My Way to Get To You (MxM)

Chapter 11

The wedding is here, there stand Natalie, coming at me beautifully in that wedding dress. After all the tiring ceremony, me and Natalie sitting in the main chair as husband and wife. General Anton then stand there, with his persona announce my move to east side of this kingdom right after this party ended.

I don't know why, but something make me look at the prince, and as I expected, he look me back with those sad eyes. Please don't look at me like that, prince ! where's your ego you used to look at me ? You can't be this desprate as my leave ! But then he gave me a very sad smile .

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"Wait for me at the cart, Natalie, there's something I forget !" I said to Natalie. My departure is just in a minute, but I just can't seems right. I feel like something missing, something left out, but I don't know what. I just have to check my room once more.

"Hurry back !" Natalie's said. I just smiled at her. Easton's right, Natalie is very beautiful, why I can't attracted to her ? why I can't love her ? After all, I know her since a long time. Why I trapped with this forbidden relationship with his brother ?

As I entering my room in that palace, I saw someone stand there. "Prince Shelton, what are you doing here ?"

Prince Shelton look at me with that sadness he have at the wedding, and smile at me. I saw something broken in his smile. "Hey you right ! Now I know why you never attend most of my wedding ! Turn out looking at you there with other person  is really hurt, is that what you feel all this time ?" he said to me, very calm, and cares my cheek softly.

"You feel that ?" I said. This is very embarassing, but, I can't helped to feel moved by his feeling for me, and to feel that finally, he understand how I feel all those horibble times. I can't help hold my tears fall down, I whipped it. He saw it and whipping my tears with his gentle touch.

"Let those tears come out, is that what it wants all this time ? Am I hurting you that bad ? I'm sorry Kaiden." He said while holding me, this time I can not refuse. He stroke my head calmly, I can't escape from his comfortable protection, it feels like all my problem vanished right away, just like that.

"When I saw you with Natalie, I feel so much hurt, I think I can't handle it, evenmore when general Anton announce your move. Why don't you tell me ? I can't do anything now."

I'm calming myself, and look at his deep eyes. "I think it's the best for us, because we have to moving forward."

"General Anton talk to me back then. As you say, he know about us, but I said to him, I'm not gonna give you up ! I love you." He said while kiss my mouth again.

"I gotta go." I said while releasing his kiss "Natalie is waiting for me.

As my surprise, prince Shelton easily release me, "Go to her, but I know your heart will still with me, as my heart always be with you wherever you go."

I can't look him back, if I do, I can't move feet to go back to Natalie, my kind and beautiful wife.

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Natalie lean her head on my shoulder in our journey to East Palace, sometimes I stroke her hair just because I feel I have to do that. She look so happy, and I can't ruin her happiness, I have to make this princess's dream perfect eventhough I can't guarantee until how long I can make her dream come true like this.

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