I thought I could trust you || Tom Kaulitz & Bill Kaulitz

the end.

i woke up around midnight in his car, just that i was at the backseat. I had handcuffs at both of my hands and legs. What the actual fuck? Then i realised, this wasn't even tom's car. I panicked and looked around, hoping to see anyone, but nothing. I saw no one.

After a few minutes i saw a few tall men, all dressed in black coming towards the car. I got shivers down my spine, thinking they would kill me right away. One of them opened the door and took off my handcuffs. "If you make even one noise, you're dead." I froze. Who are they and where is tom? I distinctly remember falling asleep in the car with him. Where is he? Tom please save me.

After nearly an hour of walking trough a dark alley, we arrived at the back of a house. It looked  like it had been abandoned for several years and no one lived there since then. What the fuck do they want from me?
"Listen here cutie, Tom is not going to save you. He's dead." My heart stopped beating. Tom is... dead? No this can't be. "No, that can't be! Never! Tom will always protect me, he promised me!", "Well, sweetie, then he has probably broken his promise. Im sorry to break it to you, but you're gonna be dead soon too."

Tears started rolling down my cheeks, the man threw me into a dark room and locked it twice. I have no hope in anything anymore, i'm probably gonna die for real. I got up and looked around, the room was empty and there was only a chair and a sofa. I layed on the sofa and closed me eyes, trying to sleep, when i heard many men yell. I got up in an instant and held my ear onto the door, trying to hear something they were yelling. Then i heard something...

"Where is he! You're fucking my head, you're useless! You can't even keep an eye on Kaulitz!"

Kaulitz! Tom!

Then i heard the door unlocking, i backed up and hid behind the sofa.

"Eleyn! Are you here? Please say something we need to get out of here!" It was tom. He didn't break his promise. I stood up and saw him standing there, i ran towards him and he took my hand. We just started running in one direction, hearing men yell louder everytime we got more near to the exit. Then i heard gunshots.

Tom fell to the ground. Everything happened so fast, I didn't realise anything. Tom started groaning and tried to get up. "Here you are, kaulitz! Finally i got you. You're nothing , you hear me!?" I heard someone yell from far. I tried helping tom to get up, and to my surprise i could. When we got outside I saw a helicopter and a man sitting in the front. "Eleyn come on! We have to get out of here!" It was Bill. I've never been so relieved. Georg and Gustav came out of the back entrance to help me with Tom, he was really heavy. I went in first, then Tom, Georg and Gustav came. When tom got in, i saw his wound from the gunshot. He was shot right in his stomach. "Please do something! He's going to lose too much blood!" I cried out. "Maybe it's too late, eleyn." Georg said, A tear rolling down his cheek. No no no. This can't be. "No! Shut up! No No No!" I yelled at him. I turned to tom, who looked pale as a ghost. "Please tom, Stay for me! You got this! I'm here please!" I cried, my head started to hurt so bad. I tried pressing my hands on his wound to stop it from bleeding.

I held my ear to his chest, to hear if his heart is beating, but i heard nothing. I froze. „No! Tom please don't leave me I love you!" I cried so much that I started to cry bloody tears. "This can't be!... Please Do something!.." I tried to revive him by pressing on his chest, but nothing happened. Not a single breath came from him nor a heartbeat. "If he dies, I die." I said to them. "Eleyn what the fuck does that mean? You can't die just because tom's dead!" Geord yelled at me. "Yes i can! What do you even know about love? You don't even love Evie! You just like to fuck her so you can feel relieved! You are all such bastards, you didn't  even try to help him. I hate you with all my heart." I felt nothing anymore. I just lied there at tom's side, hoping he will wake up again.

A few hours passed, and we arrived at the mansion again. Bill stopped the helicopter and got in to us, he saw tom laying beside me, and froze in place. "What happened? Why doesn't tom Breathe!" He yelled at us. "They didn't help tom! They are useless assholes!", bill looked at me in shock. ,"Trust me i will kill you both." I yelled. I got out of the helicopter, And ran towards the mansion. When i got in evie and angelina yelled something into my direction, but i didn't listen to them. I got into my room and locked it up. I had no hope in living , without tom i'm nothing. I loved him so much , I don't know how even though he always hit me and even raped me. I just loved him, because somehow he still cared about me. I searched for a paper and a pencil, to write a letter.

"So here i am today, writing a letter for my own death. I can't live without tom, bill you know that I have no hope without him, you know how much i loved him, now he's dead because he wanted to save me from dying. He always saved me somehow, even if he didn't always cared about me, cause sometimes he hit me or raped me. But i still loved him because there was a side of him that was his little him, the little kid he once was. He treated me like a princess then, Like me and him were the only one in the world and nobody else could destroy our life's. I will meet you in heaven Tom, it won't be long that you see me again. You are my everything, everything i need and always needed. To my bestfriends Angelina and Evie, please leave this place and live your own life. I don't want you to end like me or tom, you're like my sisters i never had. I have nothing to say about ayla. she fucked up my whole life , since i knew about the groupchat. So this was my last goodbye, Nothing lasts forever.

In dear love, Eleyn <3"

I finished writing the letter, now i just need to find a gun. After 10 minutes of searching i finally found one.
Was this really my fate? dying without being happy? Dying without having kids with my true love? With tom? I guess it is how it is. This will be my end.

I pointed the gun to my head, thinking about everything that happened in my life, but when i thought about Tom again, i finally pulled the trigger.

I heard and saw nothing anymore, everything was dark and dizzy.

I love you, Tom kaulitz.
Thank you so much for saving my life, but now i couldn't live without you anymore.

THE END.