Punk flowers: A novel (on Amazon)

This again

With my phone buzzing in the middle of the night again I was getting frustrated. I knew who this was again and I knew it was the same shit different day again.  It had to be a text. It had to be something from tish, and I just knew it from the bottom of my heart that was from tears who is going to cause some problems. Yet again I thought I was going to have to get a restraining order until I found out what the actual message was about it turned out. It was going to be exactly that this was tish again, and it was going to be a pain in my ass.
Hello I just wanted to say that you beloved fox was framed by me
What
I am jealous of what the fuck you of so I set him up, good fucking luck.
Get lost tish.
And it was going to get worse from there the harassment that was, but at least the truth is out there, but I couldn't tell foxtrot she had until I was able to know for sure that this wasn't some kind of prank that this was actually tish.  I can't believe that piece of trash have the audacity to be my friend and then two and treating my fiancé, as if he was nothing more than a pawn in her sick game.  The the shit hit the fan.......
Fox and I are having a relationship behind your back, oh did you know how greedy he is.....it turns me on.

With that information and that conversation that I got from tish, I was afraid that my fiancé may be cheating on me. I punched him in the back, not near the spine because I knew that was gonna hurt him even more, but just enough for him to wake up and then he yelped and said what the hell is going on that's when I told him he was still cheating with me on tish.
"What no," he said.  
"Liar" i angrily said, and went to move to the couch. " I will not marry you until this is cleared up."
"Why, love."
"Because your horny and greedy."
"What the ........."
I couldn't believe what was coming out of my mouth and how loud it was Lily was woken up from the whole ordeal, and was wondering what was going on at the time I had to tell her that her father was a spy, and also a pervert, something that six year old couldn't understand but this one dead and she was very interested and what was going on, but also very upset at the same time how was I supposed to tell her the whole truth, and her father was cheating on her mother most of the time, and was nothing more than a lying sack of shit. I didn't want to say that either 206 year old about her father, but that was what it was coming to.

I did not call off the engagement, but I did call off living with him in D.C until finding out what is going on at least find someone else who is going to be a little bit more let's say, loyal. With that I move back to my old hometown again, just to be away from the whole drama of DC even though I try to get away from it, there was still residual news stories about the leak in the FBI the news, and I couldn't just avoid it so I had to deal with it. But it wasn't something I wanted to deal with seeing his stupid things everywhere. That's when I took a walk and I decided to clear my head from this whole shit show.
As I said, before, I did not decide to call off the engagement but instead, I just wanted to know for sure, but I didn't want to know too much for sure in case you would crush me to the point where it was terrible. I didn't wanna have to be sad and alone with him one daughter, another kid on the way and God knows what else could go on. I didn't want to live in poverty because of his cheating and greedy Waze and I thought it was pretty bad.

When I got back to my hometown, I texted my friends from high school and told them what the hell was happening to me. They didn't know about the whole tish situation, but they knew that I was not happy when I said something was wrong.   I just had to talk to someone and talk to someone quickly about this situation at hand. I didn't wanna have to deal with this anymore and I certainly didn't want to go to counselling again so I ended up having to tell my friends everything soon enough.

When I was taking that walk, I also noted that my old house look rundown, as well as ironically fox's as well.  It turned out his mother had passed away and someone had to sell the house his sister I never saw your sister again, but I wish I could've been able to talk to her and tell her what her brother was after she would've been shocked. But I would never get to see her again.

When I try to locate her sister, that was Dana, I ended up deciding that I was going to tell her the truth, but it turned out it was gonna be that easy. She was right off the face of the Earth and I couldn't find it anymore and order that I really care about the Milton family.
I know that sounds harsh, but that is what it is. I thought the two are just as bad as the other so I thought brother and sister were dressed as disloyal and dissident as well.  When I realized that the house is gonna be condemned, I didn't think it was gonna be sold anymore..... no one was living in it to begin with.