September 4th
Hehe... the summer vacation is almost over and I am currently rushing through my homework....
To think that this is the year I am going to take my GCSEs... I should have revised... but who does??
I simply don't want to go to school.
Not because I hate learning itself, but rather because I don't really have a buddy who is always with me... you know, the one person who you can always find by your side...
Well, I don't have one and I am the only one who doesn't...
I mean, who would be interested in a person like me, who is interested in making a place a better place and becoming successful... but who has no idea what to do, and admires people from the past and always daydream about some of the most impossible things that could happen, who reads watches stuff that other people deem as boring?
Who would be interested in a person who clearly has no interesting social life?
Who would be interested to be with a secondary character?
Sometimes, I wonder whether I should try harder to blend in or remain true to myself...
I already tried blending in by learning about the things that most people, maybe just the group I always hang around with in school, talk about... but I just see it as non-sense because discussing of those things will not help anyone.... AND it tires me out, it drains my energy completely, to the point where I always have to take a nap right after school... and my family doesn't like that...
But how can I explain to them that I have to endure through everything by myself? Alone with no one to save me? Alone surrounded by people who would not even notice my absence?
Am I really going to spend my life with no true friend by my side?
What sins have I done that I have to pay for them by suffering in solitude?
I'm sorry...
I think I have ranted enough for today...
Yeah, I probably did...
So, let's reset our mindset and let's start a new academic year...
Which will hopefully be full of SURPRISES and HAPPINESS!!
And SUCCESS!!
YOU ARE READING
Life of a Secondary Character - Secondary School
General FictionThe middle child. The forgotten one. The extra one in every friend group. The talentless one. The pitiful one. The oxygen-wasting soul. Life is bright for everyone, but a bunch of fog for me. Roses and butterflies for others, cockroaches for me. ...
