"I love Namjoon to the core but I can't understand one thing Nuna, what the hell happened that Jin hyung jumped from the building. He was a jolly and lively person." Yoongi was beyond shocked and disappointed. Everyone except jennie and Hoseok has come inside Namjoon's room. Namjoon's fever was very high.
"But you and hobi hyung were there right?" Asked Jimin while hugging jungkook who was busy crying. Tae was constantly changing the cold cloth from Namjoon's forehead as it was getting heated within seconds.
Namjoon on the other hand was whimpering constantly. Jisoo was rubbing Namjoon's legs in order to warm them up. Everyone in the room had sympathy for the poor model lying on the bed under a pile of blankets with a 102.2°F fever. It was really sad to see the lad suffer but only if they knew that this was nothing in front of what he has already been suffering.
Hoon had already come and checked on Namjoon. He gave Namjoon an injection to reduce the fever and some tests. And he also restricted Namjoon from taking any stress. Everyone thought the stress was about Jin being in hospital but no one knew the actual reason.
"Idk what happened but Namjoon was acting a bit weird. I thought it was because of my harsh words. But you know yesterday when I went to Namjoon, he said something weird." Jisoo said making everyone more worried. "What did he actually say?" Asked Yoongi as he walked from the study table to the bed near Jisoo. "He said... "
"Namjoon the food is ready." Jisoo waited for some moment but she got no reply. Even after getting no reply from the lad, she decided to enter the room. She saw Namjoon sitting on the couch in the balcony while lost in his own thoughts. "Namjoon what are you thinking? See nuna is really sorry about yesterday. I never meant those words. I lo..." Namjoon cut jisoo as he hugged her. " Nuna if I ever say jin to leave me ... Will he leave me?? " asked namjoon "What? What are you saying Namjoon?" Asked jisoo as she broke the hug and looked at him shocked. "nuna, I am afraid that a day may come when I have to say jin to leave me but even if I ever tell, I will never mean it." Namjoon said while pain was evident in his voice. "Why Joonie? What happened? Why on the earth will you do this?" Jisoo asked him but he never answered.
"Before I could question him anymore jennie came and dragged us both to the dinner table." Everyone was shocked to hear Jisoo... "You mean Namjoon was planning everything from before? He was planning to hurt Jin hyung?" Jimin asked with pure shock. "No no no no no! Jimin don't jump to conclusions right now. I have seen Namjoon. Believe he is a god damn mystery. He is unexpected and unpredictable. He whelves. He absconds. There is a Lucana Jimin, Lucana. This is incomplete, there is something missing here. I am damn sure" Jisoo explained while Yoongi agreed.
Time slipped when finally Namjoon's fever went a bit down. He groaned as his head, Ankle and heart were aching like hell. He opened his eyes and saw Jimin, Taehyung, Jisoo, Yoongi, Jungkook sleeping in his room. He felt his breath hot as he realised that he had a fever. He stood up but sat down immediately as he realised how badly his ankle hurts. But Namjoon being Namjoon, was quick enough to master pretending like nothing happened and quietly went towards the washroom and stood in front of the mirror. All the scenes came in front of his eyes one by one; those memories of his childhood to jin's suicide, everything. He felt pathetic and guilty. Pathetic because how much of a big unluck he is and guilty cause He blames himself for everything; even for his own birth as well.
Big fat pearls like tears started to fall from his eyes but he harshly wiped them. "You can't be weak Namjoon Kim, you have to find answers. Answers to your questions. Who is Taewoon Lee?" With his stubbornness, Determination and pain, He slowly went to his mother's room and for the first time he opened the door after her death. The room was filled with dust and spiders. Namjoon slowly tried to turn on the lights but he was unfortunate enough that the light filament burned the moment Namjoon turned it on. "Really?" Sighed Namjoon.
He turned on the flashlight of his phone and looked at the room thoroughly. It was well organised but the wall was stained with dried blood which Namjoon knew was his own. Before Namjoon permanently closed the door he tried to kill himself by hitting his head on the milky white wall. He had to get stitches for that wound. Namjoon went near the wall and slowly ran his hand on the stain. It has turned blackish brown. "Eomma this was the only time I tried to go to you but maybe your hate was more than I could imagine. You refused to take me to you. Maybe that's the reason you left me with an ugly scar."
Namjoon slowly started to check everything in the room thoroughly while remembering his mother but a picture caught his attention; his mother's wedding picture. "No no no no no! It can't be. He can't be my father. It's not true." Namjoon stumbled and sat on the bed still shocked at what he witnessed but he instantly regretted sitting as he felt a hard thing fall on his ankle. He groaned in pain and then looked at the thing. It was a diary; his mother's diary.
He quickly picked it up and started reading it but it shocked him even more. "He is both mine and Alpaca's father. I am Alpaca's step brother? He cheated on both eomma and Yuna aunty. I-I am a pro-product of fo-force?" Namjoon couldn't help but cry silently at the truth he got to know.
His mind was already fuzzy because of his still 101.8°F fever when this truth just froze him out. He looked at his phone and called a number. "I want to meet you" "come to the old plastic factory of the town." Namjoon cut the call and went to the location he was told about. He knew that maybe he will never be able to come back alive if he goes there but today he wanted answers, Only Answers...
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