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It turned out to be the Russians that fox was selling secrets to. I don't mind anyone, but I found this very disturbing that he would sell cigarettes of the United States to anyone else but the Russians were the worst, as we were in a war with them at the time they were ordering on Ukraine, and they were going after every person in Europe at this point, and I do not want to know what kind of secrets at Fox was selling.  It's kind of disturb me to think when I read those messages from tish  that he was selling secrets to. I was kind of disturbing on the last. When I realized that he was a new Robert Hansen, that was when I was very disturbed to begin with, and he was cheating on me, as well as with the rest of the country as well as well as posing as the Director of the FBI I found this very barf inducing and I couldn't handle it anymore.
This was brought to my attention by my high school friends, whom I met the other day, while still in Texas. I was still trying to figure out where I was supposed to be. Even though I was in my hometown of Lovin. It was kind of interesting to see my friends have they been happy and healthy and I was only having the healthy part. Not that happy part. I told him that nothing is going right with me and fox at Fox was going around being a loose man with some other girl who is obviously psychotic and crazy. But also helping him sell secrets that was just enough for me to want to upchuck, and I was pregnant with this jokers kid was enough to make me wanna upchuck even more.





I really decided to try anything to get the kid away from me anything from planning adoptions before the kid was born or even worse abortion but I didn't know what to think of the whole situation at hand. I just knew that this was a real fuck up, and I had to have a two reminders of him and I would love them both but one would look exactly like him and I couldn't handle that for a fact because of His infidelities. When I noted that I was getting bigger and bigger, it was getting to the point where are you going to be too late for the abortion and it was gonna be even later for the adopting as well, there is no way I was going to be able to get out of this without any problems or situation. I was gonna rise in this.
When I realize that I was going to have to continue with having the children and still wear that Gordy ring that he gave me that's when I realize to myself that I had to find someone else to deal with this kid, and not just myself at the same time but also someone who is very kind and caring to the kid as well as to me as well that's when I decided I was going to go on Facebook dating and then be matched by Facebook dating, only to find out that the person I was going to meet spoiler alert was gonna be a halfway decent human being, and it was gonna be very nice to my children and I can tell by his profile and picture was very interesting on the last, but that was what it was. I did not want to look at a gift horse in the mouth.




But I was very disturbed about the fact that Fox would end up telling half of the former Soviet union of his country with the help of tears. It was kind of disturbing. But it was even disturbing when I met the guy on Facebook being that he knew tears, and that tissue is even more psychopathic than anything else that's when I realized things are going to be worse off than usual spoiler alert, and that is the honest truth. As far as I am concerned, he told me a lot of horror stories. I did not know what his last name was. It was just Collin until he ended up adding me.  But I did not think too much about this, one guy, except that he was a nice guy not my type of guy because he had tattoos and piercings, and he was younger than me. I thought he would not respect my privacy by showing me pictures of God knows word, or show me news NSFW, but it turned out that it was going to be completely different in the long run.

When I realized when I was talking to call and that things were not going to be obscene or disturbing, I was actually pretty happy to want to talk to him some more when he did not say, can I show you a picture of or anything else that most young people do these days I'm 34 years old now and I'm actually Dating someone who is 10 years younger than me what is gonna be disturbing enough for me but I'm not disturbing as having to be with fox who is going to be nothing more than a .......
You fill in the blank there because that I cannot say without being lady like fox was not someone who I wanted to be.

I took every shredded my dignity and try to repair it and give it to call Lynn instead hopefully he would not end up destroying half of my dignity, I thought. By either ship breading secrets to the half of the world or God knows what I just knew that it was going to be a lot better than dealing with FOX. I knew that. I just knew that Fox wasn't going to be around for very much longer far as I was concerned how old is the story going to, and I do not know, but I knew this was gonna be the end of fox and I.

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