Chapter 24
( Wednesday )
Finns pov :
I was at my locker when I saw Rachel walk by me , I stopped her and said, "Hey Rach. " She looked at me and came over on her cruches. "Hey Finn." She said. "So have you decided what your going to do about ya know Mr.Shue being your dad and all? " I asked her. "No, I haven't I just , I'm just scared you know I mean what if the reason he left my mom and I is because he doesn't want to be a dad ." She said. "I'm sure thats not why. " I said. "I don't know, but can we just keep this between us I don't want
anyone else knowing . " She said. "Of course , I'll see you in glee club . " I said. "Sure . " She said and then limped away .Rachels pov :
I walked into Ms.Pilsburys office and sat down , "Hello Rachel. " She said. "Hi Ms.Pilsbury. " I said. "How is everything with your leg?" She asked. "It's okay. " I said. "You seem distracted how's everything with glee?" She asked me. "Have you ever felt like am outsider Ms.Pilsbury? " I asked. "What do you mean dear?" She asked me. "Have ever felt like maybe everything you knew was just one big lie like the one person you thought you knew turned out to the one person you thought you would never meet and get to know?" I asked. She looked at me confused and said , "Is there something you need to tell me?" She asked. "I think Mr.Shuesters my dad; correction I know he's my dad. " I said. "Wow um thats big Rachel and you're sure about this. " She said. "My mom told me in a letter . " I said. "Wow um okay you know what I have to go to a meeting but I'll talk to you tomorrow. " She said and then rushed me out before I could say a word .Mr.Shuesters pov :
I was in the choir room getting ready for the glee club when Emma came rushing in , " Will! Will! She knows." She said out of breath. "Slow down Em what are you talking about?" I asked confused. "Rachel... she. ...knows.... your....her...dad...." she said . My heart nearly dropped to the floor, "Did you tell her !" I asked. "No , she found a letter from Shelby. " She told me. "Oh god , okay it's fine we just need to relax and tell her everything . She deserves to know the truth . " I said. "Right so how are you going to explain this to her?" She asked me . "I have no idea. " I said and the bell rang and everyone came in .Finns pov :
I walked into the choir rock and looked at Mr.Shue who was talking to Ms.Pilsbury and then at Rachel . This should be interesting I thought. "Okay anyone have a song they want to sing? " Mr.Shue asked . "I do. " I said . "Okay Finn lets see what you got . " He said. I got up and sat on the stool and said, "This is for two people that need to talk to each other about whats going on . " I said and started :
( Finn )
I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with meFathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters tooOh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he madeSo fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters tooBoys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heartOn behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her worldSo fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too [x3]
(End song )
Rachels pov :
I clapped for Finn as tears were streaming from my eyes and then said , "I have a song . " and then I went to the piano and started to sing :
( Rachel )
Everythings going to be alright
She whispers to herself
She was only 6 years old
The night that she hid behind that shelf
Cause daddy had a little to much to drink and mama didn't want her to feel the pain , she felt
But she still felt the pain
For 20 years they came and went
And dad was gone
So she looked for love in other man
And tried to act strong
Oh broken hearts and scars
In only places she could see
She just wanted
She just wanted
To feel something
And as she sat there on her bed
Thinking about what those girls
Said
Tears streamed from her eyes she cried
If theres a girl out there
Please hear my prayer
I'm lost and I'm scared and I got no where else
to go
I've come a long, long way
But I'm not sure I can make it
Much farther
So if you're listening
could you give a helping hand
to your daughter
Oh
Well her past started to change she reached out and grabbed gods grace
And finally she saw light .
Until the night where she decided one drink was alright and one thing led to another and next thing you know 9 months go by shes a mother
And as she laid there in her bed
Stroking that small angels head
Tears streamed from her eyes she
Cried......
If theres a girl out there,
Please hear my prayer
I'm lost and I'm scared
And I got no where else
to run
I've come a long, long way
But I'm not sure I can be the best mother so if you're listening
Well could you give a helping hand to your daughter .......
Well that baby grew into a boy
Who became her pride and joy
He loved her like no man could
And her heart felt peace because
She finally understood
Gods love
So as she laid there in that bed
99 years old
She grabbed her sons hand and said
Theres something you should know
There is a girl out there,
Who heard my prayer
I was lost and afraid
And I had no where else to go
I had no clue
What to do
And then he sent me you
So if you're lost and afraid
And you feel so alone
Don't worry child there is a father
That will love you as his own
Like he loved his daughter ....
Like he loved his daughter ....
(End song )
I wiped my tears from my cheek as everyone clapped for me . Mr.Shue looked at me and said, "Rachel I'm.... " "My father. " I said and everyone gasped except for Quinn , Finn , and Ms.Pilsbury. "I'm sorry, " He said . "You abondoned me . " I said. "I didn't know till about 3 years ago. " He said. "And you still never said a word to me about you , you just saw me walk past you every single day listening to me sing and talk and perform and you never said a word. You just let it go do you know how that felt to find out that your father has been right in front of you all along and you wondering what he was like do you know how that feels ?" I cried . "I'm thought I was protecting you by staying away. " He said. "Protecting me ? From what finding out that the one person I trust the most is my father. " I said. "Rachel I didn't want you to be hurt thats why I told Finn, Quinn , and Ms.Pilsbury to not tell you because I didn't want this to happen. " He said. I looked at Finn and Quinn , "You knew? for how long ?" I asked. "Two weeks . " Finn said. "And I'm suppose your the one who asked Ms.Pilsbury to help me ." I said. "Rachel... " Quinn said. "No don't talk to me Quinn , I'm done with this , I'm done waiting for someone who may or may not love me , and I'm tired of waiting for a dad to show up.: I said . "I quit . " I told them and walked out.
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Brown Eyes
FanfictionAfter losing her mom and not knowing who her dad is 17 year old Rachel Berry is dealing with a lot. After her boyfriend Finn breaks up with her for the head cheerio Rachel is starting to lose hope and falls into a deep depression. After everything...