Punk flowers: A novel (on Amazon)

High school friends

Meeting up with the girls was wonderful to talk to them again it was wonderful to catch up and try to deal with things on a more lighter note than having to deal with the dark stuff in life. This is when I just saw it I was gonna tell them exactly what my life was like since I left or graduated high school. That's when I did so I had tell them exactly what the fuck was going on and it was not gonna be very pretty on my end, but it had to be said. And said it was.
When I told him that I was dating the Director of the FBI as well as that he was cheating on me constantly with some girl name cash that was when I ended up deciding that I was going to talk to them and just blow off some steam that was it. I was just gonna get drunk or do something. I didn't care about the kid that was growing up in my belly but then I had to realize that I could not drank or get drunk at this point in time in my life because I was pregnant. I was going to have to go and drink water and tell her we're coming out of my yin Yang.  It was kind of aggravating to have to be pregnant and not be able to show a good time anymore. But I tried my best to talk to the girls and tried to tell them, but then they broke the bombshell of a wall they would hit me like a Hiroshima bomb.

Tear as well as fox was going around selling secrets to the former Soviet union at the time when I got the unseen messages from tish. As I can tell, she had mentioned this, but I thought she was Josh bluffing it turned out it was just going to be the truth, the whole hard, truth, and nothing but the truth.   When they say that they heard on the news about cash and Fox that they were a espionage Bonnie and Clyde I was just wanted to throw up at this point. They mentioned that maybe I should try going on Facebook dating that's what I realize that I was gonna have to try something I didn't want to try in the first place, but had to do it to begin with the move on and heal. It was kind of disturbing.

When I got back from the girls, I ended up collapsing on my bed and going into a dreamless sleep and I realize that I felt like I was a kid inside my belly that was just stating that it was going around just in my belly. I felt warm water I knew there is no leaks around but I just feel like I was floating in warm water like to see yourself thing like that. And I curled up on the bed, put the sheets over me and just fell asleep until the dream of me being in the actual water and acting like it's just stating Cetus was going to be done with for now. It was gonna take a long time for me to wake up the next morning and make that one Facebook dating profile. It was gonna take all my being to do that. But I had to do it to begin with.
When I realized the next morning that it was morning, the sun was shining in my eyes. It was almost 9 o'clock in the morning, and I was groggy or than hell, as if someone had drugged me, but I knew it was not the same thing because I just collapsed on my bed and fell asleep. That's when I left so I had breakfast and decided I was going to make that profile and make that step to healing and helping myself be better trying to Fix my situation by making the Facebook dating profile. When I was done, I was satisfied. I was lucky enough to keep everything on my phone that was with me when I was single before or when I was with Kayde either way it was a lot better than just looking like a jack ass with fox around in my pictures or God only knows what else. I just wanted it to have an Santek profile and be done with it. I did not want to find friendship as if the friends who tell you that your former husband or fiancé was cheating on the country as well as you then you probably owe them your friendship as well, but this was something completely different. I wanted to date someone that was very decent enough. And how would I be able to find that in the first place in this day and age of scammers and God knows what it was kind of disturbing to think that these scammers were going to be around by there had to be some good people in the litter.

It took a lot of swiping before I found the right person or thought they would be the right person. If they would match me to this person I did not know, but I forgot his name and I realize that later I got a bang and that I was going to be matched soon
That was when I decided I was going to look at other shooters, but I forgot completely about this one guy and I did not know what to think when I was matched with him. I just knew what his name was the weather in two memorable. Instead, I just saw that I was going to try to find other guys, but this guy kept sticking out like a sore thumb and a sore thumb at that. But then I realized when I read his profile that we may have some things in common, that's why he suck at it like a really sore thumb and I was trying to see what kind of person he was going to be.