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"𝖤𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍𝗌" | hyunho

Genre: angst (with happy ending)
HyunHo

Warnings:
Death (not murder, death)
Gun
Suicide

Reminder of the day: Take a rest whenever you need it, if you can't, when you can, make the most of it. <3

Hyunjin pov:

In cemetery

• "Hey min.. it's been a while hasn't it?"
I said, as I began stroking the engravings on the tombstone.

March 23nd 2022
In memory of the
talented and caring
lee minho

I felt tears slowly prickle my eyes..

• "l-look.. I got you this beautiful flower, it was your favorite. Remember?"

I sniffled, as I sat the king protea on the grey colored stone.

• "I miss you min. So much. I have painted paintings of you, you know? Sometimes.. I believe that this isn't happening. That this is a dream. It feels like a dream. Each day, I forget how your beautiful laugh sounded. How you could always lift our moods up."

Tears began rolling down my cheeks. This felt like a dream. It had to be a dream.

• "I'm starting to forget about you're precious face.. yes, I can see pictures or watch videos.. but I can't feel your smooth skin anymore.. a-and.. I wish I still could."

• "our memories are starting to slowly fade away min.. as well as
How your hugs feel..
How your kisses made my stomach tingle..
How your skin felt below my fingers..
Your teasing..
Our constant bickering..
How you would always joke about putting me in the air fryer"

I chuckled at the thought.. more tears slipping out my eyes.

• "I just.. I miss you so much Minho. My Angel."

I wiped my tears.

• "But it'll be alright. Because I'll soon join you wherever you are."

I began standing up, getting off my kneeling position.

• "I just.. I can't live without you anymore. And.. im so sad that I never appreciated the time we had together. I could've told you how much you meant to me. How much I enjoyed our bickering, how much your smile brightened my day, how much your eyes always managed to catch mine, how your rare hugs would bring me so much warmth and joy. How your true self would reveal itself when it was just the both of us, and how much it made me want to keep you forever."

I stared up gay ahead.

• "But I didn't."

I looked down to the tombstone again, new tears starting to well up.

• "If only you would've known how loved you were, and loved you are. How much you're appreciated.. maybe you wouldn't have picked up that gun.. and maybe you wouldn't have pulled the trigger."

I sighed.

• "I love you. And I'll see you soon, my love, My Angel."

I turned around, my back facing my beloved tombstone. I picked up my dull black bag, and decorated a bit around the tombstone with flowers, and little notes that would most likely be washed away by rain as it was rain season.. but that didn't matter, nor to me, nor anyone else who wrote the words in those notes.

I touched the edge of the tombstone, sighing once again, before I got up, as I slowly walked away.

I felt water drops fall on my shoulders. Of course it rains.

But i at least won't have to experience any of these feelings soon.

I just wish I would've appreciated time more. I wish I would've appreciated his
Kisses
His smile
His hugs
His smirks
His small talks
His terrifying 'threats'
How he spoke so lovingly of his 3 children..
His I love yous..
His caresses..
His massages..
his-

- "hyunjin!"

I'm sick. I'm having hallucinations now. What's wrong with me.

I can't keep going like this. I just can't.

I ran to a alleyway between a store and a building. Trash cluttered and rats running around. I didn't care about that. I cared about the fact that I was going to see my beautiful Angel soon

"Hyun-"

And stop hearing these voices, and hear his real one.

I opened my bag and pulled out a gun.

I couldn't feel more excited. I was gonna see Minho! I was gonna see my Angel! I can finally-

Rises gun

-Be able to see lee Minho once again. I'm sick. I am. But I'm sick for him. And if he's not here, there's no point in me being here.

I gently put my finger on the trigger, not yet pulling. Yes. I was scared. But I knew it'd be over soon and I'd finally be at pea-

"HYUNJIN!"

What?

"HYUNJIN WAKE UP! PLEASE WAKE UP!"

Wake up? What? Wake up from wha-

—

I felt myself jump on.. the bed?

- "oh my god hyunjin I was so worried, what happened how are you feeling are you okay? Does anything hurt?!"

• "M-Minho.."
I said breathlessly in pure disbelief. What had happened? Was it all a dream?

- "yes! Yes I'm Minho. How are you feeling my beautiful devil?"

He giggled, as he caressed my tear stainecheeks and wiped a few of them.

• "what happened?"

-"oh uh.. I woke up because I got thirsty and I saw you moving a lot in your sleep, so I supposed it was a nightmare and tried waking you up, but other than your tears, you weren't responding. I was so scared."

• "it was a.. dream?"

—-

Hehe cliffhanger<3
Not a lot of peeps are reading this story tho so I'm sure no one will even care but- I wanted to do a cliffhanger anyways 😋

Thank you for reading, if it was at least a tad bit enjoyable, a star or comment is more than enough<3

Fact of the day: you are so beautiful/handsome like DAMN marry me Please. /hj