Happiness

Bonus Chapter

4 months later...

Jules was awoken by the loud cries of their daughter in the next room, it had become a routine everynight around the same time, Violet would wake up crying ready for a feeding and diaper change. "Matty" she mumbled as she nudged her sleeping husband, he groaned in response, but didn't move. Jules groaned at him as she got up from the bed and made her way into the nursery.

"Hey baby" she cooed as she walked over to the crib. She reached down and gently picked up the fussy infant, "Shh mammas got you sweet girl, lets get you cleaned up and fed" jules whispered, as she made her to the changing table.

After quickly changing the infant, jules cradled her back into her arms and sat down in the rocking chair to feed her. Jules slowly rested her head back on the comfortable chair, as she fed violet, cradling the infant securely to her chest.

"Baby..Julie, wake up love violet finished feeding" a voice said, abruptly waking jules up from the slumber she didn't realize she was in. "Shit, I didn't realize i even fell asleep" she whispered back to her husband, Matty chuckled "it's ok baby, here let me put her down, why don't you go back to sleep ok?" he offered. Jules nodded her head and gently handed the baby over to matty. Matty cradled the now half asleep infant in his arms, slowly leaning down to place a soft kiss on the crown of her head.

Jules admired the two, ever since Violet was born matty and her have been glued to eachother, he truly was met for this, she thought. "Go to bed my love" matty said, as he looked back up at his sleepy wife, jules nodded her head and leant down to placed a kiss on her daughters head "goodnight angel" she cooed, before looking up at her husband and giving him a thank you kiss, before going back to their room.

Though she was utterly exhausted jules couldn't fall back asleep, so she waited patiently for matty to return. As he entered the room, he frowned seeing the lamp was on and jules wasn't asleep. Quickly, he made his way to the bed and got in next to her, "Baby you're supposed to be asleep" he chuckled, looking over at his wife who was staring up at the ceiling. "I know but I just couldn't, I feel like such a bad mom for falling asleep while I was feeding her, what if something happened" jules said, her voice wavering as she spoke.

"Oh darling" matty whispered as he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his chest. "You are the most amazing mum ever ok? You've just so exhausted from the late nights, don't beat yourself up my love" he whispered to her as he slowly ran his hands up and down her back in an attempt to comfort her. Jules pulled away slightly so she could look up at him, tears spilling from her eyes, "I-i'm sorry it's just the hormones and the lack of sleep its just been getting to me and i feel overwhelmed" she said.

Matty gave her a soft expression, and carefully took a loose piece of her hair and tucked it behind her ear, "I know julie, I'm sorry you have to go through all that, you know i'm always here for you, always" he said as he dipped his head down and placed a soft kiss on her lips. "I-I know, I'm grateful to have you matty" she smiled and leant her forehead againset his. "I'm grateful to have you julie, you are the strongest most badass women I've ever met, I'm so incredibly lucky to call you my wife" he said, "Even after all these years you still know how to make me blush" she chuckled, as pink painted her cheeks.

Matty chuckled, "It's a speciality of mine" he said, which caused julie to laugh. "I love you matty" she said, before reconnecting their lips in one last kiss, "I love you too julie" he responded "Now get some rest, if she wakes up again I'll deal with her ok?". Jules nodded her head and snuggled closer to mattys chest, almost instantly falling asleep as soon as her eyes closed.