My Rockstar / Mason Thames x Fem!reader

7 days of Fun: Day 1 - The Story of My Life

(We're finally gonna get into her life before she was adopted so be prepared)

Tw: Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts, Anxiety, Death, Trauma

Y/n's POV

Billie told me to do it, she told me to tell them the truth today. We woke up hella early, and as a person who has had episodes with insomnia. I'm not a morning person, in fact I was the last person to wake up.

We ate breakfast and loaded everything into the a mini bus? Yeah, they rented a fucking mini bus for this shit, but we had Finn take Brady's car, and Billie take Mason's just in case of emergencies. I was once again forced to sit by Mason, it didn't seem like he cared as to why they do the same shit over again, but that could just be the look on his face.

...

Mason woke me up from my nap in the mini bus as I had fell asleep on him, my face was in the crook of his neck. He was quiet about it, and he was just smiling at me. This boy and smiling at me I swear, and I think it's suspicious because he doesn't really smile. I mean have you seen pictures of him? He doesn't smile at all; it's kinda scary.

I felt my body freeze thinking about how that smile will fade away, and he won't talk to me anymore. "What's wrong?" Was the first thing Mason asked me when we were walking up the front porch. I said not a single word, and completely ignored his question.

Mason's POV

I was suspicious by the look on Y/n's face. She didn't seem happy to be here, and I got a feeling in my gut that made me feel bad because I was the one who came up with the idea. There's something else though, I can feel it by the worried look on her face, and she looks like she's preparing to face a fear?

She didn't answer my question, which concerns me as she didn't say one word, and acted like she couldn't hear me at all.

Y/n's POV

We put everything upstairs. There are two rooms connected by a soundproof sliding door, and us girls are sharing them. The boys have one HUGE room that's very similar to my room at the house, except it has two beds and a surprisingly comfortable futon. This basically felt like a huge sleepover, but more of a whole damn vacation. I mean for God's sake the backyard has a pool with a water slider.

I was laying the bed I chose as there were two beds in each room so me and Brooke are sharing a room, and Becca, Maddy and Violet are sharing the other. They told me I should share with her because of Mr. Thames, and because Brooke is so invested in our relationship.

I tapped Brooke's shoulder "Can I talk to you for a second... privately?" I asked and she silently nodded. She closed the sliding door, and plopped on the foot of my bed. "What's wrong? You look worried about something? Is it about my brother?" She asked "I mean yeah... Well Billie told me to tell you guys the truth. Like before I got adopted because she said it's better to let it go to the people you love most." I said with all my words jumbled up together.

"Mason noticed something was wrong, and asked if I was okay, but I ignored him. I feel like it rubbed him the wrong way." I ranted to her. She looked at me with a serious expression "I just want you to know that no matter what you tell us, we'll always love you." She spoke those words as a promise, and her expression showed she was being sincere about it all.

I hugged her tightly trying not to cry already. I took a breath "I have to do this now." I said getting off the bed and going to the living room.

...

Billie was still here, and she called everyone downstairs. I was sitting on a couch cushion next to her "Okay, this is something very important, and I told you guys this was bound to happen during this period." Billie said. She must've gave them a warning of some kind beforehand.