Not just lust

Coming out

It had been a few weeks of fun dates with Sammy and nice kisses. We kept it pretty simple but we never told anyone we were a couple or came out to the fans. Of course our friends assumed but the fans had no idea only paparazzi pictures of us around town. *knock knock*
"Hey babe" I opened the door
He kissed me on the cheek. God I love this kid.
"ready for a hot might out to the best pasta place in town?"
"Of course let me grab my heels".
"okay abbie but before we go I think we should hold hands there so the fans will see us because it's time we come out as a couple"
"Alright but Sammy I don't ever recall you formally asking me out"
"Fine. Abigail Hansen. Would you like to be my girlfriend,my hot hot girlfriend?"
"of course I would, come here Sammy" I pulled his arm towards me and we kissed.

6:30 pm
alright. Here it is. We stepped out of the über and fans came running up but the guards stopped them. Sammy stopped for a few selfies and they didn't really know me so I awkwardly stood there. Then he gracefully reached for me hand and we intertwined and it fit so right. Fans gawked them screamed and smiled and yelled aww. Paparazzi yelled "kiss her kiss her" but I could only feel my heart so big and like we were the only people here tonight. Everything was perfect. This seemed meant to be!

After a perfect flawless night I totally remember that I had family back home that I needed to tell about my new boyfriend. I went on oovoo with my mom & dad, my oldest sister whose married, my other married sister and younger brother whose In high school. We exchanged our I love you's and the regular I miss you so much.

"Um well guys I kind of have a new boyfriend...and he is famous which would seem a crazy thing but it's really not and he's just more chill and it's really nice and I do love him"
"Oh my god ABBIE that's amazing" my sisters said "what's his name? Have we ever heard of him and whys he famous?
Keep in mind my sisters hate rap music because they disgrade woman which I agree but...
"um he's a rap artist" I said "very successful actually and his names Sammy wilk"
"Hm ABBIE your here for school no getting drunk and doing bad things it's enough we let you out to LA" my parents said.
"I know I know but we just go on dates I don't even party"
"But he does... He seems a little wild for you" my mom added.
"MOM" I said frustrated "look I love him ok?"
"We have morals ABBIE you need to remember those..." My family agreed.
"I know but I need to go now. Bye love you."
"Wait" my family said "remember were coming out to LA next weekend"
Oh shut I forgot.
"Righ right of course" I said "now goodnight".
Once I logged off oovoo I checked my Twitter and Instagram comments. I saw myself tagged in a lot of positive things but there were still negative things.
"They make a perfect couple. I love it 😊💞"
"Ew ugly ass slut like her could get Sammy?"
What!? I wasn't even a slut one boyfriend that's Been if for me. I dialed sammy said number and he picked up.
"Hey lovely how's life?"
"Not that great there's so,e people calling me a slut and it's kinda rude don't you think?"
"Abbie not all comments are going to be nice but the overall feedback is positive so just ignore that shit. Want me to come over?"
"Of course" I said "our date ended to early"
Once Sammy arrived we were laying on my bed just talking and looking at the comments and KAUGHING at half that shit. Sammy kissed me. I kissed him back harder. He grabbed my waist and next thing I know I'm on top of him and he's lifting up my shirt.
"Wait Sammy no" I said out of breath "There's actually something I have to tell you"
Sammy looked up concerned.
"See I kind of have a strict family morally"
"Wait your waiting for marriage?" He asked.
"No I mean that's what my family wants for me so I don't know what I want. I always thought like after a few years but I don't know"
"Are you ready? I womt Rush you"
"No Sammy I don't think so sorry"
"It's okay babe I can wait"
"I know I just feel bad because I'm not like that kind of girl"
"That's how I fell in love with you, remember?"
I think he's the one.