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"𝖥𝖺𝗅𝗌𝖾 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾" | seungin

SeungIn
Genre: angst, with happy ending depending on the way you perceive it.

Warnings:
Killing
Suicide
Blood
Descriptions of dead body?
Bullying
Slurs
Abuse

No one's pov:

Seungmin and jeongin had been together for a while now, though keeping their relationship a secret as things could go wrong in school if anyone found out.

They met walking through the hallways, jeongin bumped into seungmin as he was picking up his stuff that was thrown by a few guys he normally gets bullied by, since then they've been inseparable.

They were on the rooftop, observing the sky as the sun dropped. Basically every student was out, and from what they knew, they were the only people in the building.

They kissed, hugged, caressed and touched. They had difficulties in their life, yes, but they wouldn't let that interrupt their relationship.

It was turning late fairly quickly, time running fast as they enjoyed their time together, they called it a day when they heard a click from the door leading to the rooftop, most likely they didn't close it correctly, but they took it as a sign to leave.

They got up, jeongin helping seungmins and walking out hand in hand, calm and happy smiles present on their faces.

They went down the stairs, opening the back school door as it would normally stay open until 6-7pm, they skipped to their houses, jeongin dropping off seungmin as he walked to his own home, trying but failing to hide a small smile, thinking about his lover and best friend.

-

It was now 6:57am, as jeongin ran to his class, he overslept as he somehow couldn't sleep the  night before; thus ending in him running.

He slowly slowed down as he approached his class, hearing chattering and giggles, which would be normal, wouldn't it? I mean; it's a school for talking out loud. What wasn't normal, were people shooting him disgusted looks, pointing at him while fake gagging.

Perhaps he was stinking? Maybe toilet paper got stuck in his shoe? Did he forget to put in deodorant? No, he didn't.. so why..

"YO! It's the faggot!"

Faggot? Who? Where? Why? All these questions crossed through jeongins head as he was cornered by a group of kids.

They yelled insults at him, called him slurs, punches and kicked, but the only thing that really riled jeongin up was when he heard a guy scream...

"The other faggots coming guys! Make way for the two faggots!"
The guy wooed and cheered..

He caught up on the fact that he was the so called faggot, he hated that word, but he could endure it. However, who was the second 'faggot'?

Jeongin turned his head as much as he could, trying to get a glimpse on who the guys were picking on.

He had never punched kicked and ran so fast as he did at that moment, seeing his beloved being cornered and yelled at, how could they? Seungmin couldn't endure that and jeongin knew. With how much trauma seungmin has, anything is possible.

He pulled the guys away from seungmins, picking him up and kissing his forehead quickly, before dashing out. You can say he's overreacting, but only he knows how much his heart beat at that moment.

As he breathed heavily, he sat seungmin on the bench on the back of the school, telling him to breath with him as he wiped a few tears that fell while he ran.

The abuse he had to endure years ago from his family, had marked a great part in seungmins life, he couldn't hear angry yelling at him, or a few slaps, even if playful, as it triggered him, to the point of sometimes passing out.

-

They walked up together to the rooftop, jeongin holding onto seungmins arm, both their heads hung low as they walked up slowly.

They opened the rusty door, sitting a bit far of the edge, just watching the horizon as they breathed heavily. In others eyes, they'd be called weak, dramatic, and other stuff. But no one, knew how much they suffered, as they themselves knew.

"C-can you fetch me my water?"

Seungmin told jeongin, pointing at his bag which he had left in front of the door.

Jeongin nodded, getting up, before feeling a tug on his sleeve.

"I love you."

Said seungmin, eyes glistening with tears. Jeongin kneeled down, brushing seungmins bangs off his bangs, and giving a deep kiss to his lips.

"I love you, so much. And we'll get through this together, yeah?"

Jeongin booped seungmins nose, ruffling his hair as he went to seungmind bag.

He was opening the bag when he heard shuffling behind him, he turned around to see what seungmin was doing, to his horror, seungmin was one step of stepping off the rooftop.

"I love you, Yang jeongin."

Seungmin said, loud enough for jeongin to hear, before he stepped ahead, his body disappearing as he let his body drop.

"NO!"

Jeongin made the most gut wrenching scream, hoping this was all just an ugly nightmare. It had to be. Right?

But it wasn't.

Jeongin fell onto his knees, screaming, crying, pulling at his hair. He couldn't understand, how one second, the love of his life was in front of him, and the next second, he just.. wasn't.

With staggering steps he got up, tripping a few times as his vision kept blurring with tears, he peeked over the edge, screaming yet another, yet somehow harder, scream. Filled with guilt, sadness, frustration, anxiety, terror.. as he saw, seungmins body, sprawled on the pavement, arms turned into a unnatural-awkward position, with blood spilling out his head.

If only he had been quicker to grab the water. If only he had stayed hugging him instead of getting his water. If only, he didn't jump.

Suddenly, he felt a push on his back, and in a split second, felt himself.. falling. He fell, fell and fell, ending up sprawled out, right next to his lover, as he coughed blood, he weakly grabbed seungmins hand, and looked up, to see an unintelligible figure looking down upon them, then it turned dark.

A/N: I just finished my therapy session 😋 thsi was quite angsty huh, haven't wrote smth like this in a big while. I'll leave you to guess who the figure who pushed seungmin was hehe, don't worry, they're together in the afterlife, kissing and cuddling without anyone to bother them. Thank you for reading!

Fun fact of the day: I'm trying to finish the started chapters to be able to publish while I'm on vacation lol, be patient with me:D

⚠️about to publish this, but I'm not sure if I'll continue the others I started, not right now at least⚠️

BYEE