For Him

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The day is here
Just in a some time I will be married to Taehyung

Currently I am in the dressing room, already wearing my wedding dress
While the makeup artists doing my hair and makeup
Making me look perfect for the day

I am forced to put on a fake smile on my face because no one from outside should know what actually goes on inside a happy looking family

"Unnie you look beautiful" says Rosè entering in her pretty blue dress along with Jisoo unnie who is also ready in her perfect looking bridesmaid dress

The three of us were talking when my mom entered
She greated Rosé and Jisoo unnie with one of her fake smile but she is unaware that Jisoo unnie and Rosie know about her real self

"You two look beautiful" she said
"Thanks Mrs Jung, you looking gorgeous too" Jisoo unnie

"Oh wow Jennie your looking like real life princess" she said moving towards me
I didn't respond to her and just kept looking at the mirror in front of me

Was I looking preety?
I really don't think so
Maybe on the outside I was looking all pretty, perfectly ready and happy
But on the inside it was a complete different story

Will I ever love Taehyung ?
And if I do
Will he ever love me back ?
I really don't think so

The vail was put over my head
After talking a final glance in the mirror
I sand up

My wedding dress-

I take my dad's hand and he walks me down the isle
I can see Taehyung standing there
Unlike me he isn't even trying to put on a smile
But people won't think about it as differently because that's how he always is

He looks at me and something changes in his expression
Which I quite couldn't identify

I stand beside him the priest starts the ceremony
I was really not paying any attention to what he was saying as my whole attention was to the man standing beside me

I will have to admit how dangerously handsome he is

I wonder what he is thinking after seeing me in my wedding dress

"Do you accept Jung Jennie as your wife" says the priest
Bringing me back from my day dreaming session
"I do" Taehyung replies looking at me in the eye

"Jung Jennie do you accept Kim Taehyung as your husband"

Without breaking the eye contact with him say "I do"

"Congratulations to you two,
Now you both are lawfully married"

"Now you make kiss the bride" all the guests cheer for us
Joining their hands together and clapping for the newly wed couple

Taehyung leans in to kiss me
His soft lips meet mine
But he moves removes them quickly after making sure everyone has seen us kiss

Not going to lie it was a good kiss but something felt missing,
Love
It wasn't there

After the ceremony I am sitting at a table with two of our families

Jungkook came and sat beside me
"Congratulations Jennie" he said

"Congratulations for what, you should be sad for me right now"
"Don't worry he isn't even that bad
Atleast I hope so"
"Oh I highly doubt that"

By the way, who was the pretty girl you were talking to ?"
"Oh that's my fiance Lisa"
"Dude you are really lucky then"
"I know" he said with a wink

Taehyung was talking to some business people
So I also engage myself in a conversation with Jungkook

Then Jisoo unnie came up to me and said
"Time to throw the bouquet Jen"
I nod and stand up

I toss my bouquet back words
Where all the girls were standing, trying their best to catch it

After tossing it back I turn around to see who is the lucky girl
It is Jungkook's fiance Lisa
Lisa shyly smiles at him
As Jungkook goes and kisses her
They are seriously so cute
I wish I had what they have

The photographers called us for our photo shoot
I am a model and smiling for pictures has always been very easy for me
But why does it feel so difficult today ?

His hands were on my waist
As my arms were wrapped around his neck
I looked up at his tall figure, to create an eye contact

I can feel my eyes getting  all teary
But I got really surprised when,
Taehyung brought up his hand to my eyes and gently wiped the tears away

He didn't say something but his eyes
They showed something I have never seen in them before,
Emotion

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We're at our wedding after party

I got changed into my after party dress

I am just standing at Taehyung's side as he is talking to someone
But a minute later Mrs Kim approached us

"Let's talk business later and allow our beautiful couple here to dance" Mrs Kim said

"Sure business can be done anytime, but it's surely not everyday that our Taehyung will get married" Mr Han, the old guy Taehyung was talking to said

Oh God please no,
As everything was already not enough
Now I have to dance with him too

Mrs Kim leads us both to the dance floor
A light melody begins to play
His hands on my waist as I place one hand of mine on his shoulder
We move in sync with each other
Our facees are so close that I can feel him breathe
But think I cannot even breathe right now