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#178: "Save me like you did before..." (Part One)

#178: "Save me like you did before..." (Part One)- i-write-1d-preferences

Harry: You twirled your phone around in your hands, trying to decide whether or not to call Harry or not. The guilt was practically eating you. "Harry?" You said. The phone ringing a few times before he'd picked it up. "Hello sunshine!" He said happily. "Hi, I miss you so much" you breathed out, on the verge of tears. "I miss you too baby, are you ok?" He said, he was kind of yelling, he seemed to be in some busy place with a lot of people. "Are you in the middle of something more important? We could talk later." You wondered innocently. "Nothing is more important than you" he said, you could tell he had moved into a different, more quiet room. "I'm alone now, my attention is yours, love". He told you, you could tell he was smiling through the phone. "First...I love you so much and I really hope you're not mad when I tell you this, but I went out to dinner last night...and I had a drink. And....It was so good Harry! So good...so I had another glass. And the waiter kept offering me more and I was having such a great time with my friends...it just happened" You trailed off, not knowing what to say next. You heard Harry sigh through the phone. "How many did you have (Y/N)?" "Um I had um-" "How many (Y/N)!" He yelled. "Five" you whispered. "(Y/N)" he said, simply. "I'm sorry Harry. I'm so sorry, but I was upset. I missed you so much, you've been in your for so long and-" "Don't you dare blame your inability to control yourself on me and this tour" he said, his words sharp and angry. "I'm sorry, but I really did need you. You help me so much when your here, you helped me through developing and getting help with my addiction. You made me better, but now I'm back where I started drinking every night, then crying myself to sleep" you cried. "I know this is hard for you (Y/N)" he said, still angry. "I just....I wish you could save me like you did before"you told him. "(Y/N) do you need me to come home?" He asked. "Yes, Harry" you managed to say before crying again.

Niall: "(Y/N) I'm gonna go to math now, I'll see you later" Niall said. Giving you a quick kiss on the cheek. Niall was your best friend, you'd only met him a year ago but the two of you became very close very quickly. You both were in almost all of the same classes together. "What the hell was that (Y/N)?!" You heard your boyfriend yell at you. "What now Robbie?" You groaned. "You can't just have guys kissing on you and shit!" He said getting really angry. He's just bluffing though, he won't really do anything...right? "We're just friends!" You told him. "Yeah well you're 'friend' can kiss my ass! No one touches my girl accept for me. You belong to me." He stated. You backed away from him. "What the hell do you think I am? Your pet? A piece of furniture? You don't own any part of, me I'm my own person and I can do whatever I want!" You said firmly. "Oh yeah?!" He said taking your arms and twisting them in a painful position so you couldn't move."still think you do anything bitch?"  "HELP SOMEONE HELP! NIALL!" You cried, tears now pouring from your eyes. Luckily Niall came rushing to your rescue and pulling Robbie off of you. "I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you man but this relationship is over. If you ever even look at either of us I'll call the cops" Niall said confidently. Robbie nodded and scurried away. Niall hugged you and you cried into his shoulder. By now you both were gonna be late for class but, you didn't care.—– A few months later a new student had transferred to your school. He looked like trouble. But you always liked the bad boys. You flirted until you got his undivided attention, which you loved. But it wasn't long before he started to threaten you if you didn't do what he wanted. All of a sudden this wasn't hot anymore. Niall gave you a ride home from school one day and you told him everything. "Why are you with this guy?!" Niall said frustratedly. His hands were gripping tight onto the steering wheel. "He really does have a nice side...sometimes" you explained. "That's not ok, you always go for the shit head guys, who are just using you." He told you. "I know that, help me!" You said, a serious tone in your voice. "What do you want me to do (Y/N)!?!" Niall raised his voice. " Help me get out of this relationship! Beat him up! Put him in jail I don't care! Just save me like you did before!!" You yelled back, the words coming out fast as if you had no control of what you were saying. "Please" your whispered, holding your head in your hands.

Liam: You and Liam had been together years and years ago, back when he was doing his first tour, when things were calm and Liam hadn't become too busy or famous yet. Things were great back then. You made Liam happy and he did the same for you, you really saw a future with Liam. Everynight before Liam went to the sleep, he would call you and you two would talk about everything. He claimed that those hours of talking helped him so much, he was able to talk out his feelings and rant about anything he wanted, which is just what he needed with the stress and drama that came with being put into a boy band with four strangers and being expected to sing with them. Unfortunately as time passed it didn't look like that future with Liam was much of a possibility. You'd always though One Direction would go far but never  this far. Before you knew it, the band was getting more and more popular, with more and more fans, more and more attention, more and more paparazzi. Liam was busy now, and those phone calls every night that once lasted for 3 hours started to last for 2, then 1, then 40 minutes, then 25 minutes, then 10 minutes, 5 minutes, 2 minutes, and then sometimes he;d forget to call you, or be too busy to call. But how could he forget to do the one thing that helped him through everything? You felt Liam drifting away and once he told you that the band was going on another tour a long tour. You hated long distance relationships they always took a toll on you emotionally. You knew it would mean that it was time to split. So you did. —Now One direction had become extremely popular and they had just started their 3rd tour, you debated buying tickets to the concert that was no more then ten minutes from your house, but eventually decided against it. Just as you were climbing into bed that day you got a call from someone unexpected, Liam. "Liam?" you said, not really knowing how to react. "Hi (Y/N) how have you been?" he wondered, you could almost hear his warm smile through the phone. "I'm good, how are you?" you asked. "I'm doing well, but I kinda realized recently that I really miss you." he said. "Yeah I-"you started be for being interrupted. "And I know its crazy to ask if we can get back together, so I'm not going to ask that, instead I'm gonna ask if we can talk" he said, the words quickly leaving his mouth. "Talk?" you almost chuckled. "Yes (Y/N) don't act like you don't remember our 3 hour conversations" he laughed. "Of course I remember, its just I have talked to you, or even seen you , besides on the tv, in years!" you said. "Well then its gonna take more then 3 hours to catch up huh?" Liam laughed. "Liam I'm serious why is it that you randomly decided to call me today?" you wondered, hoping to finally get an answer. "I told you (Y/N) its because I mis you. I miss you so much. And I really miss our talks, they helped me through so much, you helped me through so much. And now my life is ten times more stressful and crazy busy, and I just want you to save me like you did before, every night, before we go to sleep if love it if we could just talk, just like how it used to be"

Louis: "I can't Louis, I just think this is a bad idea."you sighed. "But I like you (Y/N)...I can't deny that. I want you to be mine" he said. "Louis you're my best friend, and I love you so much. I was in trouble and when my parents kicked me out and your family let me move in here, it was like you saved me! I will always be grateful for that. But with us living under the same roof and being together? I just feel like that could be bad. What if things end badly between us and I end up getting kicked out of here too, then where am I gonna go? Then who's gonna save me? I just can't take that risk Louis ok?" you told him. His big blue eyes starting to tear up the same way that yours did. "(Y/N) no matter what happens I will save you like I did before. I'll save you as many times as I need to. I promise, please just think about it?" He asked hugging you. "Ok, I'll think about it."

Zayn: Zayn, I'm sorry. I don't mean to drag you into the mess that is my life, but I think I have to. I know we aren't together right now, but I wish we were. I've never been with someone who was able to shine a light on my dark life. You somehow were able to build me up and actually make me happy. I've tried antidepressant pills in the past but they never worked very well. Yet somehow when I met you, you kind of became my antidepressant. Now I think I'm facing withdraw from you. I don't fully understand why you broke up with me but I really miss you. And you know what else I miss? Laughing, smiling, being silly, having a positive life, being optimistic, the things that I could barely do before I met you, and I can no longer do. I feel awful telling you this, that you're the only person that really makes me happy, because I don't wanna guilt you into getting back together. But I needed to let you know. I just wish you could save me like you did before.

I love you, (Y/N) (Y/L/N)