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"𝗂 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽" | part two | hyunho

Part two of  "𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍𝗌"

Previously..

• "it was a.. dream?"

- "yes. It was. You're safe and you're okay. I love you so much."

He said as I felt soft lips on my forehead.

• "oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my fucking god"

I began sobbing as I pulled him into a hug, my arms wrapping around his body, prepping kisses on his neck, grabbing his face with both of my hands and kissing all over it, it felt so real. So real.

Too real to be true.

"oh my god hyunjin are you okay?"

I felt hands wrap around me, as whatever object I had in hand got taken away from me.

"W-what? What happened? Chan?"

I looked around

"Guys? What happened? I thought- I-"

"You're good you're good. We found you passed out here while walking back for you, remember? You told us you would come see Minho? Well it is now 2am and you left at 5. So we came looking for you. And I'm- so. Fucking glad we did."

I heard his voice break at his last sentence. I'm so confused. I couldn't understand what was a dream and what wasn't.

"So.. this is.. 100%.. r-real?"

I heard jeongin, from behind me answer.

"Yes.. this is true hyung. But p-please.. don't EVER.. try or even THINK of that again.. please.."

He sobbed, as he feel onto his knees and hugged me

"We can't lose another one of you.. we all miss Minho, and we'd miss you just as much."

Followed changbin. I was so confused. What had I done that for them like this?

I turned my head over to Chan, to ask for answers, tho they all came to me with no words, as I saw a gun in Chan's hands.

"O-oh god.. was I really going to.."

I sobbed. And I sobbed. Hugging all of my bestie friends. Yes. I missed my Angel so much. But I know, that for too much that I hate admitting, my friends would miss me too. Either for the fame, or actual friendship. But no matter the reason, I wouldn't want them to suffer.

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3 years later

Hyunjin pov:

•"Hey Angel.. I'm back! I haven't come here in.. 7 months maybe? I'm sorry hyung, I've been trying to recover, and I've come far! I'm sure you'd be proud of me. Some new things that happened was that.. Chan stopped doing Chan's room sadly, ji got with lix, and if Im correct, Minnie got with innie. They're all beautiful couples, and.. I miss you a lot and I wish we were one of those couples.. but it's okay. I know you're in a better place now, and, tho we aren't in the same places necessarily, I'm in a better one too."

I smiled softly, grabbing a cloth out of my new yellow mixed with pink bag, and began cleaning the tombstone, setting flowers here and there, as I heard steps slowly approaching me.

"You've come a long way hyunjin, and I'm so glad you can come here, without those same thoughts."

I felt a squeeze on my shoulder, as I looked over it and saw my other friends. Who've proven, that they'd do so much for me.

• "yeah.. I'm glad too"

I smiled, staring once again at the tombstone, once again touching the engravings on it. Kinda like that night, at 5pm. Only difference now was that, I'm not alone. And though, I wish I would've done so much more while Minho was still alive, it's in the past, and I can't do much about it. And I enjoyed every second of him being alive, and I'm so glad, that I could get to know him.

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A/N:

Here was part 2 😋

Fact of the day: My power is once again away 😔 so I'm writing this in complete darkness in my room sweating buckets at 11:37pm Hehe

I gotta wake up at 5 to go to the hospital 😔 I hate waking up early on weekends, or any day tbh.

Okayyy bye bye:)