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"𝖡𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗆𝗈𝗅𝖾" | hyunbin

Genre: angst (happy ending in part 2 because I'm making two parts 😼)
• HyunBin

Changbin pov:

We were in bed, looking into each other eyes, while I stroked his smooth skin. Catching any glimpse of him. From his perfectly shaped eyebrows to his beautiful plump lips. My fingers gliding under his eye..

"Your mole's still bright and shiny, isn't it beautiful?"

"..I-I guess it is.."

His voice resonating against my ears. He really is perfect.

"B-binnie.."

I kept seeing his lips move after the my name came out of his beautiful mouth, but how could I focus on what he had to say, when I had such beauty in front of me? However, I couldn't focus on his beauty for long as I had to pick up my phone, hearing it ring.

"Give me a minute gorgeous, I need to pick up this call"

I said as I picked up my phone, hearing that Chan and jisung needed help with a song. Of course that was very important to me, so I had to leave.

"Sorry pretty, I gotta go to Chan and jisung."

I picked myself up from bed, hearing confused noises coming from him as I picked up the car keys from my bedside table. I went out the door, I think I heard hyunjin calling out to me, but I'm not sure. Oh well.

Hyunjin pov:  

I took a small breath in. I had no idea how to tell him this without him forgetting about it. It seems like the perfect time right now, maybe it'll work out tonight?

"B-binnie.. I wanted to ask if we could go out since we barely do so.. or stay in cuddling watching movies if that's what you'd li-"

Then his phone started ringing, cutting me off.

"Give me a minute gorgeous, I need to pick up this call"

And of course.. even if I was confused.. even if I called out for him.. he just didn't care. I know he doesn't actually love me. In his eyes, there's no love. It's all superficial. I appreciate his compliments, and that he loves my visuals, but what about.. me?

-

"I-I don't know what to do anymore innie. I'm so tired of binnie never putting attention to me, but I love him so much."

I sniffed as I picked up the nearby tissue box, wiping my tears.

"You should try talking to him about it, he most likely doesn't even realize his mistakes. Hyung isn't a bad person, and I'm sure that if you or anyone else knocks sense into him, he'll understand."

"I know! But I've tried before, so many times, and he always ignores me."

"Then make him listen, don't give up. Because otherwise he'll never realize his mistakes, and will keep committing them. And although I know that you love him, if he doesn't want to collaborate, you need to let go. It isn't healthy for you to be in just a physical and in a way, one sided relationship."

Jeongin brushed my hair a bit with his fingers, cleaning a few of my tears and dragged me to stand up.

"Come on, let's go get some ice cream."

-

Still hyunjin pov:

I took a deep breath in, grabbing bins arm and pulling him to sit besides me. It's now or never.

"Bin we need to talk."

Bin sighed before looking up a bit, going right back to look at his phone.

"I'm busy right now beautiful, sorry."

I saw him get up and get close to my face, probably to kiss me, but then jeongins words rung through my head..

"..make him listen, don't give up. Because otherwise he'll never realize his mistakes, and will keep committing them."

I gripped his arm before he stood up, making him sit down again.

"No changbin. We really need to talk today. I can't avoid it anymore."

He raised his eyebrows at me, finally putting his phone down and looking into my eyes.

"I-I'm just so tired that always. Absolutely always you ignore what I have to say. O-or when you completely disregard what I do and instead compliment my face. Changbin, I just want you to appreciate me for who I am, and hear me out. I'm trying to complete that task, but I'm starting to feel like our relationship is o-one sided. I don't know what to do anymore a-and-"

"Don't cry. How will I put attention to your beautiful voice if I can't hear you while you're cryi-"

"See! You're doing it. Again."

I slammed my hand on the couch in frustration and anger, going to our room.

-

No one's pov:

It had been 2 weeks since that happened, hyunjin and changbin barely spoke with each other, however, after not talking for so long changbin got enough of it, and decided to give them both a break. Changbin didn't understand what he was doing wrong, and hyunjin cried his heart out, because changbin didn't understand what he was doing wrong.

Hyunjin, 3rd person pov;

Hyunjin sat in the bathroom floor, tissues tossed here and there. Thoughts flying across his head. It's not a first time that he's here, crying and sobbing desperately. But he knows, that if it continues like this, taking breaks and ignoring each other, everything will repeat and repeat. He couldn't let that happen. So he managed to make up a decision.

-

Hyunjin knocked on changbins apartment door, nervously glancing around and picking at his nails. He didn't want to do this, hell, it took him so much self convincing to even get out his home, but the worst part, was the reason of why he was going out.

He heard steps becoming louder from the other side, matching with his heartbeats increasing pace.

"H-hyunjin?"

"We need to break up"

A/N: gonna publish part 2 in a few days😋

FACT OF THE DAY:

I LOVE changbin so fucking much, and making him this character hurts me so much cuz he actually cares so much about hyunjin, even calling himself the visual bcuz hyunjins uncomfortable with that title 😭 this is only for the sake of the oneshot, I love that dude so much<3