" I'm sor-"
"DON'T, JUST DON'T SAY IT. YOU DO NOT EVEN DESERVE TO SAY IT AFTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME! I BEGGED YOU, SCREAMED AND PLEAD, BUT YOU DIDN'T HEED MY WORDS. THEN WHY SHOULD I!"
I yelled with tears streaming down my face when witnessing m...
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Day 2
Darkness...
I was chained and helpless to flee the darkness that enveloped me in the dimly illuminated space. In the same way that I was entrapped in my existence, not a single ray of light broke through the darkness. A terrible reminder of the suffering I went through, the bruises on my face echoed the trauma I was carrying. Like the everyday mental problems I encountered, the room seemed to contain my darkest recollections, producing a strange and oppressive environment.
The beatings and plunging me into the water in a sack bag was still in my head and due to that it caused me a severe headache that I was unable to sleep the whole day. I have no idea whether it is the night or the day but with the guards that were standing outside my prison I could roughly guess the time as there are two guards who are monitoring in the morning and another two guards monitoring in the night.
Whilst all this, I was laughing at my fate. Just when I thought that I escaped my demons see how God had pushed me to another demon and this demon is much more evil than what I had experienced in my childhood. I had not eaten anything till now and I could tell that I would faint again, due to my lack of nutrients. Due to the beatings that I had taken yesterday, I puked out all the things that I had eaten during the restaurant and I was now starving for a glass of water.
But before all that, I had to get out of this hellhole. I do not want to experience my worst nightmare again. I am tired of running away. Why is it always the good and innocent ones getting punished? Mum always said that God gives pain to the people who he loves the most but I do not want to endure pain. I want to just have a normal life. I do not wish for a boyfriend, marriage or even partying. I just want to go on to the next day without having to worry about will I be able to cross tomorrow.
And to get out of this hellhole, I need to get out of these shackles of chains that were bounded to my wrists and to do that I need energy which I am totally deprived off.
"Hello, can I have something to eat?"
No reply.
"Hello, please can I have something to eat?"
Again, no reply.
I lost hope when I figured I will be starve to death. But one thing that bothered me so much was who is he? Why has he bound me to this space? What does he want from me? And what did he mean by for him to know and me to find out?
While thinking of all the possibilities, I heard a screeching sound of the metal door.
And there walked my nightmare and demon.
"Hello sweetheart, heard that you were hungry? Aww isn't that cute? You are my captive and you still want to eat?" he mocked.
He clearly was mocking me and seeing me in a helpless state has somehow boosted his male ego to insult me some more. But I would not give him the satisfaction of my fear. I would not let him feel more empowered by me. I am done being feared. I am done being the one to run when I have done nothing wrong.
