Punk flowers: A novel (on Amazon)

Being in love again

Being on love with fox again was surreal.   I was worried that tish would be interfering with everything......again.   in his office  we made love but I was scared that tish was watching.   I told him maybe we could go and paint the town red.
He agreed.
"I hope you can forgive me for what I did," he said.  
"About tish, yes....." I said.  "Just so long as she is out of the picture."
"She is in another field office."
"Kiss me fox," I said.  
There in the semi darkness of his office we kissed  sweetly yet passionately.
"Let me make love to you, here!" He said.
He just kissed me and undid all my my goth clothing.  Telling me how I looked more beautiful than ever.  As he undressed me, he kissed every exposed skin.  
"So beautiful," he said.
When he said that, I cried sweetly as if he never said that to tish.    I know that the dead looking girl wouldn't have an advantage over me.
When I held him it was ad If we were back in highschool.   It was nice.  
"Do you want to go somewhere."
"No, this is fine."
"How is Lilly?"
"She misses her father."
When I realized that I said that I was almost forgetting the upcoming baby, fox Baldwin Milton 2nd.  I was so busy trying to get tate off my back on Facebook it was ridiculous.   
"Fox, do you still find me attractive." I said.   "You know after tish."
"Yes, and forget about her!"
"Oh fox I want to kiss you like never before."
When we made love I thought that I or we were being watched.  I knew it was tish.
I could hear her laughter but I did know what to bring her up.  Trying to snap out of it I heard that witches cackle.  But then he heard it to.
"Fuck her." He growled.  
When I decided to walk out I saw that she was indeed aatching us.  But what was she up to.  Then, fox started yelling and cursing her out say awful things about her.   A part of me felt sorry for almost.
With his back turned I went after her, nit as in  attack therapy but to tell her that she had a friend in me.

When I confronted her, or at least that was what it seem to her.  She was on edge until I uttered the word friends.   That I wanted to be her friend.
"Thank you," tish said.  "I could use one now."
"When to you want to meet up." I asked.
"Not with that hateful man," she said.   "I want to be friends with toy though.
Maybe more "

"Maybe more," what did that mean.   That she liked more as a friend.   Was she........
I couldn't think about about it this, when I got home I decided to unblock her from Facebook and then read add her.    Was this going to be a mistake with this....... I fid not know know yet until I would find out.  Was she up to something.

I had to know.  So I went to meet up with her, in a dingy Cafe.  When she came to my table I thought she seemed sadder then usual l, and less slutty.  Which was good.
When we talked I asked her about "maybe more thing,"
"I liked you since I saw you but was with fox, when I realized that fox was not into me, I wanted to pursue you but was afraid.  
"Hun I did not know what to do about this whole shit show."
"Who was fox into any ways."
"You don't want to know, but I wanted to be with you," she said.   "I picked this right location because I wanted to kiss you on this lips."
"Tish, I'd like to but...." she kissed me before I could finish the sentence.  How was I going to tell fox this.  And I had that look.
"Where you always lesbian," I asked her. 
"Yes I was but had to keep it a secret."
I felt sorry for her, there and I told Her that I would date her in secret.  She was happy.
When I went to her place I found my self falling for her.  
She seemed like a  wonderful person despite her life in the past.
"Love, would you like to come with me to the living room," she said beautifying her voice.
"Sure," I walked in and saw her laying on the couch just waring a tank top and nothing else.   I was taken a back.
She came up to me and started kissing me deeply and was groping my butt.   I found this kinda steamy but I did not what to do with fox.  

When I got home i felt like I was on cloud nine and I was fresh in love but I had to keep everything a secret from fox.......my beloved fox.
"How was it," he asked.
"It was little run dow  the Cafe," I said kissing him this time sweetly and gently.

I could not wait to be back with tish to be honest.

When I saw the next time she was happy to see me and kissed me on the lips and was happy.
"Oh Love," she said.    "How I wanted to be with you."

"Tish, your so beautiful," I said.   Never thinking that I be saying that the sickly looking woman .......... not even once.

She ran her fingers in my hair and kissed me.
"Let me....." she said.  Slowly undressing me and kissing my neck and collar bone.  Soon her kisses went to other places.
When she kissed my womanhood I feel a something that I haven't felt with fox.     This was the first time she seemed genuinely  in love.
Make love to me, Love." She said
I did bit know how that was going to work at first but I new where she loved being kissed. 

But what about fox was my next question, I did not know how to tell him    I certainly did not want to break up with him. .....again.