Not just lust

One night. Thanks to casey.

Casey owes me big time for what tonight gave me. Let me start from the beginning. The week passed and I had gotten back to my apartment to find my best friend and room mate laying outfits on my bed. "Oh good god Casey" I sighed "what crazy party now?"

"Abbie stop it with that sighing. This time it's different. You know those rappers, viners and youtubers from Middle school that we fawned over?"

"Barely, but explain more" I said a tad but more intrigued.
"Anyways so stas Kylie's friend came in to the dash boutique today where I work and asked us to join them at Sammy and Nated new album release party".
I was shocked. Shocked that what I've always wanted was to meet them and chill with them was happening. So why wasn't I excited, jumping with joy? It's just like high school. It's all fun and games of day dreaming and wanting until it comes down to it where I get scared because I'm not good at smooth talking and partying it up. And I know I wouldn't mix well with those LA kids.
But then... It's not like anything was going to happen I could just go have a drink and leave.
"woah um okay help me decide what to wear then hahaha!" I said faking my excitement because ik that kind of mice person.
Once I had my leather pants and tight bralette with straps high heels I straightened my hair. I was a nervous wreck obviously they wont notice me but idek. Even this outfit was too crazy for me.
"Abbie the ubers here so hurry"

Once we arrived at the party it was a huge black building. Stas was outside and Casey ran to her and they hugged.
"stas babe this is my bestie abbie" Casey explained.
stas was so drunk.
"hey" I pulled out my hand to her.
"um hahah no need for adult hand shit" she hugged me.
What the heck... Kinda a mean drunk.
"sorry she's a bit drunk" Casey explained and took my arm "let's go inside and take a shot"'
We walked up to the counter where there was Jell-O shots. The first thing I notice was Sammy Nash and jack g taking shots and dunking each other. My hands got all sweaty and my nervous body got shakes. Holy shit Abbie keep your cool. I straightened my self up. Yes there famous and I'm a freaking nobody but I gotta act chill. We took a few shots and I was so done my head already hurt. Casey left off and ran off with stas. Here I am just like a high school party alone and uncomfortable. I kept looking at Sammy. So hot. I kinda forgot about him for a while but here I am getting the fam girl feelings again.
"Hey why so sad looking?" Someone asked. It was jack Johnson. Holy crap.
"Oh um I didn't mean to I'm actually looking for someone so"
"Hey don't sweat it aight?" He said walking away.
Well blew that pretty fast.
I need some air to best my awkward self up. So I was heading out the door then bam. Some stupid ass just spilled there beer on me.
"oh shit Hun" the person said then ran away.
Wow. La people wow.
"Damn it I hate when there's assholes at my party"
"Huh?" I said looking up.
Oh my god. It was Sammy.
"here come up stairs and we can clean this up" he grabbed my hand.
we walked threw the crowd of people and every girl just eyed me down like we were gonna go off like a hot hook up or soe,thing. If only.
We went up in a studio and turned left into the bathroom.
Sammy sat me down on the counter and dabbed at my shirt with a hot towel.
"thank you" I told him
"hey it's the least I can do"
We made long eye contact.
"You knew around here?" He lifted me off the counter and set me down.
"just studying here for a while so I guess"
"Ooh a smart girl"
"Wow I wish but no just a student teacher"
"Then what kind of girl like you are here at a party like this?"
Really.
"what? A regular girl can't come to a release party? Because I'm not fun enough?"
I was mad.
"No no that's not what I meant it's just your different then us your supposed to be In a library not here having a good time right?"
"I have to go goodbye Sammy"
"Wait I didn't even get your name!!"
I knew he was somewhere behind me but I didn't want to look back I just kept walking with my built up anger. I was called boring and regular and not fun enough all of high school with the parties I refused to go to and because I didn't want to get high. He's just like everyone I know.