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chapter 15

Hwamin pov 

Our eyes meet and he's walking towards me.

Lim Junseo. 

My ex-boyfriend. 

We didn't really break up on bad terms, but they weren't good either, but recently Haruto told me that he heard from a friend of a friend that is close friends with Junseo that he still has feelings for me. But I feel nothing for him, anymore.

Flashback 1 year ago

seoooo💗

BABE 

IM 5 MINS AWAY FROM UR PLACE

oh 

yeah

i need to tell you something when you get here

damn

youre being quite dry

is there something wrong?

kinda

not really

i just need to tell you something 

oh

I walk up to Junseo's place and knock on the door. He opens the door and instead of being greeted with a big fat smile and hug, he has a sad solemn look on his face. I look at him in confusion, but he avoids eye contact. I could immediately tell that something was off. He takes me to the living room and we're alone since his parents were away.

"Let's break up." He says whilst still not being able to look me in the eye. 

"Break up? What? Is this a prank because it's not funny, Seo?"

"No, it's not."

"But why? We were perfectly fine yesterday?"

"That's the point. You think it's perfectly fine, but you don't know how I'm feeling." 

I look at him in confusion because I have no idea what he's on about. 

"You don't get it do you?"

"No, I don't."

"I hate that we only get to see each other every other school holiday and when you're in Seoul we barely have time to talk because of us being busy with so many different things. We were just bound to drift apart, and I'm the only one noticing it."

I stay silent not wanting to argue and escalate things further. I slowly sand up to leave not wanting to believe what he had just broken to me. 

"I'm sorry, Hwa." Is the last thing I hear as I exit the front door and never look back. A tear threatens to fall but I don't let it escape. 

Back to present time

Junseo pov 

Shit, school today was absolute ass. I finally get to leave after finishing my after-school club, I'm only doing it for extra credit anyways. 

I'm walking out of the school gate while looking down at my phone, looking through all my unread messages because my friends keep spamming me with photos of them at a PC cafe. Before completely exiting school, I look up for a moment from my phone and I see her. Her beautiful face hasn't changed a bit, but her hair has grown quite a lot and she got skinnier than I last saw her. Seeing her smile, gosh I miss it so much. But something unpleasant confronts me. Why is that guys arm around her like that? I've never seen him or a couple of other faces there before.

She avoids my eye contact, and I can tell she doesn't want to speak to me. But I'm going to her anyway. I don't care. 

Yujin and basically all of Hwa's friends give me the dirtiest looks I've ever received in my life, especially Haruto and Yeseo. They look like they want to kill me.

Hwamin pov

"Can I talk to you for a second?" He asks me. I can already tell without even looking that my whole group is giving him death glares. Especially Yeseo, she'd strangle him with her bare hands if she was close enough, I can tell Seowon is, like, sedating her or something. 

I hesitate for a couple of seconds before looking to Gyuvin, who's looking extremely confused as to why the mood in the area just got extremely serious. 

"Yeah, i guess." I say before leaving with Junseo. I want to hear him out for what he wants to say. We left off without discussing anything the first time. Don't get me wrong, I have no intention of getting back together with him, but I just want to hear what he has to say.  

"Who was that guy back there? The brown haired one with his hand on you like that?" 

"It's not really any of your business, why do you want to know anyways? It's not like you're my boyfriend." He gives a defeated look after hearing that last part. 

"I don't want to argue with you, Hwa."

"Well, what did you want to tell me then?" I ask him, crossing my arms.

"I don't really know. But, I miss you."

"Ok? You miss me, what do you want me to do about that? You're the one who broke up with me, remember?"

"Yeah, I admit, all this was my fault, but now I regret breaking up with you. I wish I had just been patient with our relationship. I miss you clinging onto me, your messages to me after a stressful day at school, how you smile, how your hair blows in the wind when we're taking walks around the neighborhood by ourselves, just everything about you I miss." 

He hugs me as he bursts out in tears. I clench my fists but eventually give in and hug him back. Yeseo and the others would start cackling if they saw him crying but tbh I feel bad for him now, honestly. But I've moved on and he has to know that. 

Gyuvin pov 

I stand here helpless as this strangely good-looking random guy takes Hwa away. The mood got really tense and it was back to square one of being really awkward. I can tell everyone has already started going off about the situation. I also hear something about Haruto, Woongi, Yeseo and Ollie throwing rocks at this dude????? Damn, what did this guy do to get everyone to hate him this much? Jeong, Ricky and I decide to go ask Yeseo and Seowon about who this guy was.

"Who was that guy?" Jeong aks them. 

"Oh, that was Hwa's shitty ex-boyfriend." EXBOYFRIEND?????? HWA DATED SOMEONE????? (I've only known her for a couple of months but still) WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTT?????????? I know I said he was good looking before but now I take it back. I'm wayyyyyy better.