When i saw all the messages i was so mad that I instantly ran downstairs. "What the fuck Ayla! What kind of a friend are you?!" I went into the direction of bill's room to show him what she wrote about me, and what she said about bill. I figured out that she wanted to get with tom, or just fuck with him. I knew that tom would have done it i mean is there anyone he wouldn't do it with? I guess not. "Bill I need to tell you something." i said. My breathing was heavy, i was so mad. "woah woah, calm down eleyn what's wrong?" I walked to the edge of his bed and sat down. "Here, read all this," I handed him the phone and stared at the ground.
- sight of Bill Kaulitz -
„What the fuck." i thought to myself. Why would ayla do something like that? And she wanted to fuck tom? "I'm going to talk to ayla." I went downstairs, to see tom and ayla standing there together. I hid behind the doorframe and listened to them.
„aw tommy baby i'm better than her why don't you fuck me instead of her? Aren't you the leader? You have gotten a soft spot for her haven't you?" she started laughing. I saw tom's face, he was amused? the fuck. I think he will fall deep into his old self again just because of this words, ayla shouldn't have said this. „Look, you're not better than her. And you'll never be, no one will. But yes you're right i am the leader and i shouldn't have gotten a soft spot for her. If i want to i could fuck every girl in this shitty city." He said, with this cold face and angry voice. I went back upstairs to eleyn, just to see her sitting in the corner of my room, it was dark and cold. „Eleyn, Tom isn't going to be the same anymore. I heard him talk to ayla." she quickly looked up to me. „what do you mean bill? what did they talk about?," she asked me. I told her everything and she didn't say a word. „I guess fate was not on my side huh." was the least she could get out.
- sight of eleyn wilson -
„i can do the same he does." i said to bill. I could fuck every boy i want too, i don't care if he will beat me up or kill me. If he kills me it will be better than staying here with him.
A couple of hours passed again and i didn't see tom in any second. I was watching tv the most of the time with bill downstairs. I didn't care what he's doing, he's probably just fucking another girl. „Eleyn im sorry what happened between you and ayla, the others aren't angry anymore.", bill said to me. He really was sorry , i could tell, „it's fine bill, it really is." He smiled at me and nodded. We continued watching the movie and an hour later the frontdoor opened. I saw Tom with a girl entering the living room, he didn't even look at us but his shitty slut gave me a disgusting look. The fuck?
They went upstairs and locked the door. Not even 10 seconds later i could hear her moan like the walls could break any moment. „I'm getting a trauma i swear" Bill said. I giggled a bit at his words, but it hurt me too. I mean the fact that yesterday Tom was all head over heels for me and now he's fucking another girl in his bedroom? Oh lord, he's gonna regret that.I went upstairs to get something to change into cause i wanted to go to the club with bill, gustav, georg, evie and angelina. I dont know where ayla went but i didn't care about it tho. I entered tom's bedroom just to see them still fucking. They didn't stop tho, I got a dress and some sandals like heels, a chain and gloves where my fingers sticked out. I left the room and walked into the bathroom to get changed. After changing i made my makeup, just smoky and my lips a bit darker. I made waves into my long dark brown hair and just let them down. I put my chain on and my gloves, then i went downstairs just to see them all wait for me. „wow you look gorgeous Eleyn!" evie and angelina said. „aw thanks you both look so good too!", „Well let's go now should we?" We all walked through the front door and i drove with bill.
After 20 minutes of driving we finally arrived and got inside. „This place is huge," Angi said. There were many people dancing and just living their life. I first went to the bar and ordered 4 glasses of vodka. „Eleyn look who decided to join us tonight." evie said with an not so amused look. She pointed left to my side and there i saw Tom. „What do you want here? go fuck another slut till the walls break, i almost vomited on those sounds." He gave me a 'like you didn't make those sounds' look. I looked at him in disgust, i didn't wanna have these scenarios back in my head. Why did i even fuck with him? I drank all of my vodka and ordered another glass. „Should we have more fun ladies?" evie said to us with a big grin. She fumbled in her pocket and after a few minutes she pulled out a packet with 5 blue pills in it. „what is this?," „nothing, but it makes you feel alive.", angi said. I giggled and took one. I put the pill in my mouth and drank my glass of vodka. Me, Angi and Evie went to the dance floor and started dancing. After a few minutes the effect slowly kicked in, everything started spinning around and i got this feeling of living the best life ever.
„btw eleyn, after everything kicked in your getting let's say pretty horny.", „well i'm getting the feel right now." I slowly wanted to feel tom Near my body, very near. I couldn't stop thinking of him kissing me until we couldn't breathe. I started searching for him in the crowd, but couldn't find him at first. 5 minutes after searching i finally spotted him. He sat at the bar with a girl on his lap. I walked into his direction, pulled the girl off his lap and then grabbed him by his arm. „What's wrong eleyn?", „let's go home." i said.
We arrived at his car, he opened the driver seat and sat down. I sat down on the passenger seat, when we both sat down i looked at him. He started the engine, but i quickly pulled the carkeys out again. He looked at me and we held eye contact. „I wanna feel you, Tom.", i managed to say, my breath got heavier and heavier, i wanted to feel him inside of me. He started to grin and his smile grew bigger. I put my hand on his thigh and started stroking him. „I took a pill." i said to him while looking directly into his eyes. „What colour was the pill?", „blue." His smile grew even bigger. He grabbed me by my waist and i sat on top of him. We held eye contact and he looked down on my lips then back into my eyes again. I started kissing him first calm then more and more hungry. I wanted to feel him, inside me and everywhere on my body. I was so hungry for him. His tongue was begging to enter my mouth and our tongues started dancing together. I started moving back and forth with my hips, he started breathing heavier and heavier. I liked this side of him. „eleyn stop teasing me.", he said while breathing so heavy i barely could unterstand him. „Do you really want me to stop, tom kaulitz?" He shook his head. „like i thought." i grinned. He started kissing my neck and i let my head fall back. He slowly moved his hand up my thigh and entered my panties. he started massaging my clit and i could feel how bad i wanted his dick inside of me. I was so hungry for him i couldn't wait anymore. He tugged a finger inside of me and a little moan escaped my mouth. „yeah i like to hear you moan, moan louder eleyn." He put another finger in and i moaned even louder. „i can't wait anymore tom please just fuck me.", i begged him. „Oh somebody's impatient here huh?" I started taking my dress off and tom took my bra and panties off. I started to take his shirt off and pants. He only had his boxers on and i finally could see his dick that was exploding in there, he was huge. I took his boxers off and got on top of him again. His dick was not inside of me yet, i started going back and forth on top of his dick. He started groaning of pleasure. He grabbed my waist and moved me up, his dick was now entering my pussy. I moaned so loud that literally everyone outside could hear us. He held his hand infront of my mouth. „Do you want that bill and the others hear us?" tom said while grinning like never before. I looked around and the windows were foggy. I started riding him and he started moaning everytime it gone in and out. „fuck eleyn what are you doing to me." he got even faster and faster and i held my hands on his neck scratching it like if it was a pillow on a bed. „tom i think i'm gonna cum," i said to him, my breath was heavy. Not seconds after i said it i came. Then i felt warm liquid fill inside of me. „i think me too." he giggled.
We held eye contact for a while and then i hugged him tight.
„tom i love you." i said. i didn't regret it tho.
„i love you too, eleyn."
i then fell asleep in his arms.
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I thought I could trust you || Tom Kaulitz & Bill Kaulitz
Action⚠️TW⚠️ this book contains some moments that may trigger you. ⚠️Rape, Sexual Abuse, Mental Ilness, Depression⚠️ ⚠️sexual episodes⚠️ After some chapters you might need to stop reading if it triggers you.