The blue eyed Australian (L.H) {ON HOLD}

Chapter 17

(Luke's pov)

Being on this tour is great. Being away from Courtney isn't so great. I miss her so much. I just want to see her lovely rosie cheeks. I want to touch her soft dark brown hair. I want to gaze into her bright blue eyes.

"Luke? You okay, man?" Mikey's voice frees me from my thoughts that would only distract me right before I have to go on stage.

"Yeah. I am just missing home," I half lied.

"Home as in London? Or home-home?" Ashton added in.

"Home-home," I replied. I miss Courtney but I know she won't be in London by the time I go back. She will be in Sydney. Along with my mother, brothers, and other family.

By the time I go back to Sydney it will be early December. We will actually get to be with our families this Christmas. Courtney will be in college and I will have to leave again and go to California. We are doing some song writing and working on the new album. Since we put out the first and are working on the live album for Christmas, we are gonna get started on the next album once the tour is done.

"We all miss our families too, Luke, but we can't let it keep us from doing our jobs. This tour is the last time we will tour with the other guys. We need to make it count. Now stop being a momma's boy and do the warm up with us!" Mikey lectured me.

"Fine," I jumped off the couch and did the goofy and stupid warm up.

I went on stage with one thing on my mind. Courtney. The sounds of instruments and screaming fans are replaced with Courtney's voice and screams. Of her screaming for my help.

Just as the last song was ending I saw her. Standing in the middle of the front row. Frowning at me. Her eyes are blood shot and her hair is a mess. Like a bird's nest was made of her luscious now light brown hair.

"Help me!" I heard her scream. Then she disappeared. The space was filled with a different girl who started to freak out when I realized I was staring at the seat she was in.

The last song ended and the boys said good night as I flooded of the stage and into the dressing room.

I crawled into the corner next to the couch. Rocking back and fourth, I whispered to myself. 'She's okay, she's okay.'

"Luke?!" All the guys came rushing into the room.

"Dude? Are you alright?" Ash questioned.

"What the hell was that?!" Mikey shouted.

I just sat there. Thinking of all the horrible things that could have happened to her.

"LUKE!" Calum shook me out of my trance.

I looked up at them with the tears welling up in my eyes and said, "I need to go home. "

(A/N;)

I know this update is really late and I know it is short but so thought that I would just try to give you something that didn't totally suck. I know there will be some spelling mistakes and grammar errors so please don't judge. I really don't think that you guys are really ready so I will not update until I get at least 5 votes or 5 comments on any of the chapters. Thanks. Bye.