Punk flowers: A novel (on Amazon)

engagement

"Love, darling," he said. "Would you make me.the happiest man and marry me."
"I do, " I replied.
He gave me.his mother's ring as my second engagement ring. This time it was different. But just as sentimental. He kissed me sweetly.
When he mentioned the leak it was a Robert Hanssen styled leak. And he was worried that the person framing him would succeed. This time I had to utter her name, tish Morty. And I would hope that was the last time we ever spoke of her.
But little did I know that my theory was going to prove right.
I wanted to be happy.about marrying fox but not with this psycho being there. Speaking of which had she eaten anything to day. I guess not. Bit that was my view on her existence.
Little did I know that she was going to return back to my life just the humiliation torture me in a way that was yes god awful. When I had the feeling that she wasn't going to leave, I knew there was something wrong. But I didn't think of it I just wanted enjoy foxes company and just be done with the idea of tish. We would end up getting strange off caller phone calls, and I'd have to tell the person who was obviously cash that I was engaged to Fox and then I wasn't going anywhere else. Little did I know that was gonna happen.   That was when I realize something was really off the keel and I didn't know what to think about this whole situation, but I knew she was around when she watching out for me make love that night or was she..... oh I didn't know what to think of this whole situation except this was going to be very aggravating again. I just knew she was around there somewhere. But I trying to be happy. I deserve to be happy.  

But then I ended up finding that she was everywhere I want or what is it just my imagination or mental health declining at this point I did not know what to think of it when I kept seeing her emaciated looking face all over the place, as I was trying to get on with my life and trying to help myself. I was trying to act like I was in bliss when I was with fox, but that was as far as it when I did not want to say very much the tish might strike again or that something else is going to go on that wasn't right. There was something secretive about some thing that I didn't like. And it was his demeanor.   And part of his demeanour was said he said he would die for me as an associate, if he was going to be left alone, if it weren't for this tish person........ that was when I decided I didn't wanna hear anymore. I was going to get him some help. Or try to, but he didn't wanna get any help. He was too stubborn like the job that he was doing in the first place, he was struggling enough not to accept the job, and was stubborn enough to continue his demeanor, which I found very disturbing to be honest with you.

That was when we ended up having a fight and we ended up having to sleep again in separate rooms this time I slept in the bed because there's no goddamn where was I going to sleep on the couch and being in pain the next day as if I wasn't already in pain, I was suffering from the fact that he was acting a fool.   
When I realized that I may as well, I've slept on the couch, because of my emotional pain at the physical pain will not add to it. I was just sad, and by the fact that he was saying off-colour things, and doing off colour things as well it was kind of unusual to see him at that way.

When I realized that things are going in to the hell in a handbasket, that's when I realized when I fell asleep at the phone on the store in a buzz what was I going to do about that? I did not know, but it was kind of creepy to hear the phone but is again in the middle of the night. I thought it was just one of my high school friends at first and just slept it off until the buzzing became too much. That's when I realize something what is wrong and it was That Bing from the Facebook messenger that sting.  And then my ringtone again it was kind of stinging to hear that in the middle of the night when I was trying to sleep in the bed. When I realized what I was going to do semi sleep, I am not realizing that I was dealing with something more worse than anything in the whole world. It was gonna be my worst fear come true she was going to be back and I didn't know what to do about it, except read the text.

When I read the first text, I was horrified that she would've said horrible things again about my beloved, or ex beloved, as I was sad, to read the vile words that were coming out of her mouth. I could not imagine what it was or should I say fingers. It was very disturbing the kind of content that you were saying I did not wanna have to say word, and I was going to have to bother him again as if he was already frustrated with me and life in general I did not want to have to bring up Tish again, but it was looking like that was the way of the Evan flow of things.

What was I supposed to do? Really what was I supposed to do in this situation? Certainly not take it like a dog.