Life isn't easy, I mean since when is it? But I gotta admit besides the MAJOR ADJUSTING having to be done me and sammy, my career, the fans, life is pretty good.
In fact speaking of sammy and great life he's picking me up for a little studio date and then dinner 😊.
Over text:
Sammy👅💞: hey babe b there in 10.
Me: aight((;;
Sammy: here babe come out and meet me in parking lot..black jeep.
"SAMMYYY" I screamed jumping into the car.
"Ayye baby girl "
"I can't believe you bought a black jeep it's so amazing"
"Yep and we gon take it down to the studio and listen to me n Nated new music"
"Yay I'm excited babe" I kissed him on the cheek and he put his hand on my leg as we drove thru la with the top down!
We arrived to the studio as normal as you would Imagine a building in which they record there music! Walked in and Nate and tez were smoking...something. I get so sick like vomit sick from smoke smell, and they must have been able to tell by my face. Nate rolled his eyes and threw it in the ashtray aling with tez. My cheeks burned a bit because I wanna be fun and cool not some buzz kill girl ruining everyone's fun. "Aye tez play the tape".
*music plays*
As it ends I ask "sex for the booty?" as a joke but they took it the wrong way and and Nate scoffs and tez just rolls his eyes and chuckles.
Sammy glares at them so hard, "Leave so we can talk" he says.
ok now they all probably hate me.im not trying to come off this way!
"Is there something wrong with my music?"
"Sammy" I stuttered "nothing babe I meant it as a joke"
"Ok your jokes are always hinting towards the truth so just tell me it...the truth!" He sighed.
"Ok fine it's just...I mean don't your parents listen to this? AMD your grandparents? And my parents will...and young fans..like it just doesn't seam like Idk I guess appropriate content?"
He scoffs. "ABBIE really?" I can't let my family or what other people will think hold me back from good music".
Hm good music? I close my eyes and just look at him, knowing there's no use in fighting..after all I'm moving back to Minnesota when the school year starts again and we will probably break up..of course I have yet to break that to him but I'm trying to hold that off until a little longer. "Your right Sammy now let's go eat"
He nods and we silently with small tension get into the jeep. He reaches for my hand and I grab it right away and give it a squeeze. "I'll always love you ABBIE"
I smile and leaned my head on his shoulder. I couldn't say always or forever back I just couldn't not with the news I have to give him next week. There is no forever or always. Not with him, here, I'm la.
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Not just lust
FanfictionA young ordinary, reserved girl whose 18 named abbie has never experienced love and falls hard for Sammy wilk, a bad boy whose not her type and she fights everything in her to know he's too wild for her but his green eyes tell her something differen...
