The Mafia's Rose||R18+ [Completed]

Chapter 60

"I will always want you even though you hurt"

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LUCA'S POV

I could feel the blood from my balled fist drop on the floor of my bedroom as I tightened my fists still raging with anger.

I couldn't help it, she lied to me! she used me!

I was not a man who showed any emotions at all other than rage but when it was revealed who she was, I just couldn't help it.

It was like something in me snapped. My heart tightened in my chest. Evanora--My Evanora played me. She toyed with my emotions.

I fell for one and the same woman. I can't help but chuckle at the irony. I was such a moron.

I wonder what people would say when they find out that the great Luca Viteillo was bested by a woman.

I stared at my reflection in the broken mirror finally seeing how messed up I looked. My hair was rough and everywhere. My eyes wet with tears and my beards needed shaving.

"Look what she has turned you into you fool" I shaked my head in disbelief.

I can't tell for how many days I have been in this room like a scared little boy only watching the sun rise and fall from the window. There has been several knocks on my door some from Kelly or should I rather say Evanora now, begging me to open up but she hasn't come in a while and from Ma Lulu asking me to come out and have breakfast. Finn and Sebastine stopped by once but only to inform me about the latest update on tracking Fernando.

That bastard will pay for everything. I will make him regret ever laying his eyes and hands on my cucciolo.

No one knows but late at night when I was sure everyone was asleep I normally snick into the kitchen to either drink water or eat some leftovers.

I just couldn't face anybody yet. I feel so different and not me. For fuck sake! I cried in front of them!

If that wasn't embarrassing enough I sobbed like a little girl. I shut my eyes letting the second hand embarrassment wash over me.

I don't know if I am ready to see her just yet though. What would I say? Would I be able to look her in the eyes and see the woman I love or just a reminder that I was all part of an enormous collaborated revenge scheme.

Fernando of all people. That sicko.

My room was trashed and I don't really have the energy to clean it up. Feeling uncomfortable in the same cloth for some days I decided to finally let myself have a shower.

Mindlessly walking over the broken shards of mirror I entered the bathroom and took off my clothes dumping them in the laundry basket.

My hands were bloody so I decided to wash them under the cold shower.

I hissed at the sting as the water touched my palm washing the bloody mess away.

The fresh cuts clearly visible.

I sighed moving under the shower. I shut my eyes as the cold water cooled down my body temperature,the pain and rage I have been feeling.

Memories of our moments together in this same shower flashed in my mind .

I couldn't fight off the raging boner that I suddenly had.

"Fuck! You really have to learn how to be pissed at people too" I groaned staring at my erection a chuckle escaped my lips at how crazy I sounded.

After showering, I moved back into my room taking in the scene. There was two punch holes in the wall, a broken mirror and shards on the floor, a flipped table and a scattered bed and broken lampshade. Wow! I really did a number on this room.

"You're not a sissy Luca.Why are you hiding away in your goddamn room!" I whispered cussing myself softly in case someone you know who was outside my door.

Her voice keeps me company at night keeping my monsters at bay. Would it be wrong to say that I looked forward to hearing her speak about her day every night?

It's funny how she doesn't realize that she is my pain and remedy at the same time keeping my monsters silent but also having the power to loose them from their cages.

I pulled out a pants and a shirt finally deciding that I wouldn't hide anymore.

Who knows maybe they need my help and just don't know how to ask right? Nothing wrong in going to check.

After dressing up I took in a deep breathe maintaining my cold exterior. No one has to know how much of a mess I was feeling inside I gave them enough show already.

I pulled the door open and stepped out finding the hallway empty. I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed that she wasn't here waiting even though I shut her out.

I moved through the hallway fixing my shirt as I heard their voices downstairs.

They sounded_merry?

Seems like I wasn't even needed in the first place.

I entered the dinning room, the table grew silent as I approached. The smile on their faces froze.

I glared at Finn who of all people I expected to not be a part of this. His eyes met mine making him look away guiltly.

"B-boss? you're finally out! Are you feeling better now?" Sebastine asked shooting me a smile which I returned with a look that said 'shut up or I make you' he understood making him scratch his neck awkwardly.

An awkward silence sat around the room as my eyes searched for her without my permission.

She wasn't here. What was this bubbly warm feeling I felt just because in a weird way knowing she wasn't having fun while I had a melt down felt__good?

I cleared my throat messing with my collar.

"And where is Evanora?" I asked in a flat tone.

"She is in her room. The truth is ever since you locked yourse- uhmm... I mean stayed in your room she has refused to eat claiming you probably weren't eating as well but I swear she comes out late at night to eat because the leftovers are always dissappea- ouch!" Rosa pouted at Ma Lulu who probably stepped on her.

"How many days has it been?" I asked worried.

"Actually it's been three days since the incident" She whispered softly.

I frowned not pleased with the Idea that she was starving herself. How do I care without showing I care?

I took the plate of food in front of Sebastine adding a fruit or two by the side.

"Hey!!! That's mine" He screamed as I walked away with his food.

"You're fat enough. You don't need more food" I grumbled under my breathe.

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Holaaa.... anywayyyyy we are close to the end🤭 I really think I'd miss this characters alot..

Just two or three chapters left. I won't be doing an epilogue.

I'd really advice due to the irregularity of my updates you read from the beginning of the book to understand it again.

Before you get to this chapter the book would probably be completed then!

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