Brown Eyes

Back to School

Chapter 2
( 2 weeks later )
Rachels pov :
Its been 2 weeks since my mom past away and now I have to go back to school . I hate school , it doesn't matter to me anymore its just something I have to do in order to get out of this stupid town . One day I want to move to New York City and be on broadway but I don't think that can happen . I haven't been to glee club since my boyfriend Finn broke up with me 6 weeks before my mom died . I couldn't bare to just sit by and watch him with her and by her I mean Allison his new girlfriend. It kills me to see him with her . I guess you could say I saw it coming. After all he's the courter back and I'm just the loser girl in glee club who gets slushied all the time . A couple weeks before my mom past I stayed with her in the hospital you see my mom was diagnosed with ALS so when she died it wasn't painful . I tried to hide my feelings from her by drinking at night I didn't want her to feel like it was her fault this happened so I hid it all . This morning I walked to my locker to see Finn standing there . "Finn. " I said. "I heard about your mom Rachel , I'm really sorry for your lose . " He told me . "Me too. " I said. "Listen if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here ." He told me . "Thanks but I think that it would be best if you just stayed away , we're not together anymore after all. " I said. "Right. So are you coming to glee ?" He asked me. "I don't know. " I said. "Okay well um I'll see you later I guess. " He said and then walked away. I took a deep breath and then Quinn came up to me. "Hey Diva . " She said. "Hi Quinn." I said. "How are you ? " She asked . Quinns been my best friend since middle school and after everything that has happened with Finns and I's break up and then my mom passing away she's been a really great friend . "I'm good . " I said lying . "Are you sure? You looked like you were about to cry when you were talking to Finn." She said. "I'm sure Quinn. " I said reassuring her. "Okay . " She said not buying it . "So are you going to come back to glee club? " She asked me . "I don't know . " I said. "Oh come on Rach you love to sing . " She said. "I know but I just, I feel like ever my mom died I can't sing anymore . " I told her. "What do you mean? " She asked me. "Never mind it's no biggy . " I said and then the bell rang . "I'll see ya at lunch Quinn. " I said and then left .