I thought I could trust you || Tom Kaulitz & Bill Kaulitz

I thought i could trust you

As soon as we went inside, ayla stood up and walked towards me; "You fucking bitch you dare coming back here after hitting me!" Nobody's calling me a bitch. "Don't call me a bitch, ayla." "Why not? Aww the cute whore doesn't like it, huh?" I looked at Tom and He looked exhausted of the moments before, i gave him the type of look to go upstairs cause i can handle this myself. I'm not going to let this bitch called my 'bestfriend' call me a bitch or a whore, i mean who does she think she is? I laughed right at her ugly face. "Why are you laughing Bitch!" She came running towards me and tried to hit me, but i quickly got to the side and punched her in her stomach. She fell to the ground and looked me right in my eyes. "why do you disrespect me when you know you can't do anything against me , my 'bestfriend' ? " I turned around and walked towards the stairs, when suddenly someone pulled me by my hair and I slipped. I grabbed her leg and pulled her down, punching her temple and jaw. She groaned in pain, she layed on the ground and bill watched all of it. He didn't move an inch, neither did he say anything.

A few hours passed and I was in Toms room. I took a towel from toms closet and baggy sweatpants with a shirt from tom. I went in the bathroom and closed the door behind me, locking it. I turned the water on and took off my clothes. I got in the shower and let the water slowly fall on my skin. I loved this feeling, it was a feeling of relief and nobody could destroy this moment. When i was done i got out from the shower and changed into my things. Soon after I changed someone knocked on my bathroom door, I unlocked it and opened it to see tom. "Are you okay?" his voice sounded worried. "Yes i am, Told you i can handle this myself. It's just sad to see how ayla changed, after all we have done for eachother." Tom came closer to me and hugged me. I think i should enjoy these happy moments with him cause he's probably not like that anymore soon. "By the way Eleyn, i wanted to ask if we could stay here tho. Please? I dont wanna leave my brother and my other bestfriends, if you understand." "Yeah sure i guess, I'm going to sleep now." i said slightly smiling at him. "Okay, i'm going to watch a movie with bill, you sure you don't wanna join?" Tom asked me, I nodded. I then walked past him and hopped onto the bed, i was very tired.

                              - sight of tom kaulitz -

She fell asleep very fast, i went downstairs and saw ayla there. She was laughing at her phone, weird. "what are you laughing at?" i asked. She suddenly looked scared, as if it was something i'm not supposed to see. "I asked what you're laughing at." My voice became louder with every word. She didn't speak. "WHAT ARE YOU LAUGHING AT YOU DUMB WHORE!" She flinched. I stood up , ran towards her and took her phone. "No please give it back!" I looked at her phone, just to see a groupchat, called 'Best fakos' The Fuck. I saw a photo of eleyn, where she had bruises all over her and only had her bra and panties on. "Why the fuck do you have this picture of her in this groupchat." She didn't say a word, again. Then i saw a message that ayla wrote, ' Look at her, having bruises all over her ugly body just because her ex bf wanted to fuck her but she didn't want to!' So she got abused from her ex bf. "AYLA WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THIS BEHIND ELEYNS BACK!" I grabbed her hair and punched her in her face multiple times until she couldn't stand anymore. I grabbed her phone and walked upstairs. I opened the door of my bedroom and went towards my bed, slowly waking eleyn up. "what's wrong, tom?" she asked me. I threw the phone in her direction and she looked at me, confused. "Tom this is not my phone, this is ayla's. What should i do with her phone?" "Just look at it," i said. I left the room and closed the door behind me.

                             - sight of eleyn wilson -

I looked at the phone a few minutes but then i finally decided to take it. It's good that i knew her passcode from a few years earlier. I entered her password and got straight to the chat. I saw all the messages and how everyone was talking about me, especially ayla. I couldn't believe it, after all we've done for eachother she does this? Fuck her. I know we got into a fight earlier but deep down we still love eachother. But not anymore, i mean what the actual fuck who would still love their bestfriend if they talk behind your back about something that your ex bf did to you. I came to her crying my soul out, i couldn't stop crying from what he had done to me.

It all happened 3 years ago, we were invited to a friends party and he was invited too. I was very happy to go there cause me and ayla were invited, but because of my ex bf i was excited too. I really loved him at that time, there wasn't a day where i didn't see him, we were going out everyday and everything was fine. We had sex a few times , but i was getting sick of it. He wasn't actually good at it, to be honest he actually sucked at it. Well whatever when we finally arrived at that party he came straight to me. He wasn't drunk or anything, but he took my hand in an instant and ran upstairs to a bedroom. "where are we going" i asked him. "somewhere private, you'll see darling."
I was actually scared. when we were in the room he threw me onto the bed and layed on top of me. He started kissing my neck and putting his hand on my thigh. "Liam i don't want this.." was the only thing that came out of my mouth. "what do you mean you don't want this! We fuck everyday and now you don't want to? you know what, i don't give a fuck. I will fuck you so hard until you can't walk for a month you dumb whore." with these words i was shivering on my whole body. He started to pull my skirt off and unbottening my top. "Please stop!" i cried out. "Shut up you slut!" he yelled at me. He startet taking off his pants and this shirt. Then he started thrusting inside of me, harder and harder everytime. I cried, screamed and yelled everytime he went in again. "Scream more! I like to hear you scream. Scream louder! Don't stop eleyn."
It was such a pain that i really couldn't stop. I wanted so bad for it to stop and that i'll stop screaming, but it was too painful.
After a few minutes he came inside of me, the warm liquid was all over me and inside of me. I didn't show any emotion anymore i just laid there and didn't say a word. "Say something eleyn. Talk to me." I still didn't talk to him. "I said Talk!" He punched me in my right eye and it started to bleed within seconds. He Beat me up until i couldn't see anything anymore. "You're a waste of time, you're not even good for sex anymore. Die you slut, nobody wants you anymore." I had bruises all over me. Everything around me was blurry, i tried standing up but i fell onto the bed again. I fainted.

When i woke up i was still in the room, i still heard the music coming from downstairs. I was still naked, but i didn't care about that. I got abused. Why didn't i do anything? was it because i loved him that much? Well i don't anymore. I stood up and grabbed my things, changed and went downstairs. I couldn't find ayla anywhere so i guessed she was home , i called an uber and went home. When i arrived, I opened the frontdoor and fell onto the ground. "Ayla!" I yelled. I just wanted to die at that moment. Ayla came running downstairs and kneeled down infront of me. "Eleyn! What the fuck happened?!" She sounded worried, but also like she would cry. "it was liam-" "what did he do?!" She spoke louder. "he abused me." She didn't say a word. She took out her phone. "What are you doing, ayla?" "Nothing, My mom just texted me." She helped me to get up and brought me to my room. I fell onto the bed and put my blanket over my body. I instantly fell asleep.

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