Tattoo (A Namjin ft. BTS And Jensoo ff)

4. A Weekend In Namjoon's Life

It was perfect at 4 a.m., the sky was a little bit blue. The sun hasn't risen till now but a beautiful boy has woken up. That boy has a beautiful rectangular body shape, fair skin, vainy hands, and silky black hair. So pretty right? Every girl drools for him. He is known for his pecs, thighs and arms. Honestly, even boys start sweating just thinking about it. A perfect body with a dark aura. Handsome af but too cold. He rarely smiles in front of anyone and even if he does, then it's not his real one.

Once upon a time, he didn't have a perfect body but had a beautiful mesmerizing dimple smile. A smile that could melt everyone's heart.

Namjoon Kim is his name. He went to his balcony while brushing his pearl-like teeth. The yellowish-blue sky reflects on the sea making it of the same color as well. ' The sea is a flirt cause whenever the sky changes colour, it also changes its colour.' Namjoon smiled at this thought. His cousin brother and his best friend, Hoseok Jung once said this. But then again namjoon's eyes filled up with tears and the smile faded away. That same cousin brother once said ' You are a killed namjoon, you are a betrayer, I hate you '.

He didn't let those tears flow and went to the bathroom for his morning work. He then again went to his balcony and started reading a book.

Yeah, namjoon is a bookworm. He is not much interested in social media or something like that. He knows if he opens his social media then he will find tons of girls commenting 'he is so hot', 'Namjoon is the perfect boyfriend and husband material', 'Even boys can't help but have a crush on him', 'Love you Namjoon, I will keep you happy all the time just be mine', etc. These types of things irritate him like the girls don't even know him properly still they can keep him happy!? Wtf? So he kinda ignores social media.

He loves writing lyrics but never told anyone. He even sings when he is sad and everyone is asleep. It was 6 in the morning now. Namjoon was still reading his book but the sound from downstairs was not letting him concentrate. He sighed, closed the book and went to change into casual dress cause today was Sunday.

Namjoon went downstairs only to see his younger brother, taehyung irritating his lover, jungkook. Jungkook is still very sleepy but Tae is not ready to let the bunny boy sleep. " Yah tae, stop irritating kook like this. Let him sleep " Said Namjoon's elder sister Jisoo. Jisoo is like the mother figure for everyone in the family. She is married to her love Jennie (Ruby Jane) Kim. " Nuna sees na, tata is disturbing me. "Said Jungkook while rubbing his eyes with a pout. Namjoon mentally smiled as he tried to see himself in Tae. He loved to disturb his mother's sleep but... A tear slipped from his eyes which he wiped hurriedly but still, someone had noticed it. " Do one thing when you both are awake already then call the chicken and cat for me, please. " Said Jisoo " Ay ay captain Jisoo," said Tae while dragging Jungkook with him.

" Again hiding Joon? " Asked jisoo while keeping a hand on his shoulder. " What will I hide nuna? Why do you ask the same question again and again? " Namjoon said in his normal cold voice. " Cause I am like everyone's mother. Nothing is unnoticed by a mother. " Jisoo replied. ' Many things are hidden from all of you nuna but I can't reveal them cause that will cause immense pain to all of you. I don't want that so it's better for me to bear that. ' thought Namjoon. Jisoo sadly smiled seeing Namjoon again lost in his thoughts. She knows that all the allegations against Namjoon are not true and that Namjoon is hiding something very big but can't understand the whole thing. She sees Namjoon suffering all by himself but she has no option to calm his inner storm. She has seen him many times in the middle of the night, singing near the sea bank. Those songs held pain and only pain. " Come the breakfast is ready. " Said jisoo tapping on Namjoon's shoulder. "Hmm coming" The model replied.

At the dinner table, Namjoon was sitting between his other cousins brother Yoongi Min and Taehyung. In front of him was sitting Jennie. Jisoo was sitting on the right side of Jennie facing Yoongi. Jimin was sitting beside Yoongi. And jungkook was sitting facing Taehyung. 7 more chairs were empty. One was for Hoseok. The other six were reserved for someone they don't know themselves. When Namjoon's father used to live here, all of his friends also did dinner here that's why the table is this big. After Hoseok and Namjoon fight, Hoseok never comes to eat dinner at this table. 7 years passed but nothing changed in Hoseok's behavior. He has still kept himself isolated and very much away from Namjoon. The only thing that changed in these 7 years in Namjoon's behavior. Once the warm-hearted Koya turned into the cold-hearted Namjoon.

After Namjoon was done eating, he was picked up by a muscle bunny, Jungkook Jeon. Only Jungkook was the person in the whole family who could pick Namjoon up. " Jungkook what is this? Let me go. " " No hyung... I and Tae want to go to the park but jisoo Nuna said to go with someone older than you both. Yoongi Hyung and Jiminshi are busy in their world, Hobi Hyung never comes out of his room, Jennie Nuna is going to visit her maternal home and jisoo nuna is busy making lunch. So only you are left. Please come with us hyung. " Said the bunny boy with puppy eyes and a pout which he knows Namjoon can't resist. Namjoon gave up "OK get ready, I will go but we will be back within two hours. Ok? " Jungkook and Taehyung jumped in happiness " Thank you " And ran to their room to change.

After Namjoon returned home with his brother and soon-to-be brother-in-law, he saw something that again hurt his already wounded heart. Hobi was sitting in the living room but the moment Namjoon entered, hobi stood up and went into his room. Namjoon wanted to call him and tell him that he was innocent and never hurt him but he didn't and once again bear the pain all alone silently.

It was at 3 pm now. They have just finished their lunch and everyone is taking a nap now. Namjoon is wide awake standing in front of a door that he hasn't opened in these 20 years. The door of his mother's room. Nobody knew about this room except Jisoo. They had many rooms cause once upon a time 80 people used to stay in this house. Namjoon's mother used to stay in the topmost room of this house or better to say mansion. Before everyone moved into this house, Namjoon's uncle renovated the house but that one room was closed. The door key was always with Namjoon but till today he hasn't got a proper reason to open the door.

You all would say that his sadness could be a reason to open the door but nah that was not a proper reason cause Namjoon's mother never really cared about his sadness.

He sat on his knee in front of the door and hung his head down. Jisoo who was watching Namjoon silently from her room window had tears in her eyes. Yes jisoo always knew about that room and About Namjoon going there every day. It's a daily routine. When the clock struck 3 in the afternoon, Namjoon would go there and sit on his knee for half an hour. And jisoo would stand all the time watching Namjoon there. She never went near the door nor let anyone go there. She knew the truth that could bring a storm in the family.

All the time he would sit silently. At that particular time, no one was allowed to disturb Namjoon and jisoo used to make sure about that. Yoongi who knew about this not-disturbing rule used to distract the guests if any came. Namjoon used the stay in the room just under it. To keep the youngsters away, yoongi told them a myth that a ghost wakes up in the time between 3 p.m. to 3:30 pm in that time. That scared Taehyung but Jungkook was always curious about that room but because of Tae, he was never able to go there.

The big pendulum clock started to ring indicating it was 4:30 pm now and everyone had to wake up. Namjoon and jisoo have gone to rest in dot at 3:30 pm. Everyone woke up and started to do their work. For Namjoon he used to write songs, read books, or do modelling works.

At 9 p.m., they used to have their dinner and then sleep. Almost every day at midnight, he used to go sit and sing songs at the sea bank. Jisoo someday used to see Namjoon.

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Anneyongahasyeo finally I am jinda... Thanks to Minooiii, fictionswithbts and imtwinkle_ for giving me little little ideas. I didn't attach my other friend as she is not an army anymore and this is not a very short part cause it has 1.5k words and shubho Vijaya to everyone.. (Even though nobody is gonna wish me back.. Haha... Pain of life)
Bye~~~