Request by @itsfreyax, I'm making this CALM, so I'm sorry if you don't like it. Mikey's new hair holy fuck holy fuck!!!!!
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Calum was scrolling through Twitter and saw a lot of hate comments directed to Michael, he bit his lip as he continued reading.
@Michael5SOS, why haven't the guys noticed that they're wasting their time with you
@Michael5SOS needs to lock his fridge
@Michael5SOS go on a diet fatass like Jesus christ
He got up and walked into the living room, seeing his two other boyfriends. "Babe, what's wrong?" Luke asked and Calum showed him the phone, "Oh no, what are we gonna do?" Luke mumbled, "Defend our little kitten's ass." Ashton stated and pulled out his phone, defending the pale boy as did the others. Michael walked downstairs in gym shorts and a grey tank top, he had on running shoes as well and his earbuds in his pocket that were plugged into his phone. "I'm going out." He smiled and walked out the door, blinking back the tears in his eyes from what he had read earlier. Michael drove to the gym and put in his headphones, blasting music as he got the treadmill and jogged on the moving platform, doing this for 2 hours with sips of water in between his running. He was at the gym all day running, doing crunches, lifting weights, and more running as he tried to get as many calories burned as possible, he wanted his tummy to be flat, not all squishy. By the time he was down, he was sweating bullets, his face was red, his breaths were heavy and labored, and his whole body burned. His phone buzzed and he looked at a text from his brunette boyfriend
R u coming home soon kitten :)
On my way
Michael got up and winced from pain in his body, he took a quick shower in the locker room so his boyfriend's didn't suspect anything and he drove home. He walked through the door and was greeted with 3 kisses, a smile on his face as he entered the kitchen, "Dinners ready babe." Calum smiled and Michael grabbed a water from the fridge, "I'm not hungry." He shrugged and went upstairs to his room, locking the door and pulling off his shirt, examining his body with a grimace on his face, he pinched a roll his tummy formed and tears pooled in his eyes, he always knew the haters were right (his thoughts not mine) everything they wrote was true, that he was fat, ugly, gross, every single thing. He knew he would never be as hot as his boyfriends were, he would never have Ashton's abs, or Luke's hair, or Calum's tan skin, he would just be Michael. Pale, fat, ugly Michael. He laid in bed and let the tears fall down his cheeks, crying himself to sleep.
For a week, Michael was at the gym for hours and would be tired and achy when he finished, not eating anything at all. He went to the gym this morning and he realized that he was so weak and he felt sick to his stomach, when he went home after his workout, he started to feel dizzy as he walked through the door and he leaned on the wall for support, breathing heavily as his vision spun, "Mikey are you okay?" Luke asked and Michael shook his head before fainting, Luke caught him before he hit the floor. "CAL! ASH!" HE shouted as held his limp boyfriend in his arms, his bandmates rushed in and saw a unconscious Michael on Luke's lap, Ashton told Calum to get a bag of ice and the brunette left the room, coming back with a ziploc filled with ice and he put it on the pale boy's forehead, Luke slapped his cheek lightly to get him to wake up and his eyes began to twitch before they fluttered open. "What happened?" He whispered, "You passed out babe." Luke cooed and worry laced his voice, "I guess I didn't drink enough water at the gym." He mumbled. "Kitten, when did you eat last?" Ashton asked and Michael bit his lip, tears falling down his cheeks, "M-Monday." He sniffled and his boyfriend's gasped. "Mikey, why would you do this to yourself?" He asked, "I-I-I have to get rid of this." He whimpered and gestured to his belly. "Michael, you don't have to. We love your body." Luke cooed and Michael shook his head, "Everyone hates it, everyone hates me." He cried and Luke sat him up on his lap, "No baby no of that's true." Ashton cooed and pecked his cheek. "We all love you so much, we wouldn't change one thing about you angel. Please don't do this to yourself, come to us if anything upsets you, ever." Calum cooed and held Michael's hand, "O-o-okay, I'm really sorry." Michael sniffled and Luke stood him up, "It's alright love, how about you eat something and then we cuddle?" Ashton smiled and Michael nodded, eating some leftover pizza before cuddling on the couch with his boyfriend's, feeling safe and secure with them around.
