Chapter 37:- Hurting Leah

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Izzy's P.O.V

   I wake up in my bed, at home. The Cullen's place. How did I end up here? I don't remember coming here yesterday. Jasper isn't in bed with me like he normally is. What the hell is happening? Why don't I remember? I wasn't that drunk.
      Just then somebody walks through the door. I see Jasper. He sits on the chair next to the bed and just looks at me.
         "Hello." I whisper.
         "How are you feeling?" Jasper asks.
         "Confused. How did I get here?" I ask.
          "Do you not remember?" I ask her.
         "No. All I remember was being at my childhood house." I say.
       I remember being there with Riley. If I'm here where is Riley? I start panicking. Did somebody find me and kill him.
         "Izzy calm down. What's the matter?" I ask her.
         "How did I get here? Did somebody bring me back? Where is he? What have you done to him?" I ask.
      I was really worried now. Where was Riley? I hope they didn't hurt him.
         "You really don't remember?" Jasper asks.
          "No I don't. What have you done to him?" I say.
         "Emmett brought you home. The guy is in the hospital." Jasper says.
         "What did Emmett do to him?" I ask.
        "It wasn't Emmett. Izzy, it was you. I was walking past the house and I heard somebody screaming. I walked in and it was you. You was covered in blood and he was laying on the floor unconscious. You said that he hit you and the next thing you knew you seen red and then he was laying on the floor. I rang Carlisle and he turned up with Emmett and Rose. Emmett brought you home. Carlisle went to the hospital with him and me and Rose walked back here." Jasper told me.
        No, I didn't hurt him. I couldn't have. Oh god. What happened? Why did he hit me? What did I do?
      "Is he going to be ok?" I ask.
      "Yes, he's going to be fine." Jasper says.
        I get out of bed and jump in the shower. I wash myself and my hair.
    I hope Jasper doesn't know that I was planning on sleeping with him. Oh god what if that's why Riley hit me? Oh god.
       When I finish in the shower, I wrap my hair in a towel and wrap a towel around my body.
       I walk into the bedroom and grab the first dress I find. It's my pink 2 piece dress that has the front and back missing. It just covers my chest and then the front and back is missing until the waist. It has the sides but that's it. I also get my pink clutch bag and pink high heels. I put them on and put some makeup on. I go for pink eyeshadow and pink lipstick. I dry my hair and put it in box braids. When I'm all dressed. I walk over to Jasper and give him a kiss.
       "Bye, I'll see you later." I say and walk out the bedroom. I walk down the stairs and straight out the front door.
        I run down the drive and walk down thr road a little bit. I jump into a taxi.
       "Where to Miss." The taxi man asks.
       "Forks please. Anywhere." I say to him.
    He drives me to the taxi rank in the middle of Forks town. I pay him and get out. I walk into the town. It's 2pm in the afternoon. It's Saturday I think. I go to the nearest pub and go to the bar. I order a double Tia Maria and Coke and 4 shots of tequila. I find a table and sit down. I get a bag of coke out my bag and put some into my drink.
         I down 2 shots of Tequila. "Hey sexy, can we sit down with you?" A guy asks, walking over to me with his friend.
       "Sure why not." I say to him.
     "What is a sexy woman like you doing drinking in here on your own?" He asks.
      "Always do drink on my own. I prefer to drink alone as I sometimes get violent." I say to him.
       "What your name gorgeous?" The second guy asks.
        "Iz, what about yours?" I say.
       "I'm Jackson and this is Jamie." Jackson says. He has dark hair, he's tanned and he's got some muscles. His mate has long black hair to his shoulders, tanned and he's also got some muscles.
        "Nice to meet you." I say to them.
     "Same." They say.
  I drink my other shots and down my my Tia Maria. I go to the bar and order another Tia Maria and Coke. I go back to my table and put more coke in my bag.
        I might stay here until it closes at 12am and then go to the club.
       "Hey Iz, you hear me?" Jackson says.
       "Sorry, what did you say?" I ask.
      "I said are you going to share that?" Jackson says.
       "Not really no." I say.
     "Oh come on sexy, we could have a great night." Jamie says.
      "I'm ok thanks. I would rather have a great night on my own." I say to them.
       Jackson grabs my bag and starts opening it. I push him away and he goes flying into the table next to us. Jamie stands up and goes to hit me. I move out the way and hit him. He's goes flying into the other table.
      "Shell we take this outside?" I ask them.
       Jamie stands up and runs at me. I do a back flip over him and grab him round the neck. I drag him outside and push him into the wall. He hits me and I let him. I love a good fight.
     I let him hit me again and then I push him into the wall again. The wall dents behind him. He falls to the floor gasping for air.
          "Your not fucking worth it." I spit at him.
   I walk back into the pub. Jackson gets up and runs away. "What did you do that for?" I ask a familiar voice say.
       "He tried taking my bag." I say, turning around and hugging the guy.
         "Long time no see." He says.
        "Well, you know me. Anyways I heard about you and B." I say to him.
      "I'm sorry Iza. I didn't mean to hurt you." He says.
        "Angel it's fine. We're over it. Me and B are good and you know I'll always care for you." I say to him.
         "I know but I shouldn't have done that. She was your best friend." Angel says.
        "Angel she still is. What can I say? We couldn't stay not friends forever. And anyways how could you not love her? She's got everything. She's beautiful, she's smart, she's not fucked up like me. She could give you everything I couldn't." I say to him.
      "But she can't. I want you Iz. I don't know why I did it. I don't love her." Angel says.
        "Who are you trying to convince me or yourself." I say to him.
         "Anyways enough about that. I heard about Spike saving you and what you said to Buffy." Angel says.
          "Buffy told you did she? I though you didn't talk to her since you tried killing her?" I ask.  
        "I don't. I've not been back since. I've actually been here. In Forks. Spike told me. He knows I still care for you." Angel says.
      "Yeah well, I'm alright now." I say to him.
       "Then why are you drinking and taking Coke again on your own?" Angel asks.
       "My parents died and it makes me feel numb." I say.
        "I know all that Iz, but you shouldn't do doing that or fighting. You need to get a hold of yourself." Angel says.
        "If you ain't going to drink with me you can get lost." I say to him.
        "Iz, I don't really think that would be a good idea." Angel says.
        "Come on Angel. I'm stronger now. I can take you if I have to." I say to him.
       I can't believe he's here. I've not seen him since he left Sunnydale after he left me. Everything comes back. I loved him so much. Still do love him. He was my first love. God, we used to have amazing sex and everything was so good. I wonder if we could do that again. Have amazing sex just one last time.
       "I'm not scared of that. I'm scared of what we might do." Angel says.
       "Life for the day Angel. If it happens it happens. One last time. It would be amazing like always." I say to him.
       "You can't do that Iz. You can't play with people's hearts. Your not Spike." Angel says.
        "But everyone can play with my heart. It's if ok for them to do it to me it ok for me to do it back. Come on, Angel. You can't tell me that if I took you back to my place and stripped you wouldn't want me." I say to him.
          "No, I can't tell you that because I do want you. I want every inch of you. I miss you Iz. That's why I had to leave. Buffy has feelings for me and I can't do it to her. I love you more Iz." Angel says.
       Oh god. He loves me. He's always said that but he also loves Buffy. He left me. He couldn't do it and he left.
        "Let's do it." I say.
I want to have amazing sex with him one last time.
      I don't wait for him to answer. I go to the bar and buy him a glass of whiskey. I take it back to the table and he downs it.
      I drink my drink and we walk out the pub. I hold his hand to my house. My childhood home. It takes us 15 minutes to get home. I walk up to the door and open it.
       "You live here?" Angel asks.
      "This is my old house. My new place I can't take you to." I say.
      Angel nods his head in understanding and picks me up. He walks into the house and up the stairs. He walks into my room and gently lays me on the bed. He lays over me and I kiss him on the lips. He kisses me back. It's a passionate kiss. I kiss his neck and rip his top off. I flip us over so I'm straddling his waist.
       "Fuck, how did you get so strong?" Angel asks.
       "Hasn't Spike told you, I'm a wolf shifter." I say to his.
      His skin is so soft and ripped. I trial kisses down his chest to his lower torso. He goes to rip my clothes off but I stop him.
        I slowly take off my dress and throw it on the floor." You are not ripping my clothes." I say to him.
        He flips us over and starts trailing kisses over my chest paying attention to my breasts.
      "Angel." I moan.
    He moans a little into my breast at my moan. He stops with my breasts and starts trailing kisses down my torso. When he reaches inbetween my legs he starts nipping at my thighs.
      "Fuck." I moan. I love him doing that.
        He starts kissing and sucking at my clit and entrance. I moan again as my hips meet him. Fuck this is so good.
       He enters his hard dick into me. He goes slow at first. He kisses my neck and thrusts in and out slowly. I buckle my hips to meet his thrusts.
      "Fuck Angel." I moan.
    I reach my high and bite his shoulder. I flip us over and I ride him hard and fast. I trail kisses over his chest while I fuck him hard. "Fuck Iz." Angel moans.
        I kiss him on the lips passionately and he kisses me back. He removes his lips from my lips and starts kissing my neck behind my ear. Oh god, that feels so good. I feel myself reaching my high. I also feel Angel reaching his high to.
      "Fuck." We both moan as we climax together.
     Fuck that was the best. I collapse onto Angel's chest while I get my breath back.
         "Fuck Iz, I miss this." Angel says kissing my head.
        "I do too." I say to him.
      "Why don't we just get together?" Angel asks.
       "We can't it didn't last, last time and I have a boyfriend." I say to him.
      We lay there in silance just cuddling each other. After a while I get up and go to the bathroom to take a shower. I jump in the shower and Angel joins me. Angel washes my body for me and starts kissing my neck again.
        "Angel, no more. I told you just one last time." I say to him.
        "Oh Iz. I want you. I want you all the time." Angel says.
        "I said that was it." I say to him.
       "Fine." Angel says, getting out the shower and going into the bathroom.
      I hear my phone ring and I get out the shower. I go into my bedroom and Angel is gone. I didn't hear him. I look at my phone and see that Jasper is calling me. I don't answer it. I just ignore it. I get dry and get my dress back on. My phone pings and I see a message from Jasper. 'Why are you doing this Izzy. I love you. Just please come home.' The message says.
      He's probably in pain right now. When your mates or imprints and one of them cheat it causes pain for the other person.
        I ignore it and put my phone in my bag. I put my dress on and my shoes and walk out the bedroom and down the stairs. I walk out the front door and to the club. I never realised how late it was. It's 1.30pm. I walk to the club and get a drink. I go to a table and sit down.
      I down my drink and get another drink. I get 2 more glasses of Tia Maria and Coke. I walk to the dance floor and start dancing. Somebody bumps into me andy drink goes all over me. "Watch what the fuck your doing! You've just ruined my dress!" I shout at him.  
          "Excuse me? I don't fucking care." This guy says to me.
         "I fucking do. This dress cost me a lot of money. More than you probably have. Fuck off." I say to him.
        He goes to hit me and somebody grabs his arm. "Don't lay a finger on my sister." Edward says.
     The guy walks off. "Edward what are you doing? I can look after myself." I say to him.
       "I'm come for Leah. She wants me to make sure your ok and don't get into any fights." Edward says.
        "Come dance with me then." I say to him.
    I start grinding on him. We dance for a little while. We dance to 3 songs. Afterwards, I buy myself a Tia Maria and buy Edward a beer. I give him the beer and we start dancing again. I grind on him. I'm shaking my ass at him and that and I start feeling him kissing my neck. Wow. What's he doing?
         "Edward what are you doing?" I ask him.
        "I want you Izzy." He says.
      "Your with my sister and I'm with your brother." I say to him. 
       "They don't need to know." Edward says.
       He kisses my neck again and I let him. If he wants me so be it. I'm better than Leah anyways.
        I push him up against the wall and kiss him. He kisses me back. He deepens the kiss and bites my lip. Oh god.
      "Izzy let's get out of here." Edward says.
      He pulls me out the club. We walk down the road and he pushes me against the wall. "Izzy I need you where can we go." Edward asks.
       "Where do you want to go?" I ask him.
      "Anywhere. The house. Or the cottage." Edward says.
        I nod my head and Edward picks me up and runs to the cottage. Mine and Jasper's cottage. He kicks the door down and walks into the bedroom. He lays me on the bed and lays on top of me.
          He kisses my neck again and starts nibbling my ear. He rips my dress off. I rip his clothes off and kiss him on the lips.
         "Fuck Izzy. I want you." Edward moans.
         He takes down his trousers and slams into me. "Fuck." I moan.
       He thrusts in and out at vampire speed. Fuck. He starts playing with my breasts. "Fuck Izzy." Edward moans.
       "What the fuck are you doing?" I hear Leah shout.
         "How did you know we was here?" Edward asks.
        "I was running around and I got a phone call from Jasper. He didn't want to come here and see this." Leah says.
       "It's not what it looks like." Edward says.
       "Your banging my sister. You have your dick in here." Leah says.
        Edward pulls out and I put the quilt over me. Edward gets some of Jasper's joggers on and walks out the room and the house with Leah.
        I just stay where I am. I have hurt Leah hopefully she's hurting as much as I am.
        I'll stay away from the main house today. I'll stay here for the night.
     I get off the bed and take a shower. When I've showered I get dressed and find a book to read settling down on the sofa.

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