𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐲

36 : Walima

— A d d i n ' s  P O V  𖤐

Addin Shah, the typical player and the bad boy.

Me who used to get bored of a girl within one day, was not able to get a mere girl out of my fucking head. Funny much right?

4 fucking years!

It's been 4 fucking years for fuck sake and im still not over her.

I feel like a fucking loser!

All these years I fed myself shit lies that I hate that lair and selfish girl but the moment I saw her I knew I was fucked up again.

When I earlier saw her in najma's engagement, I felt breathless.

she was looking an absolute stunner. she has always been so captivating. Her starry face has grown more gorgeous. She looked so fucking irresistible. It seemed like her beauty has enhanced more.

I just couldn't tear my gaze off her figure. I felt spellbound. And at that moment I don't know what got into me. I fucking wanted to talk to her. I wanted to tell her all the truth about her  coward brother.

4 years back when she left me just like that. I couldn't believe how easily she said that everything was over, how easily she walked away from my life. I was disturbed to no extent that time. The news of Amal's death was like a cold ice bucket thrown directly over my face, bringing me out of my belief that I will ever get to meet my sister. It shook me to core.

I had my own demons to deal with that time and Noor supporting her bastard of a brother made me so angry that I didn't bother to chase behind her. 

She was fucking liar, she told me that she would be there for me but she wasn't there when I needed her the most.

I was shattered, broken completely. No one was there for me. I even blocked Rahil away from me.

All these fucking years I thought I was so wrong thinking that noor was my cure because she gave me an immense amount of unbearable pain.

But the moment I knew that she was back here. I felt some weird kind of peace invade inside. And I felt the sudden urge to win her back. I wanted her back badly.

I couldn't contain the intense anger that surged through me, fueling a storm of emotions within, hearing Nafisa aunty's words.

I felt beyond outraged just by the mere thought of any other man who is not me marrying her.

The next days I felt beyond restless.

The thought of losing her forever haunt me like anything.

My usual routine was to go to pub and get myself wasted.

But these few days even alcohol wasn't helping me to keep her thoughts away from my head.

Could someone possibly be this crazy over a person?

I felt like a total shit!

Me and Rahil were seated inside my cabin, discussing some important business stuffs when suddenly he gets a call and he declares out to me that he had to take noor for shopping, so he has to leave.

I fisted my knuckles of one hand tightly which
was placed on my thigh, controlling myself. She is going to shopping with him? All alone?

I didn't ask anything to Rahil about the announcement which was made during najma's engagement neither he bothered telling anything to me.