Calum was running around playing soccer and Michael was watching him with a huge smile on his face, he loved seeing how Calum was so interested in the sport. It was a little muddy outside and Calum slid in some, his left pant leg covered in it and Michael held back laughter. "Babe, can I borrow some jeans?" Calum chuckled and Michael nodded, going upstairs with Calum following him and he handed Calum a pair of his jeans. Michael was bigger than Calum, he did have a round belly, wide hips, squishy love handles, thick thighs, and a bubble butt so he did have a rather large pair of jeans. So, when Calum put on the jeans it was no surprise the jeans were too big on his small waist and they were falling down on his hips, "Hey Cal do they fi-" Michael began but stopped when he saw how the jeans were practically off his boyfriend's lower half. "Oh...." Michael sighed and he felt a hollow feeling in his chest, insecurity. He felt extremely insecure about himself now, he used to be the same exact size as Calum, but after you pile on the stress from the rowyso tour, the pounds added up. Michael left the room and walked into the bathroom, looking at his reflection in the mirror and he didn't exactly like what he saw, lifted his shirt above his belly and frowned, he pinched a roll that formed on his side and he lifted the flesh, letting it drop down and he noticed little thin pink stretch marks on his pale skin, he put his shirt down and quickly wiped his eyes with his flannel sleeve. He leaned against the wall and noticed the double chin that was peaking out, he sank to the floor and held his knees to his chest, trying his best to hold the tears that wanted to so desperately fall. "I'm fat." He whispered to himself and he let the tears fall, heartbreaking sobs leaving his lips. "Mikey, babe why are you crying?" Calum's voice called through the bathroom door, "I'm fat Calum." Michael sobbed and Calum opened the door, his heart shattering at the sight of his tear stained boyfriend. "Oh babe." Calum frowned and knelt down next to Michael, the insecure boy leaning on his lover's shoulder while the tears continued to pour out from his eyes. "What gave you that idea?" He asked, "We used to be the same size, but now....my jeans are practically around your knees." Michael cried and Calum turned towards the upset boy, wiping tears away with his thumb. "You're perfect Mikey, absolutely fucking perfect." Calum smiled and kissed Michael's chubby cheek, "But, I'm a whale." He coughed and Calum wrapped his arms around Michael's waist, pulling the older boy into him. "You are not a whale. You're my chubby kitten and I love you." Calum smiled and held Michael's hand, "I don't deserve you." Michael sniffled. "Babe, you deserve everything and anything." Calum smiled and pecked Michael lips.
