Candy Coated. (RindouXF.ReaderXIzana)

5

You fought the urge to throw up while Izana looked around your childhood room. What was this feeling? You've never been embarrassed of home... But something in your head kept telling you that Izana was judging.. He'd look down on you, he'd think you only want him because he's well off and you really weren't..

His chuckle broke you away from your thoughts. But the sight before you brought all the negativity back quickly. He sat on your old bed, the frame made the worst noise as it got used to his weight!

But what you didn't notice was Izana was actually a bit jealous...

He stared at an old photo of you and the friends he met a few minutes ago. He was happy when they left, he didn't care much for these friends either but..

In the photo. He could feel the happiness though the small pixels.. You had to have been in your early teens. ' Cute.'

It looks like you all dressed up and took a photo in Shibuya.. Halloween maybe?

You looked so happy. Your beautiful smile was stretched ear to ear. Eyes crinkled shut.. You were dressed as an adorable fairy? He wasn't sure but you had butterfly wings and pointed ears.

He tried to ignore all the skin showing-- He told himself he wasn't around during this time. You weren't his yet--There were a lot of eyes on you in the picture.

"You okay Izana?"

Your voice brought him back from the rage he felt bubbling up. He took one last look at the phone and placed it back onto your shelf. "You have a cute room."

He could see you fidgeting in your spot. Did you want him to leave that bad or were you embarrassed? Yes it was small but your home was well loved. That's what he envied.. The love

He didn't want to see your face as he admitted it. Instead he looked around for more clues of your life before him. "You know.. I'm a bit jealous of you Y/n."

He heard the small gasp as he got up to look at all the decorations on your wall. But you were such a good girl and didn't interrupt him.

He continued. "I was lonely as a kid.. I had everything in the palm of my hands but do you know what  that got me?"

You looked at him with big eyes and shook your head no.

"I had a lot of friends who didn't really care about me. Just the money or favors I could do for them. I had one person who cared about me but then they abandoned me when I became too much of a burden... After that I grew up on my own. No mother to worry about me, I don't know who my old man is-- I don't care. Just a lonely life.."

When did Izana get so close to you? Your heart was so heavy for him that you didn't feel his hands rest at your waist. His voice had softened to a husky whisper that tickled your ears.

His body was so close to yours. Your room felt over heated. How chest was against yours and it burned..

He leaned into the crook of your neck and started leaving the smallest kisses. They were so light but made your knees want to buckle. Your eyes closed in bliss-- What was this man doing to you?!

Izana smirked at himself. How easily he could make you turn to putty in his hands... "You won't abandon me will you? Treat me the way everyone else does?"

Your eyes shot open. "Of course not. I'd never do that to you."

A small moan slipped out when Izana lightly bit down on a sensitive spot on your neck. "Is that a promise sweet girl?"

Having gone without sex for so long had your brain in a haze. Touches that shouldn't have this effect on you made your world spin. All you could do was nod and let out a small "Promise."