsui & Casey Breves
                              &
Not in That Way by Sam Smith

Niall's POV~
"God I missed this." I whispered against his lips.

"Missed what?" He asks confused.

"This. Being normal. Not worrying about trying to save my friends from two psychos. Just being here, with you. Kissing you. It feels..nice. More than nice." I said.

"Yeah, it does." He agrees, kissing me again. I thread my fingers through his hair, and he grabs my waist, pulling me onto his lap. I wrap my legs around his back & he deepens the kiss, exploring my mouth with his tongue. Everything in this moment felt perfect. Like everything that had happened in the past few months had slowly melted away, and that everything was finally exactly as it should be. We were all here, together & safe.

"Thank you." I whisper, resting my forehead against his, my eyes closed.

"For what?" He asks softly, cupping my cheeks in his firm hands.

"For everything. I couldn't have made it these past few months without you. I love you so, so much Liam. You've always been there, by my side." I say, opening my eyes, "It's always been you Liam." He smiles at me softly, before kissing my forehead, his thumb rubbing circles against my cheek.

"It's always been you too, Niall."

"Im not joking around here..I mean it. It's really you, Liam. It's been you for the past few months-no longer than that..from the moment we first met. It's you at 6am, when you're dragging me out of bed to make sure I eat before class. It's you at four in the afternoon when you would cuddle me in bed, and watch endless amounts of Netflix, watching me pig out on pizza and junk food. It's you when I fall asleep and it's you when I wake up. It's you when I'm studying. You are everywhere, and you are everything. It's you Liam, it's always been you. And I'm madly, and desperately in love with you." I feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment, but once I began speaking it was like I couldn't get everything out fast enough. I wanted him to know exactly how I was feeling. Louis was right at the funeral, if you love someone you can't waste a second, you have to fight for them.

Suddenly Liam's mouth was on mine, his lips moving with passion, and raw emotion, and most of all love. It was all radiating around the room, and I felt like my heart could explode at any moment-but in a good way. He quickly removed my shirt, & I sloppily removed his. His lips left mine and trailed down my neck, causing me to whimper. He swiftly flipped us over, so I was under him, as he continued to leave little red marks down my neck & collar bone.

"I love you." He mumbles, kissing down my chest.

"Stop teasing.." I squirm.

"As you wish." He whispers, pulling down my joggers, along with my boxers. All of a sudden he's slipping a finger into me, & I let out a moan.

**SMUT WARNING**
"God, you're tight. Has it been that long?" Liam asks, his voice full of lust.

"Y-Yeah." I groan, "It has. Please Liam..I don't wanna wait any longer. I need you."

"Relax babe, I'll take care of you." He says soothingly, placing a kiss on my forehead before adding a second finger. I could feel the familiar heat pooling in my abdomen.

"Liam.." I whine, and he shuts me up with a kiss. He slowly scissors his fingers, & I whimper into his mouth. I can't take anymore of this, I need him in me. It's been so long, and I'm so hard, it physically hurts. Finally he pulls his fingers out, & lines himself up. I spread my legs a little further to give him a bit more room.