""I was wrong to love you but love is a drug that I can't quit. It's a lethal drug. I still love you from the bottom of my heart but you failed to heal me...You kill me. No, not my body but my heart and never care about the pain. All I wanted was to be loved by you but you killed me. You killed the Jin, that jin who loved his life more than anything else. You killed me and now you are the reason of what is going to happen today. "
Namjoon was paralyzed to move. He was standing in between a dark pitch black room. He couldn't see anything else than darkness, all he could do was to hear and cry.
"Because of you Namjoon kim, Jin hyung is in this condition. How can you expect Jin hyung to be with you even after he gets well... I won't let an angel like him stay with a killer. You killed your mother, then YN, now you are after Jin hyung's life? Why did you kill my YN? What did she do to you that you have to kill her?"
Namjoon just cried. He cried to the voice to stop but it never listened to Namjoon.
"You are are my mistake, my biggest mistake of my life. I hate you. And this baby in my stomach does not deserves to live in this world. If it does then it will also turn out like you. No no no, I will not let that happen. Live or die I don't care about you. You are a mistake and I hate you."
Namjoon closed his eyes to let his unshed tears fall but when he opened them he found himself tied. He looked around to see Jin tied and being whipped with an electrified wire, leaving him in a pool of his own blood. Namjoon, helpless, watched in horror as the old man approached Jin with a knife. Namjoon desperately screamed for Jin to escape, but Jin was too weak to move. The old man then stabbed Jin.
"I love you koya"
"NOOOOO! JIN!!!!" Namjoon woke up and sat on the bed abruptly. Jin, on whom Namjoon was sleeping also woke up from the sudden movement and scream. He quickly got up from the bed and ran to turn on the lights. "Please don't leave me alone Alpaca. I love you too. Please be with me. I can't lose you." Upon turning the lights on, Jin saw Namjoon sitting on the bed; Distressed and panicking, his tear leaking eyes we're unfocused and filled with fear. He quickly ran to the afraid lad in the bed and sat beside him.
"What happened koya?" Jin asked while holding Namjoon. "Jin were are you? Don't leave me please" Namjoon pushed Jin's hands off himself and cried. "RMah, I am right here. Just beside you, see" Jin again tried holding Namjoon but he again freed himself and continued crying. He was not in his correct sense to understand his surroundings. "Alpaca! I will die without you. I love you". Even after Jin's constant trying when Namjoon kept on refusing, Jin slapped Namjoon hard.
"NAMJOON! Look at ME!!!!" Namjoon looked at him shocked as he held on his right cheek. On the other hand, Jin was himself shocked. How could he slap Namjoon? Jin's faced filled with guilt and regret. "I am sorry... I didn't............. RMah!" Jin just started to apologize when Namjoon hugged him with all his strength out of the blue and started crying messily. Jin kept on hugging him and coaxing him with sweet nothings.
After Namjoon's cries died down, he slowly broke the hug and looked at the lad's red face. He slowly traced the red mark from the intensity of the slap. "I am sorry. I just couldn't find any other way to calm you down. Actually I have never faced this type of situation before so I just couldn't....." Namjoon stoped Jin by putting a finger on Jin's plump cherry lips. "Thank you Alpaca." The model slowly touched the red area and smiled. Jin guilt made his eyes glisten like stars filled black sky.
Namjoon saw the guilt. He smiled and made Jin look at him. "This slap means a lot to me you know. No one ever helped me this way. Usually after I nightmare, I get panic attacks and then I only calm down after fainting. This is the first time, someone saved me. I am thankful to you Alpaca" Namjoon again got emotional and this time Jin hugged him making the models face be buried on his chest. Namjoon also returned the hug and soon both was crying softly while enjoying each other's presence.
Slowly Jin made Namjoon lay on the bed and tried to go and turn of the lights when suddenly Namjoon held his soft hands. As soon as Jin turned, Namjoon pulled him on top of his heart.
Dil hai nadan, Ho rabba, Ho rabba (The heart is innocent, oh god, oh god)
Yeh kuch jane na, Ho rabba, Ho rabba (It doesn't know anything, oh god, oh god)
Suddenly with a loud thunder sound the light went out. Only the purple light of the lightnings could be seen other than darkness. It was raining heavily.
Behetein jazbaat, Ho rabba, Ho rabba (Flows emotions, oh god, oh god)
Oh, Dil pe kabu na.... (Can't control the heart)
Namjoon held Jin even closer until their face was just inches away. "Alpaca... I love you". " I love you too RMah."
Ho rabba, Ho rabba (oh god, oh god)
Then Jin tried to wiggle away from Namjoon's hold but Namjoon kept oh holding him tightly. After a good amount of tries, The Makeup artist gave up and kept his head just on top of Namjoon's heart and closed his eyes.
Dil hai nadan, Ho rabba, Ho rabba (The heart is innocent, oh god, oh god)
Yeh kuch jane na, Ho rabba, Ho rabba (It doesn't know anything, oh god, oh god)
"Like what you hear?" Namjoon asked while keeping his eyes closed. "Nope. I love it." Namjoon smiled after hearing Jin's reply.
Behetein jazbaat, Ho rabba, Ho rabba (Flows emotions, oh god, oh god)
Oh, Dil pe kabu na.... (Can't control the heart)
The Namjin couple soon fell asleep while holding each other.
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As usual Namjoon, Yoongi, Jisoo, Jin, Jennie have just returned home from work. "Ugggg..... Such a tiring dayy" Whined Jennie clinging to Jisoo. "Hah.... Tiring? You only have to do the make-up of your own wife. We models have to shoot... It's way more tiring... Aren't I right Namjoon? " Yoongi questioned Namjoon who agreed with his Hyung. Soon the whole family joined them. They all were having fun until a doorbell disturbed their fun. "Who could be here this time?" Jimin questioned. "We won't know until we open the door shorty" Jungkook teased Jimin who just whined. Namjoon decided to open the door "wait I will open the door"
But as soon as Namjoon opened the door, his smile vanished and a sudden fear caught him.
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