My Way to Get To You (MxM)

Chapter 5

I come to my home that night with unsettled feeling. I think I'm gonna think about it again, that I can't keep liying for the rest of my life to the king and princess Natalie and the rest of the world, and I can make the best decision after I think it seriously in my quite little house. The king gave me that house after I lead my troop to win for the 5th time. I actually don't mind to always sleep in my army camp, but the king insist me to take it, so, I take this offer in some condition, I myself will choose the location. So, I choose in this outskirt of town, near the  house of me, Easton  and the rest of my brother and sister used to lived.

This place surrounded by nature, not many houses here because actually this place is far from the town. Most people in this area work as a hunter or selling some dry branch. This place is so peaceful, to me this is the best place to rest. That's what I think until I open the door.

"Do you really enjoy the party ?"

I take a deep breath, I know that sound. I forgot, the one and only person that know this place except the king and Easton is him, Prince Shelton.
He already sit in my room, I don't know how  but he always find a way to open my door.

I enter the house, I don't know I have to feel happy, because I finally can see him today, or feel alert because I know what he's gonna do to me.

"His highness prince Shelton, welcome to my house." I said. I still try to respect him, regardless what he has done to me all those years.

He come to me and grip my chin rudely, I know this gonna happen, still I can't hold this situation.

"Don't you act like nothing happen here !" He said "You know not many people live in this area, I can do whatever I want, like I used to do, and you can't ask for help."

"Calm down, prince... please understand my position. It's not like I can refuse the king's order, I'm just a commoner here." I feel trembled while I said that.

Prince Shelton look pissed, he then kissed me, so harsh, I can feel his emotion in me, then he lying me down. He continued to kiss me while stripped my clothes one by one, and I'm too afraid to refuse his action, beside, the faster he did what he wants, the faster he is gonna go home. But his cares, slowly evoking my desire to him, now I completly accept his action, no... I desire him so bad I can only accept whatever he is gonna do to me.

Nobody, including my family can do you like this !" He said while entering his thing to my ass. I'm preparing to feel hurt caused of his roughness, but unexpectadly, he do it gently. He held me so strong, like he's gonna lose me by the time he weakned it, but he do it gently, over and over again.

I'm hopelessly clinging to him, like I'm gonna lost if I let go this grip. If this what called a love, then I think I love him so much I can't even say it or forced him to feel the same way, I don't want troubled him with this troublesome feeling, but I can't help it, my feeling's gonna burst someday.

Maybe that day, this beloved prince of mine won't held me like this again, even disguised by me. Maybe if I really get married to princess Natalie, all this feeling will be gone, but I'm still hope that this is not love, because this feeling is a damn feeling to be accepted in our society.

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I wake up in prince's held. I lost count of how many times we did it last night. I just remember that night he act like he don't want to lose me. He just do it until I passed out, and I feel he carry me to my bedroom.

I try to stand up to prepare my duty today, but his hand avoid me to get up.
"You're too tired to work today." He said in his sleep.

"I'm used to do this lately, you always worn me up all night, but I still can survived in the morning, right ?"

He open his eyes, then kiss me "Stay with me this morning, I want to be with you even a minute longer, before you married my sister."

I looked at him "You're not bothered anymore ?"

"I know that is what you decide last night, I'm gonna respect that, but our bussiness will still continue !"

"His Highness, it is impossible, I have princess Natalie later."

"It's not my problem, but you still have to keep me company ! Now, you have to rest longer, you look a little pale today."

I'm not bother his command this time, I'm too angry to know his plan event when I'm to be married his sister.
I push him as strong as I could, then get ready for my duty.

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