||~ Mafia Soulmates? ~|| Stray Kids Mafia AU

17. lied to..?

I was tired. I was tired of every single thing. I hated everything. I wanted to quit.
Until I met them. The loves of my life. My soulmates. But was it all really real?
I don't know.

For the few hours that I was training with Changbin, I wasn't focusing at all. I was thinking about what he had said. Of course that doesnt mean I did bad. I fought well against him, I could have fought better though. I held back as I wasn't focused.

His words haunted me the rest of the day.

"It's time to take the world seriously, Princess."

I always thought that I had taken the world seriously after my parents divorced and dad had died.. his Deathday was tomorrow. I never wanted to let him go so soon. I never wanted him to leave me at all.

But I guess that's how the world works. You don't get many things in your favour. Nothing happens the way you want it.

Well, I guess I'll try to ignore it. I really want to go to his grave again, just to see him again, even if that would be the last time, but I don't think that is possible at this moment in time, since they don't allow me to leave this place. I haven't even been outside.

I sighed as I layed on my bed and looked at the walls where there should have been a window. Ugh.. everything here reminds me of him. I really miss him..

Changbin p.o.v

While I was training Youngdae she seemed to kind of not be here. She seemed out of it. I felt really guilty as if I was the one who did something wrong.

Each member disposed of their anger by fighting and yelling at the person who made them mad. It doesn't seem like she does that. I think she would just ignore the person or people who made her made for a bit, and then just kind of confront them about it.

She was basically the opposite of us, who always showed our feelings, whereas she would ignore her problems. Which would mean she would ignore us as if we were problems.

I didn't feel too happy about that, but I forced that thought away and wondered what I had done wrong. Well, the first time she kind of zoned out was right after I told her that she needs to face the real world. Before she was running with me, but after she stopped and I had to drag her as if she just didn't want anything to do with me.

Was that really the thing that upset her so much? I mean I know she isn't one of our members but isn't that a bit too excessive? Like how does she get upset by that? Okay, I'll ignore that and I'll try to apologise, for whatever I've done.

Well, atleast I wanted to. Before I got stopped by our 'mom' which was Minho. What did he want?

"What on earth did you do to Dae!?!? Why was she crying in her room!?" He angrily asked me. (more like forced me to say but oh well)
"Wha- she was crying?!? Why??"
"How am I supposed to know?? You were the only one with her today!" He glared at me.
"I really don't know I'm sorry!!" I'm going to be honest, I'm scared of Minho when he's like this.
"Ugh, I'm going to her." He walked towards me and grabbed me by my collar. "And if you make her cry in a bad way again, you won't see the end of it." I shuddered at his words. If he was like this, he was serious.

He walked away from me and headed up the stairs to her room.

Minho p.o.v

He fucking made her cry. I would have fucking killed him if he wasn't on our team.

I got to her room and knocked on the door. I heard a few sniffles and a 'come in' from her. I opened the door to see her smiling, but I'm not stupid. I could tell that she was faking her smile. Her face was puffy from crying. I looked gently at her. I didn't want to scare or upset her even more.

"Is everything okay Princess?" I said while walking to her bed and sitting down on it.
"Y- yes, why?" She asked as if she wouldn't know that I know that she's lying.
"Don't lie Princess, what happened?"

She stared at me for a few seconds and just hugged me and started clinging onto me as if I would dissappear if she would let go. I frowned at the sight and wanted to murder Changbin right at that second. But I couldn't because I knew that she needed comfort.

I hugged her back even though I didn't like hugs that much as the others, I still hugged her because I wanted to comfort her the best I could. I would do anything for her, and maybe for the other members. But I loved each of them equally. I just felt the need to spoil her, as she tehnically isn't apart of Stray Kids.

I ran my fingers through her hair, trying to comfort her, I would be surprised if she would fall asleep as I knew she had troubles falling asleep. When we went to her previous house I saw she had sleeping medicine.

"I- I'm sorry"
"Why are you sorry Princess? You didn't do anything." I tried to comfort her.
"I shouldn't be acting like this, but I just miss h- him.."
"Who do you miss? I'm sure you could see him if you want to."

Wrong choice   -  143 exp.

I shouldn't have said that. She cried even harder, gripping onto me even harder.

"I- I can't see him, he's n- not alive. My dad. I want to visit his g- grave, but I don't think I'm able to as you don't let me outside.."
"You can go, but with me coming with you okay? We want to protect you, but if you need privacy I'll stay back but I'll still be there, okay?" I assured her. (Tried to)
"Really? Thank you!!"

She smiled at me. I could see it was an actual genuine smile. I wanted to cry in happiness as she didn't smile genuinely that much anymore. I guess she missed the outside.