Me and my bestfriend Ayla moved to Tokyo a long time ago. Most of the time we were exploring the dark nights of tokyo, it was really fun to have someone that never leaves you, like my mom did. My mom left me at the age of 14, cause my dad had some alcoholic problems. Most of the time he hit my mother and called her a „slut" for never letting him do what he wants to her. One day i saw him hit her and my blood boiled just at the sight of it, i never stood up so fast and run downstairs to yell at him but I couldn't get a word out. The only thing i could say was "you're a monster." He absolutely didn't like that, so he grabbed a bottle of alcohol beside him and smashes it against my head. After that happened my sight went black...i couldn't see anything anymore, i just heard my mom's scream. I don't now much more about it, the next day i woke up in a hospital and when i saw that my dad sat beside my bed the whole time I lost it and yelled at him until the doctors came storming in. "he smashed my head open! call the police please!" i whined. i was just a kid and i lived the biggest nightmare i could imagine. the doctors ran out of my room and called the police, my dad was still asleep i guess, he wasn't moving or something even after i screamed that loud, after 10 or 15 minutes 3 police men came storming in and pressed him against the wall. I was so scared I hid under my bed. I was crying the whole time. After I layed in the hospital for a few days, my bestfriend came into my room crying and i couldn't help but to cry too. I haven't seen her since i guess 2 years , because she usually lived in texas. I was in new york at that time. Then i heard the most ever shocking words i ever heard. "eleyn.. something happened to your mom." I instantly sat up and looked her directly into her eyes, to give her the sign to tell me. "she died."
Tears came flooding into my eyes, everything around me was blurry. I think I fainted. I don't know more, she never told me.
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I thought I could trust you || Tom Kaulitz & Bill Kaulitz
Aksi⚠️TW⚠️ this book contains some moments that may trigger you. ⚠️Rape, Sexual Abuse, Mental Ilness, Depression⚠️ ⚠️sexual episodes⚠️ After some chapters you might need to stop reading if it triggers you.
