heartache | t. muichiro ✓

oneirataxia

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"to escape the horrifying reality of the situation and the insomnia, she coaxed herself into a dream that she'd never want to leave."

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I'm dreaming.

I'm dreaming.

I'm...

I'm dreaming?...

"Y/N, what are you doing...?"

You perked up and gasped, harshly pinching yourself before realizing that this wasn't the dream you thought it was. "Sorry, Ume. I've had a rough night..."

"No sleep while thinking about your baby Muichiro?" She laughed, chewing a piece of gum in her mouth while twirling a piece of white hair between her fingers. "You two are so cute."

"Cute?!" You rolled your eyes and folded your arms over your chest. "As if. That weirdo's got a few screws loose, I swear."

"L/N and Tokito sitting in a tree!" Ume sang, moving her fingers as if she was conducting an orchestra. "K-I-S-S-I-N-G~!"

With a harsh thud, you and your friend's antics seem to be cut short when Jiro approached you with angry steps. "Shut the fuck up, Ume. Y/N's my girlfriend, remember?"

"Sure, right, yeah..." She scoffed. "I'm out of this shit hole. Anyone need anything from the convenience store?"

A few murmurs and Ume was out the door, twirling her house keys on her index finger as the doors slid shut behind her. You swallowed the lump in your throat at the empty classroom.

Besides you and Jiro.

"Y/N, I've been thinking..." He fiddled with the buttons of his shirt. "... we've been going slow for awhile now. I really want you, Y/N."

You nervously laughed, backing a step away from him. "I'm glad that we love each other, Jiro. Wanna grab something to eat?"

But his hand traced small circles on your back, caressing your cheek with his other. "I actually have something else in mind..."

—

You hadn't expected him to drive you to an empty parking lot, rather than the nearest fast food store. "Uh... do you need gas or something?"

The parking lot was practically uninhabited.

Jiro had been on the down-low about his driving, considering the fact that he was not even remotely near the legal age. "No, Y/N, I need you."

"I love you too, Jiro." You smiled sweetly. "Is this one of those romantic spots you were planning on taking me to? I appreciate the thought and all... but this kind of seems like a desolate area..."

Jiro frowned, taking his hand off the wheel. "Hop into the backseat with me, Y/N."

You were no idiot. You knew what he was implying. "Oh... I— Jiro." You shook your head and sighed. "You know I don't feel comfortable with that yet."