Chapter 49
Rachel pov :
I was out in the hall looking over at all the babies when Finn stood next to me . "Do you think you'll want one one day?" He asked me. I smiled and said, "Yeah , maybe after I star on broadway. " I said. "How do you think it'll happen?" He asked me. "Well I be a big star on broadway and maybe star in a Woody Allen movie and then when its time to settle down I'll know." I told him. "Rach , Mr.Shue told me that your going to leave for New York this summer. " He told me. "He did. " I said. "Why didn't you tell me ? " He asked. "I don't know I didn't want to hurt you. " I said. "So you lied to me instead. " He said. "I was scared Finn . " I told him. "Of what ?" He asked. "It doesn't matter . " I said and walked out into the parking lot just as it started to rain. "Of course it matter Rachel. " He told me as he followed . I turned around , "What?" I said. "It has always mattered to me how you felt." He told me. I turned around and he grabbed my hand as he said , "I don't care that your leaving for 2 months because when you get back I'll be here waiting for you because I want you to know that no matter how far you travel or how many people you date to me , you will always be my girlfriend and I don't care how many times you deny it because you can't. I know your scared of getting hurt , but you know I would never do that because Rachel Berry if I haven't made it clear I love you to the moon and back and I don't want to lose you." He told me. I stayed silent as tears came down my cheek "So no matter what you may think when it comes to you everything matters." He told me. I turned towards him soaking wet . "Your right I am scared. Not of getting my heart broken but of having someone treat me bad and hurt me . " I said. "Finn when I was attacked I cried out for help but no one could hear me scream . And as I lied there waiting for someone to come I realized no one was coming so I shut you out but the truth is I love you too Finn and I don't want to lose you either. " I said. He smiled and leaned in kissing me softly
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FanfictionAfter losing her mom and not knowing who her dad is 17 year old Rachel Berry is dealing with a lot. After her boyfriend Finn breaks up with her for the head cheerio Rachel is starting to lose hope and falls into a deep depression. After everything...
