Revenant Reborn

Filling in

(Loba pov)
I wake up slowly still feeling bad…
I look behind me and the bed was empty… I think he left…
I look in my house and all is back to normal… hmm… they fixed it… how cute…even after all the things. I see my necklace is still there from yesterday. I pick it up and do it in my pocket just in case.
I open the windows for air and finally let light in my house. I wear a comfortable hoodie and sweat pants.
I see a note hanging from the fridge. I take it off and read it:  “hey... Girlie... I'm so sorry for everything and for doing it this way... I should have said it before and in a different way... But... you know how I am... I made you breakfast anyway... I hope you enjoy it, I hope we meet again” ♡Demonio
I open the fridge and my favourite meal was there… “Awww…” I hold the note close to my heart and make the food warm again to eat it up.
It felt weird sitting in silence alone but also quiet peaceful.
After I finished my food I put the note back to look at it every time…
I get a shopping bag ready to go shopping for groceries since I’m alone now…
I take a hat and sunglasses to make sure no one would see my face… I just don’t feel ready yet to be spoken too…
I walk to the mall and get my things.

(Rev pov)
I wake up in the bed noticing I was somewhere else… I remember now. Loba was sleeping peacefully with me while cuddling me softly… I made her favourite food for her to wake up to… and before I left I gave her a kiss but she would never know of it…
I guess we have our own paths again…
I go over to the living area where I see Mirage sleeping on the couch… I scratch my neck not sure what to do so I just make coffee for myself.

M: huh i hear something... w-whats that... i take my pistol and i point where i hear the sound "AHHHHHHHH!!! O-oh.. oh my god..."
R: “I’m not here to kill you, remember that.” I said as I sipped my coffee seriously
M: "I... i... i know is that... ugh... im ... F-forget that... Im.. sorry for pointing you with a gun... h-how u feeling...?" I said worried
R: “Don’t know, how do u feel when u just left ur girlfriend after 2 years…”
M: "I... i didn’t last... that time with... anyone so... i don’t know how if... feels.. I’m.. I’m still sorry about all this.. You can leave whatever you need... i.. Should get to work ..." i tried to stand up but my whole body still shaking and i wasn’t not good i didn’t even change clothes or just clean myself with the blood
R: I slightly sigh and help him up. “Please… be careful. Clean yourself up and see how u feel. I won’t let u go like this… skinbag.”
M: "I-im fine... dont worry... i can myself, dont worry about me... ajajaj...ja....j..." i just leave to the bathroom by the help of one decoy
In their i just start to get all my clothes off soaking them with detergent to remove the blood as best I could while the bath was being prepared... I managed to get in and the only thing I did was sit down and cry again blaming myself... It's the only thing I've been doing for hours... Crying ...

R: I just leave and continue with eating breakfast while listening to the news…
They still sometimes talk about my… ‘accident’
It makes me crazy and I put the radio back off. I want to forget it…
I see a papers with a list of groceries
“U want me to get the groceries done for you? AND DON’T U DARE LEAVE WITOUT ME! I will check on u first.”
M: "A-ah.." sniff "s-sure! U can go for them!..."
R: I take my red hoodie and put it on, I take the paper with me and I hesitate to say my last word…
Fuck it… “Love you!”
I shut the door softly and jumped my way to the store

M: D-did... D-did he said... w-what? I stopped crying for a sec when i heard that... i started to blush hard while some tears comes down and a decoys starts to appear mocking my attitude of ”AIIII I LOVE YOU TOOO UGUHUHUJI... ughhhh!”

(Rev pov)
I went in the grocery store looking for the things on the list.
A lot was basic stuff so I knew where that was.
As I was grabbing something off the top shelf I could feel like someone was watching me… a familiar person. As I slightly look at them from the corner of my eyes I couldn’t tell who it was. They were looking at the ground, they had sunglasses on and a hat with the hoodie over it. I try to not make it noticeable so I pretend to read the back of my product
As they come closer in the isle looking at the products... I see lips slightly. I know those lips even after 1 second… Loba…
She just stands next to me and looks in front of her not making eye contact.
R: “How are u holding up… girly?” I say kind of scared.
L: “It’s only the first day, of course I miss you already…”
I grunt softly while I put back the product and just look at her, she’s looking down.
“U enjoyed ur breakfast?”
She smirked and laughed slightly L:”heh… yeah- yeah I did. Thank you.” She said while taking off her glasses and looking at me.
She looks better then yesterday… I’m happy about it…
“I was meant to do something before I … officially leave you…*mumbles* “after 2 years…”
I take her face softly in and gave her a smooth one last kiss.
“I- I might act like I hate u like years ago but know that I’m here for you.”
She blushed slightly and smiled while putting on her glasses again.
She held my hand and dropped something in it. I opened it up and it was my red crystal gift for her.
L:”Do what u want with it, just keep it safe and remember me. Love you…”
She said for the last time and went with her basket towards the cashier.
M: I left the bathroom half an hour after Rev left... I felt... strange... Disappointed with myself, but comfortable... I dried my body and put on boxers to leave to my room, I picked up and checked my phone to see if there were messages... And there were...? This doesn't always happen, Ramya was wondering how the night was with Rev, I started to explain... Everything... since I didn't have time... I went to Loba's chat and asked her how she was feeling.. I don't think... I don't think she will answer... But I want to know how is she I left my phone on the side of the bed and stretched out on it... I knew I had to do it so Rev... could sleep... But... I was ex... exa... ex.... exhausted... My bed smelled like him... It has a very pleasant smell... I closed my eyes and just... I felt like crying again knowing that I screwed up his life... I don't deserve to be with him... No matter how much... I want to
R: I open the door with the bags in my hands. “Mirage?” I say as I put the bags down on the table.
M: I still on my thoughts, is he gonna hate me for real now right? ... Ugh... Ive shouldnt done this... or... i should do otherwise...
R: “I did the groceries for youuu~ you better not be gone without saying thanks and without my approval.” I say sounding a bit dramatically
I hear no answer so I just let out an big sigh and putted the groceries away… I look around the house and find him sitting on the bed staring at the wall. I lean again the doorframe and watch him
“Eliiiooot…~” I say slowly with a deep voice hoping for him to snap out of it.