"Eomma! Please come back na... I can't live without you... Unclie hates Joonie... He doesn't love me but you are my eomma... You love me right? You are just angry... Unclie took my brother as well... Jisoo nunu tried to take jonnie away from you. I know you are hiding behind this door. I have the keys but if I go inside you will get angry... I don't want to get your scoldings, eomma... Open the door Na!!!" 8 year old Namjoon couldn't hold his tears and started crying miserably. "Eo-eomm-ma... Op-en th-e do-o-r na-aa... I-i will b-e y-ou-r g-ood bo-y. Jo-joon-nnie will n-ev-er do b-ad t-hi-ng... Joonie ju-st w-an-t E-oo-eomma... EOMMA... YO-U CAN-NOT LE-AVE JOO-NIE! Y-ou c-ann-ot..."
Namjoon closed his eyes letting those tears flow... Memories are getting too much for him.
"Are you dumb or stupid? Or are you acting like you don't know what you are... Killer... " Namjoon's uncle shouted at the eight year old who flinched and tear filled those big innocent eyes. "Me is not a killer nor.... " A slap landed on his soft cheek before he could complete his sentence. Namjoon looked at his uncle while his tears started to fall...
"Not a killer huh? Saying this after killing my sister? This small baby lost his mother even before his birth.. If I was even 1 minute late then this innocent baby would have also died. You made her leave this world, now what will I answer to this baby when he will ask me about his mother?" Uncle pointed towards the crying newborn in jisoo's arms. The baby was so small...
Namjoon's started to sob silently... Jisoo who tried to defend the 8 year old, was stopped by her uncle's glare... "Listen Namjoon... I will pay for your growth until you are 18. After that you have to take care of yourself... And you will live as a servant in my house." Saying this Uncle left the hospital room.
Namjoon's eyes scanned the hospital room he was in; A small, sky blue room. The room where he made the decision to stay all alone was also a similar kind of small sky blue room.
"Joonie uncle is just a little angry. He loves you, beauty. He will not treat you as a servant. You and our angel will live there like princes." 12 year old Jisoo tried to convince Namjoon who was being stubborn to say where he and his mother used to live. "No... Joonie will not go. I won't live with unclie. I will die on my feet then die on my knees." Namjoon said. Jisoo looked at her brother shocked. Their uncle continuously slapped Namjoon until a nurse stopped him.
Namjoon's soft cheeks were bleeding with the abuse. "How dare you Namjoon Lee... Ok stay there all alone. I don't care if you live or die. You are a burden which I have to carry for 10 more years. After 10 years I want all my money back. How I don't care. Come to the car Jisoo, I will come after fulfilling the formalities. And don't you dare take Namjoon with you. He wants to live alone then let him go home alone only." Uncle left the room and Jisoo also left the room unwillingly.
Namjoon just stared at Jisoo leaving him just the way he was now staring at the clock right now. Those words he said that day was maybe too mature for an eight year old but the situation forced him to say so. He knew no one would come to see him.
Time flew and now the clock struck 7:30pm when Yoongi and Jisoo entered the room quietly. The model who didn't expect someone to come was letting his tears flow while starting at the clock. Yoongi and jisoo felt bad for not being able to come when the model needed them the most. Yoongi wipped the lad's tears catching his attention, who was shocked to see them here. He felt anger more than happiness. When he needed them they didn't come and now they are wiping his tears? Why? He looked away from them which hurt them.
" Why are you both here now? " said namjoon which was almost like a whisper. Anyone could barely hear anything if they don't see the lip movement. Jisoo felt anger towards her own self. Yoongi felt guilty for not being there when the model needed him the most. They both felt guilty for not noticing the changes in the younger's behaviour.
"We are sorry joon. You have full right to be angry with us but please hear us once. Jin hyung wouldn't let us go anywhere. " said Yoongi honestly while both holding namjoon wounded hands carefully from two sides. Namjoon's eyes once again teared up and he started sobbing. Without knowing what to do, yoongi carefully hugged the sitting lad. Namjoon wanted to hug him but his hands weren't letting him do that. Too exhausted to even move his fingers properly.
" I am the last option right hyung? " a question which made jisoo and Yoongi realise that finally his limit of endurance is now coming to an end. Maybe some more mistakes and he will be gone forever. Yoongi breaking the hug kissed namjoon's forehead, which the younger guy loves the most, said " you are never an option joon, you are our brother."
Namjoon smiled but today the smile was real, a real smile. He knew that Yoongi's words were made in China but he could stop the genuine smile that crept on his face.
Jisoo looking lovingly at the brothers tried to hide her happy tears but miserably failed and cried along while combing namjoon's messy hair with her fingers. After some more chit-chating (even though namjoon can't really speak much), Sleep slowly consumed namjoon. Yoongi slowly set the bed so that his brother could finally sleep peacefully sometime, leaving the room with jisoo. Xiaoqi as usual came and checked up Namjoon.
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