Waiting for us (a Bang Chan x male reader story)

Ch 5

*six years later*

Jolting awake when two forms land on my bed I immediately relax a little when I see my two five year old sons they smiling down at me and say in unison. "Morning daddy!" I smile softly and sit up pulling them both into my arms and cuddle them making them giggle. "Good morning my little loves." I finally let them go when they begin to squirm and I check the time on my alarm clock seeing that it's about an hour before I start my new job. "Alright guys let me up so we can get ready for the day." They both pout and whine I giving them a soft smile my heart aching at how much they resemble Chan except with my blue eyes. "Come on now you'll both be seeing aunt Kira and make new friends at your daycare." They look at each other before Jared the older twin speaks up. "What if no one likes us?" I immediately smile softly. "I'm sure everyone will love you. And auntie Kira will make sure everyone's nice." They give each other another look before nodding saying in unison. "Okay!" I smile softly and carefully get up when the boys move before heading to my closet I picking out my clothes for the day then let the boys lead me to their rooms I letting them choose their clothes it consisting of Jared wearing a paw patrol Chase shirt and Jason wearing a paw patrol Marshall shirt with little jeans and their light up sneakers. Once I make sure they're dressed I help them brush their teeth then lead them to the kitchen setting them in their chairs and make them some oatmeal. "Alright you guys eat while daddy gets ready." They nod and I rush upstairs pulling on some black jeans with a white t shirt and grey long sleeve over shirt. As I'm changing I stare at my now flat chest. The boys know that I'm not like other dads I having explained to them since they were very young that some people are born differently but that doesn't make them any less special. Sighing I pull on some shoes before heading back downstairs I seeing the boys are done eating. "Alright guys you ready to go?" They both nod eagerly I smiling at my sons and lift them out of their chairs setting them down. I then grab my styling and makeup kits along with my phone and keys then lead the boys out of the small apartment. I quickly lock up before leading the boys to their new daycare. Once we arrive I see Jared look around in awe but I notice Jason looks really nervous I smiling softly and kneel down to look at him. "Hey. It'll be okay my little wolf pup. You have your brother and I'm sure you'll both make lots of friends. Can you be brave for me?" He relaxes a little and nods looking determined. I smile then tap my cheeks. "Alright kisses before I go." They both kiss my cheeks and I smile then watch as they run off to Kira who I give a wave to then I get up grabbing my kits again before going to the bus stop. I then get on once it arrives and I wait for it to stop by JYP entertainment I getting off and look up at the company taking a deep breath. I then make my way inside and go to the front desk I getting my work ID before I'm told where to go. I head up a few floors and make my way to where I'm told the styling room is I immediately heading over to the head stylist that I met when I applied. She looks at me and gives a little smile. "Hello Fenton. Ready for your first day?" I nod smiling and she leads me over to where my station will be I immediately starting to get everything situated. Just as I finish up the head stylist named Miyeon speaks up cheerfully. "We'll be working with Stray kids today for a photo shoot so I hope that you're ready." I immediately fumble with the brushes in my hands and stare at her a little wide eyed knowing that I would have to work with them but not expecting it on the first day. Swallowing I put on a smile. "Sure I'm looking forward to it." She smiles and leaves to go to her own station as I take a few deep breaths. After making sure everything is organized and ready I grimace when I hear multiple voices entering the room. Taking another breath I hear Miyeon start assigning a member to each of the stylists only for me to immediately pale and curse internally when I hear the words "Chan you can head over to our new stylist. Hey Fenton turn around so Chan can see you." Swallowing I slowly turn around and my eyes immediately lock with Chan's I seeing surprise, a little bit of anger, hurt and sadness flash through his eyes. He quickly heads over to me I motioning to the chair but he just stands there staring at me saying a little firmly but thankfully quietly. "What the hell happened to you six years ago? I wake up alone and confused and couldn't find you anywhere. I was freaking out then you wouldn't answer me and next thing I know you up and disappeared." I immediately give him a look and hiss a little in annoyance. "We're not discussing this right now. So please get in the chair so I can work on your makeup and everything." He gives me a stern look about to protest but I just gently push him down into the chair and start grabbing everything I need. "Look I need to stay professional right now it's my first day and I'm not letting my private life ruin my career. So do me a favor and stay still and quiet while I work." He gives me a look but thankfully listens I waiting for him to settle before doing his makeup and everything. Once I'm done I nod in approval moving aside. "There all done." He gets up my back turned to him and I sense him hesitating before he slowly walks away. Letting out a little sigh my heart hurts but I focus on cleaning my supplies and area. After I'm done I excuse myself heading to the bathroom where I do my business and wash my hands before I leave only to immediately bump into a firm chest when I walk out. Stumbling a little I'm backed up against a wall and I swallow anxiously when I see Chan. "What are you doing? Aren't you supposed to be doing a photo shoot?" He gives me a look. "I offered to go last. Now tell me why the hell did you leave? And why wouldn't you talk to me?" I give him a slight look back. "It's complicated and private okay. I needed to just get away and have a new environment so I moved back to America. And I didn't talk to you because there wasn't really anything to say. We were drugged by Hajoon and made a mistake." He immediately stares at me in disbelief. "Okay how do you know that we were drugged by Hajoon?" I sigh running a hand through my hair. "I ran into him two years ago at a doctors conference in America while visiting my brother. We sat down and chatted and he admitted to drugging us that night because Beomseok told him too." Chan just stares at me before an angry noise leaves him. "I'm gonna kill them." I roll my eyes and gently but forcefully shove him away from me. "Look I have to get back to work and you need to go back to the photo shoot." Just as I go to turn away he gently grips onto my arm. "At least let's go to dinner tonight. We can catch up." I immediately shake my head no. "Sorry can't I have somewhere to go straight after work." I see him immediately look disappointed before he holds his phone out after unlocking it. "Will you at least give me your number so we can keep in contact?" I hesitate before reluctantly typing my number in. Once I'm finished I give Chan a clipped "bye" before I head back to the styling room where I occasionally help touch up makeup until I immediately head out at the end of the day as fast as possible I going to pick my sons up. Once I arrive at the daycare I head inside Kira immediately walking over to me with a smile. "They both had a really good first day." I smile feeling relieved only to turn when I hear two small voices calling my name. I immediately kneel down hugging them tightly. "I missed you guys so much today. Did you have fun?" They pull away before nodding at me happily they starting to babble about their day when Jared hands me a picture I taking it curiously only to smile softly when I see a slightly sloppy drawing of a lake and trees. "It's beautiful sweetie. I'll put it up as soon as we get home." He beams and I gently guide them out of the building after thanking Kira and wishing her a goodbye. We then head home where I hang up Jared's drawing, make dinner then give the boys their bath before we all head to bed.